Heaven waits for no angels

Chapter 46

Andy's P.O.V

Flashback

"I'm sorry you ever had to go through this." I was on the verge of crying but I didn't show it. I love AddiLynn, I'm glad she told me everything and now I can truly understand her situation. I can protect her now, because I know what I'm dealing with. "That's all right." She says, and i have to wonder how many times shes said that to the people in her life who screwed her over somehow, and didn't care to help her.

"Let me tell you a story." I insist. She readjusts herself on my lap to look at me, giving eye contact like a child would to her grandpa telling a bedtime story. "You're going to be the first person I've ever told about this.' Her eyes glance at curious between her exsessive bliking I knew, she's still trying to hold back tears.

"It was years ago, I was still in school and it was right about the time I was being bullied and I only had just a few friends. Everybody was going to this party, and we decided we would go too. Everyone was drinking, and we decided we would be cool too if we did the same. I was young, and stupid. I didn't care about anything except fitting in. Anyways, we got, so extremely drunk. I honestly didn't remember anything. I didn't for years. I only started getting my memory back just before Juliet and I started dating."

I didn't feel anything but I came to the realization that I was crying when Addi had wipe away the salty water substance off my face. My heart ached just to think of how unbelievably stupid I was when I was younger.

"I had raped someone."

Tears instantly filled her eyes and I knew it had hurt her. I knew it would. And know I knew she would question her feelings and trust for me.

"Was she drinking too?"

"Yeah, everyone was."

She thought for a moment.

"Then it wasn't rape. It was just a mistake."

She lies, I know it's just to make herself feel better. "I decided I wouldn't let it bother me anymore." She stuttered looking back at me, after aimlessly looking away with sorrowful eyes and depression filling her innocent heart. Never to make steady eye contact the same way again. "Because the world has bigger problems than my little dispointed heart." I looked at her surprised, why did she tell me that?

It took me two weeks to realize she was that she was telling me to do the same.

End of Flashback

"Where is she?!" Steam blew out of my ears as I slammed my fist angerly down on Mr. Halthaway's desk.

"Sir, we're doing all that we can."

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