You broke me but got me back up *COMPLETED*

Monday came up and I had to go to school again. There I was scared a lot. What if the cheerleaders and the football players start hitting me and calling me names which I hate? I got dressed and when I got to my phone it started to ring. I picked up and it was Andy.

“Hey angel,” he said.

I lightly smiled and said: “Hi Andy. What’s up? Are you going to school or are you going to be yourself and skip it again?”

We both laughed as he said: “I think I won’t be myself today. I actually won’t skip class.”
I was surprised and I looked out the window. I looked back down and said: “What are you doing in front of your car right outside my house smoking a cigarette?”

“Damn, you always have to ask a long question instead of just saying ‘what are you doing’. And I am here to drive you to school. And Sophia.”

Sophia actually let him offer us a drive to school. Weird. She doesn’t just let anyone if I’m around there. We finished talking and I ran downstairs to the kitchen. Sophia was just putting her heels on and she waved at me saying: “Good morning Kaycee. Andy is taking us to school. I guess you already know that because I think I heard you guys talking. And YES, I gave him your number and wrote his in your phone. You can thank me in a few weeks when I see you guys dating. You’re welcome.”

I burst into laugh because this was the first time I ever heard her talk like that. She answered ALL of my questions with just a few sentences. I put on my Converse shoes and grabbed my one arm bag from the floor.
Sophie was getting her makeup done as I ran out the door to Andy’s car. When I got there I first cough because of the smoke.

“Damn, do you always smoke like that?” I asked him. He inhaled and then exhaled into my face. I started to cough again.
“Alright, alright, I’ll put it out. Jeez, you need to get used to this smell. What’s taking your sister so long?” he asked me with his deep voice.
I mumbled that she’s doing her makeup and we had to wait for her outside for 10 minutes. Sophia came and we were going to get in the car. I was just about to get in the back when Sophia caught the door first and winked at me, leaving me no other choice than to sit in the front with Andy.

The school was 10 minutes away so it was great to have someone drive us there. Andy turned on the radio playing some awesome music when we both wanted to lower it down. Our fingers touched as we started to giggle and let it go. Then again it happened. And then he let me lower the music. I could see Sophie giggling in the back.

We pulled off on the parking lot and got out of the car. As soon as I started to walk something hit me. Andy was right beside me and he picked up the paper unwrapping it. His eyes widened when he read it. I wanted to pick it but he didn’t let me.
“What does it say? Huh? Can you tell me what it said?” I kept asking and asking with my annoying voice. He ignored me and put the paper in his pocket. Sophia didn’t even notice that. She ran in the building and I assume she was about to kick someone in the ass. Probably Payson.

As Andy and I got in I went to my locker and I couldn’t open it. Somehow I messed up the directions.
“Can’t open your locker?” said a male voice. But, it wasn’t as deep as Andy’s.
“Yes, I can. I just have some complications right now,” I mumbled in response.
I turned around to see who it was. My eyes quickly turned back to the locker as I realized it was that guy from the park. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes for a second. I started again and still I couldn’t open my locker.

“My name’s Matthew. At least you should know that since we’re going to date,” his mouth spilt.

I surprisingly turned to him and spoke: “You think I’d date a jerk like you? You’re god damn wrong mister.”

My eyes focused on my locker again and still nothing happened. Matthew’s strong hand grabbed my thin arm making me wince. I had to look at him again but this time in pain. He was holding me so rough it made my arm hurt so much almost making me cry.

“You are going to date me and that’s it. Payson promised us weeks ago that if he ever breaks up with you, one of us gets you. So you gotta do it,” his blabby mouth spoke.
I gasped and the words kept crossing my mind. The words ‘one of us get’s you’ blocked my thinking. I was shocked. Sophia was right. He was just using me and then he didn’t even care. Why did I believe that idiot? Why did I let him approach me?

I finally unlocked my locker and got the books that I needed, trying to escape Matthew’s leaning in. He actually pushed himself closer to me resting his hands on my locker, keeping me trapped and had no exit.

I looked up to his face with fear in myself but I tried to hide it. And I managed to hide the fear. But he didn’t realize anything at all. He was just scanning me with his eyes going up and down, left and right. I closed my eyes again and hoped none of this ever happened and when I opened them, I could feel his breath right at my nose. We could say I started panicking inside.

