Heaven waits for no angels

AddiLynn's P.O.V

Feeling the panic in me rising, I calmly called Andy in to the room. "Andy, come here! Now, please?" Hearing the chair scoot out from under him and his footsteps near, I took a deep breath. "Yes love?" He appeared in the hallway. "Ready for your birthday present?" He looked at me in a daze of being confused. "Happy birthday babe? Now get me to the hospital!" I screamed my last words in my state of panic. I'm not ready for this! Andy looked at me like he had seen a ghost, I'm surprised he didn't faint. Instead, he grabbed the bag and rushed me to the car.

As we were on our way to the hospital, I thought about my last sonogram I had just two weeks before. I had the worst woman ever doing my sonogram, she made the whole experience very painful and told me it was 'normal' for it to hurt. Two weeks before this I had one and it did not hurt at all and I enjoyed every minute of it. But the last one I couldn't wait for it to be over.

Getting out of the car, walking up to the hospital, I saw Andy's panic. Getting admitted the doctor decided to see what was going on in there. My water had broken almost an hour ago now but I still don't have any contractions. My very last sonogram for the twins ever revealed that poor AnnaMay is breached and Andrew Jr. is sitting on her, pushing her down. Making it worse, there was zero chance of her turning.

A woman came in, sat down, and told me I had no other choice but to have a c-section. Feeling the tears, I tried my best to hold them in. Upset having no choice, my body is failing me. It couldn't do what it was suppose to do. Excuse me? I am so NOT ready! Andy and I had an appointment to meet with a possible pediatrician today at six o'clock! Now my children were being born when I was scheduled to be at that appointment in less than a half hour.

She answered all our questions but it still didn't make me feel any better. Andy called our family and friends and told them our family was beginning and the twins would enter the world in less than 24 hours. Everyone freaked out, but in a good way of course. Myself on the other hand, never had a surgery, especially while awake!

A little later a lady took us up to the second floor, I was given a gown to change into and directed a bathroom in which to do it in. I did what I was told and Andy helped me along the way. Trying to swallow my fear with each gulp of spit, the nervousness just took over. If Andy wasn't here with me, I don't know if I could do this.

After I got the epidural, I was wheeled into the operating room. They put the curtain up and wasted no time cutting me open.



We waited and waited for a little cry, a sign of life. I thought it would never come. I still couldn't process two little lives about to start in this very room. Feeling Andy's grip get tighter on my hand, he told me how proud he was at how good I was handling this and how good I was doing. Inside, I was screaming.



A lot of pulling and tugging was going on and then we saw it, AnnaMay's precious little head popped over the curtain and she let out her first beautiful cry. They quickly took her away to get cleaned up and I told Andy to go with her. Watching the tears in his eyes as he saw his beautiful daughter for the first time, and I must it admit; AnnaMay had her father's looks and I knew she'd go far in life. I could already see her bright blue eyes just like Andy's and I knew it made him proud. It truly is an amazing feeling, to see your child for the first time. There is a stage of shock like "is that little child really mine?" and then you instantly fall in love. I don't care who you are, you may love your partner but if you ask any mom, their one true love will always be, their children. And no one, will ever love your children as much as you do, even their future partners.

~~~~After all, no one else knows the strength of your love for them, for they are the only ones who knows what your love feels like from the inside.~~~~

He argued with me about AnnaMay but I knew deep down he just waited to hold his little girl. Reassuring him that I'd be okay, he practically ran to hold his little girl. Okay, I need one more cry, any second now, I need Andrew Jr. to cry. Exactly 54 seconds after AnnaMay, Andrew Jr. made his way into the world. He peaked over the curtain, and let's just say he was beautiful.



~~~~~~~~~~~~~~December 26th, 2014 at 6:32 pm AnnaMay Marie Biersack and Andrew Dennis Biersack Jr. are born!


Shortly after Andrew's birth, I held my children and I couldn't help but think:

I wish I could freeze this moment, right here, right now and live in it forever, because as soon as Andy placed them into my arms they snuggled their way into my heart forever. <3

TWINS: http://toddpelloweblog.com/louisville-wedding-photographer/images/content/05-21-09-002.jpg

Notes

Hey guys! Sorry there is no quotation as AddiLynn tells the story of the birth of the twins, but because she is the mother and she is the one who physically goes through it unlike the father (Andy) I wanted it to be all about her. QUESTION COMMENT TIME: * answering my questions in your comments make me update faster! (;

When AddiLynn says,: "It truly is an amazing feeling, to see your child for the first time. There is a stage of shock like "is that little child really mine?" and then you instantly fall in love. I don't care who you are, you may love your partner but if you ask any mom, their one true love will always be, their children. And no one, will ever love your children as much as you do, even their future partners. After all, no one else knows the strength of your love for them, for they are the only ones who knows what your love feels like from the inside." Do you agree or disagree and why? Love you all, hope you enjoyed! -Lizzy<3