Happy Little Pill

A loud knocking sounded and I slowly opened my eyes. My face was halfway shoved into my pillow and my blanket was half on me, half on the floor. When the knocking happened again I sat up and rubbed my eyes. A quick glance at the clock said it was seven in the morning. What the hell? Who is knocking? I got off of my bed and left my bedroom. The knocking happened again and I got a worried face. Before going downstairs I took a glance in Andy's room, he wasn't there. Now I'm extremely worried. When the knocking happened again I sprinted down the stairs and opened the door, after unlocking it. Standing there was no one else but Juliet. I gave her one look and she stared at me.

"What are you doing here?" I asked.

"Where's Andy?" She asked.

"Answer my question first," I said and she huffed.

"I have to talk to Andy," she said.

"And you have to talk to Andy at seven in the morning?" I asked.

"Yes, where is he?"

"I don't know, he's not in his room," I said and then she gave me a look.

"Why are you even here?"

"I live here," I said as if it was obvious.

"You live here? Are you fucking Andy?" She asked. I looked at her and then straightened my stance.

"No, I am not, we are roommates," I said.

"Why?" She asked.

"Because I had an abusive boyfriend and Andy offered to let me stay here," I explained, but I'm not quite sure why. Then she pushed her way into the house and I stood there, shocked.

"Juliet, you don't live here, you can't just walk into this house without being invited in," I said.

"Since when? Andy wouldn't care," she said.

"Yes he would. Juliet, you broke his fucking heart and then walked away," I said. She looked at me.

"I didn't break his heart," she said.

"You didn't break his heart? Then can you explain the two days of near constant crying from him? Or him being outwardly pissed off at you for two weeks straight? Or how about him drinking every night the week after you left?" My voice was getting louder with each word. She just stared at me.

"He was cheating on me," she said quietly.

"Juliet! He wasn't cheating on you! He loved you with all of his being. He would have done any fucking thing for you. You just fucking left him. He broke inside and it killed me to see him that way," I said. She sat there silent.

"That's right, you have nothing to fucking say. Because you know it's all true!" I yelled and she winced.

"I messed up, I need to talk to Andy," she sounded broken.

"I don't care if you messed up. Yes, I want to see Andy happy, but right now, he can't be happy with you," I said.

"What is going on?" I heard from behind me. When I turned I saw Andy, Ashley, and CC.

"Andy, can we talk?" Juliet asked Andy and I watched Andy look at me and then at her and then back at me, as if asking permission.

"No Juliet, I already told you, you can't talk to Andy," I said.

"Are you his mother now?" She asked.

"No, but you didn't see him when you left, I did. I was the one who held him while he cried his fucking eyes out!" I yelled in her face. She just stared at me. The three men behind us stood there, silent. Andy was letting me yell at her, and I don't know why.

"Are you seriously going to let her dictate your actions?" Juliet asked Andy and he shrugged.

"She was there to pick up the pieces when you left," he said. I breathed, trying to calm myself down.

"Fine, have fun with your whore," she said and then walked out. I stood there and winced a little when she slammed the door.

"What was that about?" Ashley asked.

"I don't even know, but I am going back to sleep," I said and began walking towards the stairs.

"Wait, Dan called me and said that we have to be writing today and get something done," Andy said. I stood at the bottom of the stairs and dropped my head.

"Why are you even awake at seven in the morning?" I asked.

"We had an emergency band meeting this morning, it sucked waking up, but I did it," he smiled and I rolled my eyes.

"Fine, but if we are writing, those two can't be here," I pointed to Ashley and CC.

"Why?" CC asked.

"Because, when I write songs, it's personal. And I'd rather not have you two know all my secrets," I said and they chuckled. Ashley put his hand on Andy's shoulder and said something quickly before they left.

"Kicking people out like you own the place," Andy muttered with smirk on his face.

"Hey, you know how I am with song writing," I said. He nodded and then disappeared into the kitchen. Once he was gone I sprinted up the stairs and into my bedroom. When I walked inside I heard my phone vibrating spaztastically. I grabbed it and hit answer before seeing who it was.

"Hello," I said.

"Sadee?" I heard my mom's think Nashville accent and my mood instantly depleted.

"Yeah, who else would it be?" I asked.

"Don't get snarky with me, what are you doing?" She asked.

"I am currently standing in my bedroom, thinking about what to wear. Why?" I asked.

"Because I am standing outside your apartment and no one is answering," she said. Crap, she doesn't know I moved.

"Oh, well, see here's the thing mom. I don't live there anymore," I said.

"When did you move?"

"Like two weeks ago," I said. I walked over to my dresser and began pulling out clothing to wear.

"Well, where do you live? I have something to tell you," she said.

"How about, we meet at a diner?" I asked.

"Why not where you live?" She asked.

"Because I don't want you to know where I live," I told her and then she got silent. I know I probably hurt her, but at this point, I don't care. While she was silent I began pulling off my pajamas. I quickly pulled on my bra and stood there.

"Why?" She asked after a while.

"Because I just don't that's why. And besides, I'm twenty two years old, I can make my own decisions," I said and then pulled on my jeans, but still had no shirt on. After trying to pull my pants on with one hand, I got frustrated and put my phone on speaker. From behind me I heard a small tap on my door, which made me jump around and cover myself. Andy was standing at the door, smirking his face off.

"Andy!" I screeched and then started giggling.

"Who's Andy?" I heard from my phone. I forgot she was there.

"What? Oh, he's just a friend," I said and then pulled on a shirt. Andy's face smirked more and a chuckle left his mouth. I looked down and saw I was wearing one of Andy's old Black Veil Brides shirts.

"Don't even," I told him and he held his hands up.

"Sadee! Pay attention,"

"I'll meet you at Severly in an hour, bye," I said and hung up.

"Why are you standing at my bedroom door?" I put my hands on my hips and stared at him.

"Because, I had a question, but watching you try to put pants on with one hand was quite amusing," he laughed and walked into my room and fell back on my bed.

"Glad my struggles bring you joy," I said. Most girls would have freaked out and smack Andy in the chest for watching them get dressed. For some reason, I didn't care.

"Are we writing today?" He asked.

"After I meet my mom for lunch," I said.

"Can I come with?" He asked.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because I'm overly bored and my ADHD is threatening to make me do things I'll regret," he said.

"So you're hyper?" I asked.

"A little bit," he held his fingers up to show me how much. I shook my head and threw a pillow at him. When it hit him he got this shocked face and faked being hurt.

"I'm going to go make myself coffee," I said and walked out of the room. When I got to the kitchen I saw that Andy had made himself a sandwich and left a mess.

"Andy! Really?!" I whined and then heard a chuckle.

"I'll clean it up," he said and I gave him a look.

"Good, now, you can come with, as long as you behave like an adult," I said.

"No guarantees," he said.

"You are a big child," I said with a chuckle. Lunch today is going to be interesting.

Notes

Alright, second chapter today. It's not sad, but it is kinda angry in the beginning. Whatever. We get to meet Sadee's mom in the next chapter. Can anyone guess what her mom is going to tell her? Hope you liked it!!