‘Where the hell are you when I actually need you, Andy?” my voice said inside my scared head.
“What’s wrong? Is there a problem?” Matthew sighed.
Right that moment someone tapped his shoulder and said: “You gotta problem there Matthew?”’
The player turned around and faced Andy. I was looking at them and the only thing they did, was arguing.

“No, I don’t have a problem, Biersack. Now you better go and leave me with my girl.”

Ew, why would he call me his girl?! Oh, right. I forgot.

“I think you should write something in your head so you don’t forget this, Matthew,” Andy’s deep cold voice said.
Matt gave him an angry look as I kept shutting my eyes and wishing to get out of here with Andy, safe and sound.
“What are you going to do Andrew? Threaten me?” said Matt.
Andy pulled me into his arms and his left hand found a way to my waist as he said: “Don’t touch her on my watch.”
We walked away leaving Matthew speechless and angry as hell.
Biersack and I walked to the classroom and before we entered it, he pulled my hand asking: “Are you ok? Did he hurt you?”
He kept rubbing my arm knowing that something was wrong with it.
“It’s nothing… just a little bruise or something. Don’t worry,” I nicely replied.

He kissed my cheek and cupped my face as his mouth spoke: “Nobody touches you, leans into you or does whatever he wants while I’m around you. I promise you that.”
I blushed with a shade of red on my cheeks which became softly pink. I couldn’t help myself than to kiss his cheek.

I gasped as I realized I did something wrong. But he smiled.
Next thing I know, I was walking into the classroom with Andy’s arm around my neck and everyone in the classroom starred at us. Even Payson.
“Well, well, well…” he started. “Looks like my little girl found another boy toy for her really fast.”

I sucked it up and sat down with Andy. The gossiping continued as Payson started to say something again: “Biersack, why were you protecting her earlier? Huh? My man was disappointed when he saw she was taken.”
Andy first ignored it but Payson kept mocking us until Andy’s nerves went crazy.

“You don’t know how to shut up, do you? Kaycee is mine and only mine. That’s why I won’t let you get to her.”

The 6 words repeated in my head a billion times as I looked at Andy.

‘Kaycee is mine and only mine.’

At lunch Andy sat with me and we had a conversation that went well. I wanted to ask him about earlier when he said I’m his and only his. But I was scared I could do something wrong.

“Andy…” I say.
“What is it?” his lips moved.
I looked around first, then down and then into his face trying to blab the words out: “About earlier… what did you mean that I was yours and only yours?”

He made a light smile at me and held my hand across the table.
“Hey, if I’m in the same class, I should at least protect you from jerks like him.”
And I thought he actually felt something for me. What an idiot. I shouldn’t think that. Why did I think that? Should I think that?

Later that day, we went to the park to spend some quality time.
We had so much fun there until we started to chase eachother on the grass and we both fell down, me landing in his arms. We smiled and lightly giggled while staring at each other’s eyes. My heart started to beat faster and faster as I got lost in his blue eyes.

“What’re you staring at?”

I got distracted later by his deep voice. I couldn’t help but blush right in front of him, as my head turned away.

“Come on, tell me. What’s crawling in your head?” he asked. I turned my face to him, then looked away and mumbled: “You…”

I was praying he didn’t hear anything that came out of my pink lips but I was wrong.
“Did I hear it wrong, or did you just say I was crawling in your head?”
I shook my head yet again blushing and saying: “No, I didn’t say that…”
He giggled as our noses touched. God damn it, Andy!
My heart was about to explode. Who knew that I’d be laying on the grass with a hot piece of shit that has blue eyes right next to me.
My eyes contacted with his as my hand found a way to his cheek. I woke up from that fairytale and slowly pulled away from him. I didn’t want to scare him off like that.
“We should head back,” I said. He got up, offered me a hand as he pulled me off the grass.

We walked back to my house as he accompanied me to the front door. I unlocked it but before I could place a foot in the house, Andy grabbed my wrist.
I looked back to him as he said: “Angel, call me later, ok?”
I nodded and we said goodbye to eachother. I closed the door and pushed my back at it, sliding down. This was the best day of my life and I knew it.
Sophia ran to me thinking something went wrong.

“Baby boo are you ok?! Did he do something to you? Did he hit you? Did he kiss you? He kissed you, didn’t he? He kissed you or not?!” she asked with so much curiosity.

I sighed and quietly said: “He was the sweetest guy I have ever known…”

She gasped and jumped at me giving me big hug as she was squealing out of happiness. I guess her hard work was paying out, was it?
I walked into my room and threw myself on the bed, staring into space and thinking. He is the cutest guy I have ever met. His eyes are blue as the sea. His hand is so warm as the shining sun. And his smile… his smile is special and it can light up anyone’s day within seconds.
I so fell into a deep nap.

