I Guess Dreams Can Come True

“What are YOU laughing about?!” she said, still trying to act annoyed, I knew she couldn’t hide those laughs forever. I tickled her side, she jumped back and laughed pretty hard, then she cut herself short.

“Hey, no.” “No? No? No?!?!” I asked, trying to act mean and powerful but in a playful way

“How DARE you tell me no!” I tackle hugged her, causing us both to fall to the couch, I don’t think she could cut her adorable little laughs short this time, we were laughing so hard it seemed to be impossible. Her little squeals of “Help, he’s got me!” even seemed so adorable, she over all is just.. amazing, beautiful, adorable, she’s everything I could ever ask for, god I loved that girl, too bad I know she would never love me back. I would rather not love someone at all, then love someone and know they wouldn’t love me back. This thought I realized seemed to be dulling my mood, so I just tried to throw that thought away. We laughed and played around for what seemed like a short time, I just wished it had lasted longer. We laid there for a minute or so, trying to calm down out fits of laughter. She turned to me and I turned to her, we just looked in each other’s eyes.

“You’re beautiful.” I whispered it was silent for a second, then she said the one thing that really just took me for a whirl.

“I think I love you, Andy.” She said to me, with a bit of nervousness in her voice.

“W-What…?”

“I love you, Andrew.” She said again.

“Kate, you’re drunk, I don’t want you saying or doing anything that you’ll regret in the morning.” I said to her, in a calm tone. I only said it in a calm tone because I didn’t want to hurt her, or make her think I wasn’t calm, but really on the inside I was just torn to pieces because I said that. Then I could see hurt in her eyes.

“Hey, no, no, no, no, no! I’m sorry, I love you too, I really do, but I don’t think you love me, I think that’s the beer talking, Kate.” With that said it tore me apart even more.

“I…I-I think I should probably go…” She said, still sadness in her voice, and she got up, and picked up her bag.

“Kate, you can’t drive like this.” She whipped back around to face me when I said that.

“Yes, I can!” Now she was just hurt, not as much sad. She opened up the door with anger and ran out to her car. Everyone looked at me for a second, then at the door, then at me again, then realized they should just stick to their own business and just continued doing what they were doing before. I ran out too, shouting her name the whole way. I ran up as her hand was on the car door handle, and pulled back her hand.

“Kate, I don’t care if you leave, bu-“ I started to say to Kate, then she cut me off.

“You don’t care if I just left?!” She said, tears forming in her eyes now.

“That’s not what I meant! I meant I would care, but if you’re going to leave at lease don’t drive yourself! I’m just trying to look out for your safety!” I yelled back, causing more tears to form in her eyes, and some trickling down her cheeks. She didn’t say anything after that, she just pushed me hand away from the handle and got in. I knew I couldn’t stop her from there, so I ran over, and got in my car too. I saw her drive off, speeding insanely, and swerving every now and then. It was dark, and she was drunk, this was awful! She could easily get hit by a car! It wasn’t safe in any way, shape, or form!

KATE’S POV

All I felt was pain.
---flashback---
The phone rang, so the babysitter got up to answer it. Everything was fine that night, fun actually! My parents had gone out to dinner, so I had a babysitter, and usually I hated the babysitters, but this one was cool. I looked over, from playing with my dolls, and saw the babysitters expression quickly fade from ‘Cool-I’m-making-money-and-this-is-a-good-night’ to ‘Oh-god…’

“Okay, we’ll be right there!” She had tears in her eyes and she was running around frantically, trying to pack a quick bag for me.

“What’s wrong?” I said, really not having an idea as to what was happening.

“Umm… We are going to take a quick field trip, somewhere… okay?” She said, trying to act happy for me.

“Okay…” I was hesitant, but I trusted her. Once she got the bag ready we got into her car and drove somewhere, I didn’t know where it was at first. She pulled me out of my car seat and she picked me up, carrying me quickly towards a building, it was big and busy. Once we were inside I recognized it though, it was the hospital, I had been there once when I had a severe food allergic reaction. Kandy put me down on the floor, and I wasn’t paying attention to anything that was happening above the counter that I couldn’t see over by myself. I was looking around when I saw a bunch of people pushing a long bed, and I recognized the face of the person on the long bed, it was my mother. She had cuts, bruises, and blood on her, all over her, then another group of people were pushing a separate roll around bed, and that had my dad on it, in the same condition. I started to cry furiously.

“Mommy! Daddy!” I yelled with tears in my eyes, getting up and trying to run to my dad and mom, but Kandy caught me, she was crying now too, but not as bad.

“It’ll be alright, please!” She said, trying to calm me down, but that didn’t work, nothing did. Kandy and I sat in a waiting room for the next century It seemed, but Kandy told me it was only 4-5 hours. I was asleep when the doctors came out and told Kandy something. I was woken up, from sleeping on one of the chairs, the doctor had a kind smile, she bent down so she could look at me in the eyes.

“Hi, I’m Alice. You’re mom and dad were in a car accident, and I’m so very sorry to tell you this, honey but…. You’re parents are in a better place now…” I was numb at first, then I cried, then I screamed, and I don’t remember much of the rest of that night. I resented everything, everyone, for the death of my parents for the first year.

---reality again---

If my parents died like this, why shouldn’t I? I mean… Andy played with my mind, making me think I loved him, then just screwed me over, he almost killed my boyfriend, my parents are dead, I really don’t make a difference in this world, and once I died I know it would suck at first for the guys and Sandra and maybe even Jane, but after a small amount of time all of those emotions would soon dissolve into the rest of their old, forgotten sea of memories. I knew I was just a burden to everyone, I was but an object taking up precious space and air in this cruel world. I took a deep breath in, my breath shaking on it’s way, I knew that would be my last breath ever, because I jerked my car into another lane, that revealed a pair of headlights coming straight for me, those beautiful headlights, they were going to make all this pain go away, and go away quickly.
Then there was a light, a bright light.

Notes

A bright light... Kate why you do dis?! ;-;
Well, I love you all, bvb kittens cx
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