Be the Death of Me

Ashley's POV:

Last night was an honest success. I felt really good after it. And not just because I jacked off after with her still in my mind. I mean, it wasn't my fault as she happened to work at a strip club, and I've more all less seen her naked.

I feel terrible about what happened to her all those years ago, and it was entirely my fault. I took her fucking virginity! Who the fuck does that? The worst part is, I don't even remember her. I mean, sure, I get around these days,and I've been with a lot of women, but forgetting her? I feel awful just thinking about that.

She also told me something about having a sister. And if I'm correct, she didn't attend Warped tour in New York. That means that she hasn't already lived here. And the fact that she's a stripper... I honestly don't know why I'm thinking so much into this. She probably just moved or something.

"Ash? You okay man?" I was pulled out of my thoughts by none other than Andy.

"Huh? Oh, yeah. Sorry just thinking..." I trailed off.

"Okay? Hey, where'd you go yesterday?"

"I went out," I mumble.

Andy raises an eyebrow questioningly, but doesn't say anything.

I begin to scroll through my phone, gazing through my feed on Twitter and Instagram. I sigh when nothing catches my attention, and decide to see if I can find Olivia. Trying to be not creepy at all, I glance at her profile on Instagram. She has over six hundred followers, and posts a combination of cute selfies and interesting scenery. I quickly follow her, and smile at the thought of seeing her again.

That's what I decide I'll do.

Since we didn't exchange numbers yesterday, I have no way of immediately contacting her, but I did walk her home. So therefore I choose to set out and see her.

I get to her apartment in no time, and quickly buzz her apartment. I'm buzzed in without question, which confuses me slightly.

"Olivia?" I call as I enter her home, the door left wide open much to my alarm.

Olivis is sitting,curled up on the floor of her kitchen, her head between her shaking knees. Her back heaves as silent sobs wrack her petite body, an my heart aches at the somber sight.

"Olivia? I whisper as I crouch beside her, placing a comforting hand on her shivering back.

She glances up with a watery gaze and her blue eye widen at my presence. "Ash-Ashley? What are you doing here?"

I smile slightly at her, "I anted to see you, but didn't know your number. So I thought I'd surprise you or something."

"Oh," she mumbles, "that was very kind of you to think."

"Are you okay?" Worry furrows my brow.

She nods her head slightly, "yeah, um, I'm okay. Sorry, just, uh, emotional stuff I guess."

I frown, but don't answer.

"C-can you maybe stay with me for a little bit? Please?" She small voice asks lightly.

I nod, stil silent, and get a little more comfortable on the floor beside her, and she snuggles into me, closing her eyes, and drifting off into a soundless sleep.

Notes

Short chapter, but I promise more will come tomorrow!
It was mostly a filler, so don't panic guys :)


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