After two hours of sleeping, I realized it was 7 PM. I quickly made myself a sandwich and took a shower. My feet dragged me to my room, dressing into pajamas since I had nothing else to do that time. I saw my phone on the desk and I hit my head as I forgot to call Andy. I dialed his number and waited for an answer.

“Hello?”
“Andy! Hey! It’s Kaycee.”
I could hear a light smile as he giggled.
“It took you long to call, angel.”
I blushed again. We talked for almost three hours about everything.

When Sophia got in my room I jumped as she scared me out.
“Gosh, don’t you know how to knock?!” I yelled at her. I put my hands on the phone hoping that Andy wouldn’t hear our conversation.
“Why? I wanna know what you two were talking about! Or are you having private hours of phone se-” I cut her off.
“Don’t,” I started, “finish that sentence.”
She laughed as I said: “Sophia, please, I’m talking to the cutest and hottest guy I have ever met so please, go.”
She slowly got out and closed the door when I put my phone to my ear and said: “Sorry about that…”
“Cutest and hottest guy you’ve ever met?” he giggled.
My eyes grew wide and said: “Your ears can hear everything, can’t they?”
“I’m getting tired so… I’ll head to my bed now,” I yawned into the phone.
I didn’t hear a response for a few minutes but then he said: “Alright… but can you at least spend just 5 more minutes on Skype ‘cause I want to see your pretty face.”
I blushed and lightly smiled biting my lip.
“Alright…”
My laptop was on the desk so I had to move there and open it. I pressed the red button on the phone ending the call.
I started Skype and suddenly I got a call from Andy. My fingers clicked the ‘Answer with video’ and before I did it, I fixed my hair.
“Hi again.”
“Hey,” he stated with his eyes wide open.
“Wow, you look nice.”
I giggled and said: “I AM going to bed but I don’t know what’s nice there…”
“You know, when we got you back home from that concert, you slept on the bed and you were so cute.”
“Wait, you watched me sleep?!” I softly yelled.
“Hey, you were cute. Can’t deny that I liked watching you sleep,” his voice protested.
I gasped and crossed my arms.
“Why didn’t Sophia shoo you out that night? I thought you went to sleep as soon as I fell into a deep nap that night.”
I knew he was going to find an excuse so I asked that slowly.
“She did try but she did let me.”
I wanted to go and yell at her but I didn’t want to leave Andrew alone.
“Don’t you have to sleep, angel?” Andy asked.
I nodded and asked: “Don’t you? I’m really tired and I won’t be able to hold up long so… I’ll go cuddle with my stuffed animals and fall asleep.”
He laughed and smiled into the camera: “Alright. Good night angel.”
I blew his a kiss and said good night as I ended the call.
My back hit the bed and my fingers slide through my hair closing my eyes and thinking about Andy.

Why is he so special? What do I see in him? What’s that special thing? My head turned left and right as well was my body thinking and staring into space. I just wanted Andy to be here.
It was 12 AM and Sophia was sleeping as a rock. I couldn’t sleep. I was tired but I couldn’t sleep. Andy’s blue eyes and deep voice distracted my mind making me helpless and my head spinning around as if I was going to go crazy.
I went downstairs to the kitchen grabbing a glass of water as I heard a sudden knock on the door.

“Who could it be at this hour?” I said, putting my hand on my face. I walked to the door like a tired elephant opening the door.
“Oh my gosh, what are you doing here?” I tried to yell but I could wake up the whole neighborhood .
“Don’t you dare to scream, Kaycee. I know you and that little Biersack are hanging out. I saw you at the park laying on the grass so close, it made me sick.”
I gasped and said: “Payson, I’m not afraid of you. I don’t care if you saw us there. It’s not our problem. Now leave me alone.”

He grabbed my wrist and looked at me: “I’m coming in and you won’t stop me. Or I will spread around that you and Biersack had something going on in your bedroom.”
My mouth opened and my eyes grew wide. Payson took the chance and kissed me. His lips weren’t soft as they were before. It was a rough kiss and I winced.

