Heaven waits for no angels

Chapter 46


AddiLynn's P.O.V


Flashback

"Please remember that even in your darkest moments you still have the choice to focus your energy on the positive and create a better life." Andy's scared, I've made him scared. "You don't understand how easy it is to say that and how extremely hard it is to live it." I gave him attitude, I didn't mean to. Hurting Andy seemed to be getting more common for me. It's like when you're squeezing your beloved pet while hugging them, and you hear them squel. Then all you want to do is chance them and hold them down to prove that you're sorry, and you love them. But in reality, it just scares them. Andy is my pet and I am the owner; I scare him, and everytime I try to make things better, it only gets worse.

The waterfall surronding us made it hard to hear. Although it was loud, it is very romantic. Sunrays glincen off the water as it falls down the rocks. Reminding you of tears, the happy beautiful kind. I remember once I shared some of my story about being sexually abused as a child online. It was with hopes of a type of relief that truly reminds you that you're not alone. Someone replied and gave me great advice, she knew what it was like, and ever since then, I've lived by it.

'Wanna know who your true friends are? Just go public about being sexually abused as a child and see who stand beside you.'

I finally found someone who truly understands and won't leave my side, Andy. "I'll help you through this. I promise, I'll never let you down." It was like no matter what is happening, Andy knew exactly what I'm thinking. He puts his arm around me as we watch the waterfall.

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