Be the Death of Me

Ashley's POV:

The Black Mass tour was going strong, and was almost over, at least, this leg was. I was a little disappointed that Olivia hadn't called me in weeks actually, borderline months, but then again, I hadn't tried to contact her either. I just felt like I needed some space: from the relationship, from my house, from responsibilities, everything. After all, tour life was supposed to be about enjoying guy-time with the band and hanging out at bars and clubs every night. It just wasn't the same experience when you were constantly calling your clingy girlfriend who had nothing better to do with her time.

Okay, so that was a little harsh, but after we came back from New York, Liv hasn't so much as left me alone once. She's constantly there, practically begging for attention, which I guess she was used to since she was once a stripper and all.

I guess I also thought that because Liv used to be a stripper, that our sex life would be wild and crazy. But really, it's the exact opposite really. We don't sleep together nearly as often as I would prefer, and when we do, it's boring, nothing I haven't done before. I guess I just imagined that being in a committed relationship would be more fun, but damn, so far I'm nothing but wrong.

Andy and Rose are going strong. And he actually hasn't been able to shut up about her for quite some time now. I'm glad that they managed to work out their problems, especially since Chris from Motionless in White acted like a fucking prick to her, but all their cuteness is getting to me.

I personally don't understand how or even why Andy would rather spend a night FaceTiming Rose when he could be out at a bar, drinking and having fun. He insists that spending time with someone you love, despite the distance, is better than even the wildest party, which I somehow find hard to believe.

I just want a break from my relationship, without actually taking a break, if that makes any sense. Sometimes I miss Olivia, but then I see a girl who fucking makes my mouth water, and I completely forget her for the time being. Hell, I have even had better sex with some of the girls I've found this tour than all of the sex combined with Liv.

Does that make me a bad guy?

Notes

short chapter in Ash's POV

I was wondering if I could maybe get a comment or two on what you guys thought of the past couple chapters? It'd mean a lot!!