He pulled me out of the house in front of it, somehow pulling me. I tried to back off but his hands held my waist. I kept punching his chest so he’d let me go.
“Shh…. You don’t want to wake up everyone, right?” he said.
I shook my head as tears started to meet up in my eyes. I kept punching and still he didn’t do anything about it.
“Let me go… please… just please… let me go…”
I started to cry. I could feel his lips pull away from me letting me breathe until he kissed me again. I started to cry even more. Suddenly someone grabbed my waist from behind and pulled me away from Payson.

I opened my eyes again and saw Andy hitting Payson with his fist. I put my hand on my mouth trying not to scream. I was helpless until I started to beg Payson to leave Andy alone.
“Please, stop! STOP! JUST STOP!”
I yelled as I cried. Payson left Andy on the floor beaten up as I ran to him. The jock walked home in a fast pace.

I bent down and asked Andy: “Oh my god, are you ok?! Andy, answer me! ANSWER ME!”
“God, stop screaming…” he said in his deep voice but he couldn’t speak loud.
I helped him up and dragged him upstairs into my room quietly, knowing my sister would freak out if I’d tell her Andy was in our house at night, but this time, not taking care of me.
“I am so sorry…”
He tried to put a small laugh as he said: “Kaycee, listen… I was just trying to pull you away from him… I didn’t want him to hurt you, Kaycee.”
My eyes started to cry even more.
“Hey, don’t cry... I’m happy your fine now.”
“But I’M not happy that you’re hurt laying on my bed beaten up in the middle of a night by a high school football player!”
His face changed the way he looked at me as he said: “Stop with the long sentences! It’s really annoying. And please, stop crying. It doesn’t look good on you.”
I stopped crying and starting to sob. I felt so safe yet I felt so ruined. Then it hit my mind. ‘What was he even doing at my house?’
“What were you even doing at my house???” I questioned him curiously.
“I couldn’t sleep after that talk. I had to see you in person… I guess I came just in time, didn’t I?”

I nodded and cuddled myself to the bed, laying next to Andy. We were so close, I could feel his cold breath on my skin. I gazed into his eyes, then scanned his face. It hurt me so bad when I saw those bruises and scars on his face.
“What’re you staring at?” I thought Andy was asleep but he wasn’t. He kinda figured out I was scanning his face up and down.

“Man, you really know how to be sneaky, can’t you? I thought you were asleep.”
He sighed as he laughed lightly answering my question: “You’ll have to go to school… get some rest already.”

“And what will you do? Just watch me sleep again? No way mister. I’m not letting you do that. And you’re not going to school. Your cute, pretty face is destroyed and I wouldn’t want you wander on the school’s floor like that. No. No. No. You’re staying here, in this warm bed,” I protested to him.

His eyes opened wide as he started to make me feel uncomfortable: “Why can’t you go to school? And why should I stay her in your ‘warm’ bed? Yet again, why don’t you want my cute, pretty face that is destroyed, wander around school?”

I blushed with the answers in my head. ‘Because I couldn’t bare it. I care for you and you won’t go to school where they’d hit you even more.
“So? I’m waiting for an answer here, miss.”
I gazed into his oceanic blue orbs and said: “Fine. I care about you and I won’t let you go to school where you’d get more and more hits. I couldn’t bare it! I couldn’t bare seeing you hurt!”

My body turned around with a sad and angry face. He let out a small gasp and heavily sighed. Before I knew it, I felt his arm hugging my waist. My heart started racing like crazy again. My heart never did that when I was around Payson. Letting out a small wince, I closed my eyes trying to forget what happened, and trying to sleep.

I felt a warm breath at my ear as Andy’s lips spoke: “You’ll never see me hurt… I promise and I swear to god I won’t let anyone approach you on my watch. They won’t touch YOU or hurt YOU. Because I care about you too.”

I blushed and silence fell. The only thing I could feel, was butterflies in my stomach, my mind going crazy, my hand on Andy’s as he was hugging me by the waist and… his hands on my right cheek.

This night was beautiful. Even though we did fall asleep pretty late. Let’s say we started to sleep around 2 AM. Yes, 2 AM. But not ‘sleep’ in that way!!! No!!! We slept like closing our eyes and breathing. Yes, that way. Not the way when people stay up all night doing the thing. I still feel uncomfortable saying that word. DON’T HATE ME.
But still, the words ran through my head.


‘Kaycee is mine and only mine.’
‘You’ll never see me hurt… I promise and I swear to god I won’t let anyone approach you on my watch. They won’t touch YOU or hurt YOU. Because I care about you too.’

Damn it Andy… why do you make me go nuts?

Notes

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