My Eternal Bleeding Heart

AAHHHHHH!!!!! MOMMY DADDY HELP ME IT HURTS AAAAAAHHHH!!!!!! everyone went home so only the guys heard her. she fell asleep on the couch and we were downstairs having a meeting about what to do with Shania. I as shocked by what was said. we ran and I was the first to get to her, well sorta. she saw me and leaped across the room into my arms and cried she lifted her head, eyes closed, and sniffed the air. she jumped like a cat to Ashley, she loved his hugs best and knew he wanted to make up for her head. he was shocked. then hurried to hug her because of the hurt look he got. I went and get her dq large double fudge cookie dough blizzard chicken and brocli,orange sesame, red chicken beef and noodles and pork fried rice. she eats a lot all combos so twice as much food per dish. its almost like shes pregnant or something....wait a minute...shes been here a few months and hasn't gotten her period this month...uh oh...."Shania when are you supposed to get your period this month?"

Ash was confused but Shania sat there counted on her fingers. she does that when shes counted and hopes shes wrong. the oh no look appeared and she fainted good thing I was hugging her. so technically she went limp but whatever same thing. I carried her and Ash got all the food ready and though well now all the food makes sense I agreed. she came too and made no eye contact. she whispered "im sorry I hope ots yourds but ive been raped and I miscarried everytime so at the same time I hope its not yours or anyone I care about. five times. I cant take a sixth. then she balled like there was tomorrow and if that happened again, for her it wouldn't. I cried with her and she immeadiately stopped wiped my tears and said "shhh, my savior shouldn't cry I love you too much for that." she said it again, and first this time!!! I bone crushingly hugged her then I remembered the baby and stopped she giggled and said there babe that's much better. she gasped clamped her mouth shut grabbed the rest of her food and ran to my room again. this girl just loves to make me happy I swear I could die right now and be happy. I ran and uncovered her from her nest of warmth. I said angel eyes look at me she froze, put her food on the nightstand and hugged me, I swear, to near death. she was crying, but happy for once I could tell. the sound was different, and when she looked at me through those tears she was smiling. she kissed me and there was more love, want, need, hope, compassion, and pure joy. I felt enveloped in her love and I never wanted to leave her side. she hugged me and asked to snuggle while she ate. which was fast because she wanted to hug me back and lay on me. she never wore body spray. she didn't know it but she didn't need it. she doesn't sweat so she doesn't stink. she thinks she smells like nothing. if love had a smell I swear she would be it. its an earthy garden flower smell with warmth like the sun in the erly morning, like, before the dew evaporates, wit the smell of a home cooked meal. and I swear the sent changes with her mood the happier she is the earthier and flowerier she gets....its scary when shes mad. she wasn't kidding when she said you didn't wann asee her mad. we were at the mall and Ash and Andy pointed out a kid getting bullied Ash was about to go fix it like usual when Shania sprinted and kicked butt. okay heres the scary part. shes 5'4 natural build. broad shoulders for a girl. the whole varsity football team was picking on this small group of kids. she kicked all their asses and knocked them out. they are all in a coma and the schools pissed. lucky for her someone recoreded the whole bully fight scene. the school stopped the sue threats the police thanked her, the mall congratulated her, free mall trips for life, hot topic is gonna die. she loves the shit outta that place and knows all the workers there, by full name, knows where they live and has their numbers and was told she got a job the day shes 18. oh and heres the thing about that. April is when she came to us, not June. she was in a coma foer a few years, car crash. apparently she should be dead, lik on the scene, freaky cool right? shes a stubborn butt. her birthday is next week and she doesn't know Jinxx adopted her already. yeah she asked but she thought shed go with. nope. she calls him dad and mamma Jinxx a lot. Sammi loves her and they go shopping a lot. Shania doesn't have the heart to tell Sammi that she hates shopping. Jake is lonely and Shania is dead set on fixin that. Sammi said good luce she tried. Shania, being my sweet lill girl said thank you mommy but I never give in never back down and don't except defeat. I stared death in the face three times. im gonna make Jakey happy even if make it four times. my sassy baby is amazing and scary. I cowered behind Ash, as did th rest of the guys and Sammi. she was pmsing in April and someone was stupid and brought up death, guns, the sun, and Riley. her Riley Rae. Riley Rae Jennings. cute name and girl I saw the photos in the memory box under her bed, if was stickin out, the photo anyways. she flipped her eyes were solid black I mean the whole fucking eye not the color but eyeball. shes apparently the mother and queen of hell. Demons come and go a lot now....yaaayyy...I had a freakin panic attack one day. Ash was possessed enough said. Even he was shaking in fear but had to stay strong for all of us. I was glad. I almost pissed my pants. I had to look away. When she goes fallen angel mode I am, we are, a lot happier. I wanna marry this girl. that's a good song, one she likes too. he he he. plans are commencing. Her birthday is gonna rock hard core.

