Olivia's POV:

I missed Ashley.

Black Veil Brides was on a worldwide tour, working on the promotion of their newest album, BVB IV. Because of this, my baby hasn't been home in at least two months, and I missed him like crazy! sure, we FaceTimed and called each other on a daily basis, it just wasn't the same without him. Plus since I've moved here, I haven't gotten to make as many friends as I would've liked, so it is pretty lonely over here.

I sigh as I blow gent;y on the wet nail polish, before starting another episode of Grey's Anatomy. Let's just say that since Ash has left I've become obsessed and had nothing else to do really. Okay, I've been doing nothing, but can you blame me? The guy has a typical bachelor pad styled house, which may turn off some girls, but excites me more than a horny frat boy!

He's got enough alcohol to feed an army as well as six fraternity parties in a row, a giant plasma TV as well as excellent, up to date gaming consoles with various games, and junk food galore! I'm telling you, if I do not gain ten pounds by the end of this week I'll know that something is wrong with me.

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Ashley didn't call me today, or yesterday, or the day before that. In fact, it seems like he's actually avoiding me. He won't respond to me texts, calls or anything! When I ask any of the other guys where he is, they always get this nervous look and and make a quick lie before hanging up on me. Something is wrong, but sadly I am left alone in the dark. Like always.


A week later and still no contact from any of the boys. I shrug it off, hoping secretly that they've just lost signal or some shit and cannot find any way to communicate with me or anyone else. but even I know that it's a stretch. I just can't believe that he's actually doing this, after I let him in and told him everything, he's hurting me all over again.

A scary thought enters my head at that: what fi he actually hasn't changed?

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I get it a week later.

The video.

The thing that broke me.

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He ruined me. He hurt me. He cursed me. He killed me.
He was the death of me.
I did nothing.
Because I loved him.
Yet he still was the death of me.

Notes

I AM BACK BITCHES!!!!

It is so so so good to be back and I know this chapter was not the greatest, but ideas are flowing again! So yay!!!

I'll be updating again soon with this one, promise!

Shoutout to PurdyGirlAndBiersackBabe!!