"hows emmy doing?"
"uuuhhh I don't know. CC sweetie sometimes I worry about you" I got a kiss to the forehead for that one, much to my disappointment.
Emily!!! EMILY RENAE BULL ANWSER ME WHEN IM SPEAKING TO YOU!!!" ooohhh mom mode is on!!! we all quietly raced after her.
"YOU ARE NOT MY MOTHER STOP ACTING LIKE IT!!! GET A LIFE AND LEAVE MINE ALONE!!!"
"ILL STOP ACTING LIKE YOUR MOTHER WHEN YOU START ACTING LIKE AN ADULT AND GET.A.JOB.PAY.RENT.ACT.LIKE.A.HUMAN.BEING.AND.GET.FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU YOUNG LADY ARE GROUNDED. OUTTA THIS ROOM. NO TV NO MUSIC NO BATHROOM ALONE NO RAZORS, FORKS PENS AND KNIFES OR ANYTHING ELSE!!!"
"I FUCKING HATE YOU YOU BITCH!!!"
GOOD THEN IM DOING MY JOB YOU KNIVING LITTLE SLUT RAT!!!"
"WITH YOUR PAST LIKE YOU CAN CALL ME THE SLUT!!!"
BOOM! and Emily was down. Unconscious. Shania stripped her and took all the razors taped to Emilys body. Sighed at her scars kissed her wrists, thighs and hips and threw her on the couch and ate a gallon of ice cream, having eaten my DQ blizzard and hers already.

"I almost regret saving her ungrateful ass at the mall" ,said between bites. We decided a hug was best and did just that for twenty minutes while she cried. Balled her eyes out is more accurate.

what did I do wrong!!! why is it no matter how hard try no one lives me I have no friends and whats left of my family doesn't want a thing to do with me!!!! CC baby whyyy what kind of freak am I???"

"The most beautiful kind. you are doing the best you can and its working so live life how you see fit baby girl."
"this is why I love you" she said it again!!! imam so happy. I thi-
"guys thanks for being here and loving me"
"anytime sweetums any time" jake
"sweetie im always here for you" Jinxx
"Sexy ill love you no matter what" duh
"Angel we love you you perfect for us we will never leave if we do we are possessed come rescue us"
"hehehe okay thanks you are the best" boob hugs for all. I and Ash got winks I got another disappointing kiss on the face mehhh shes killing me knows it ands exploiting it. what dis Emily mean when she said with a past like yours? "hey Shania"
"I was a stripper, pole dancer, and a street corner girl okay" she was ashamed I could tell she ran to her room thinking I wouldn't accept this...im..wow...Ash ran like he was whiskey and she was the chaser. he needed that chaser. the rest of us were stunned. "anyone else wanna have sex with her now more than ever???" Andy spoke first. we all nodded
"she said with me she wasn't trying and that she never does the first time with anyone. ever. that earned grins. m adopting her though...." Jinxx was saddened. dude to her its just a line on a paper told me herself"
"im first..second reguardless" I almost didn't get it. almost.






@CCs bitch
its heerrreee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU MY LILL BVB BEASTIES ARMY FOR ALL FAMILY FOREVER

~XOXOXO~

Notes

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there CCs bitch what a think the next chapie be in emmies POV yay or nay wont write till you say. I got two ways the story can go choose her fate. bwahahaha. im dead serious btw. tootles!!!


LONGER HAH