You broke me but got me back up *COMPLETED*

*chapter 1: I’m Kaycee*
The sunlight woke me up in the morning, gliding the beams on my cheek and then to my eyes that were turned to the window. I jumped out of my bed as soon as I realized, it was Saturday. Tonight I was going to see a concert with my sister, Sophia. She is the best sister I could ever wish for. She’s my idol of all time. She supports me and helps me get through horrible things that happen to me or to mom. As I jumped out, my sister came rushing to my room with a big smile on her pretty face: “Hey! You’re awake little sis! Ready for tonight?” she asked me.

She wore a band t-shirt, ripped skinny jeans and vans sneakers. She has beautiful green eyes that are mixed with a little shade of grey. Her hair is colored blue with a little bit of black on her hair tips. Her skin was pale white as if she came from the Snow White story. And she had small lips, but a huge mouth she could talk with.

“Yeah, I guess I’m ready,” I mumbled. I never listened to that band that she is obsessed with. I just agreed I’ll go with her because she doesn't want to miss an opportunity. And as always, I have to be the one who needs to be her company. We don’t hang out with other girls at school. Well, Sophia used to. She had a group of best friends that have all died now. They committed suicide because of a spoiled brat at our school named Tia. Her personality isn’t what I like to talk about much. But she is pretty, I have to admit. She has blue eyes, a tanned skin and she is very, very, very slim. I like the color of her hair. It’s natural red. It seems surprising to me that she can have natural red hair. But back to my sister and me.

“Kaycee, I promise you this will be the best day of your life! You’ll love that band!” she said fangirling in my room. I looked down on the floor and looked back up to her, saying: “sis, are you sure I’m going to like that band? Because I have never listened to it before. And you keep telling me it’s the best one alive.”

She put her hands on her waist, and looked at me. She looked like she was going to attack me in her way like she always does, but actually what she did was dragging me to the bathroom and placing me on the chair. I was confused. She brought her whole set of hair tools and put it near the sink.
“What are you doing? Are you going to cut my hair or something?” I asked her with a confused voice. She didn’t say anything at all, but she wrapped my eyes with her scarf and she kept touching my hair. I heard combs, sprays and I heard myself screaming when she was combing my hair. She did it so roughly that I had to scream.

After almost an hour of her hard work, she dragged me out of the bathroom to my room and I still had to wear that scarf covering my eyes. She was digging through my closet and then told me to get dressed into this. I couldn’t see so I had no idea what I was going to put on.
I changed into what she gave me and finally she decided to take off the scarf. She pushed me to the mirror as I was scanning myself up and down. She completely changed my look. I went from goth to scene. I had natural black hair so she didn’t have too much to worry. The last thing that was left, was make up.

“Do you love your new haircut?” she asked as she took her favorite eye shadows and eye liners.
“I love it! You actually changed how I look now, thanks… but, why did you do this?”
She was quite for a while because she was thinking on which make up should she put on me. Then she finally spoke: “Kaycee, you never know who can you meet! You’re going to a concert with me! And there will be fans that will probably look emo, goth, scene or something like that! And there will be hot guys. And hot guys need hot girls.”

I burst into laugh and nodded: “Of course, you are absolutely right! Why don’t you enlighten me more with your wisdom?” I asked her.

“Shut up… I’m just trying to help my little sister to get a boyfriend for god’s sake!”

‘Boyfriend’. “Sophia, you know I hate that word. Don’t bring it up again, ok? And besides, I have a boyfriend.”
She nodded and hugged me as she always does when she feels guilty. She continued to put make up on me and after half an hour I looked into the mirror again.
“There. Now we’re finished. We still have… 7 hours to wait though. We should go to the shop and buy you some hot topic clothes, what do ya say?” she asked me as she passed me my bag.

She went out of my room and I followed her downstairs to her car. Mom and dad were in Vegas for the rest of the month that means 3 weeks, leaving Sophia in charge of the house. Sophia is 1 year older than me. This is her last year at high school. I don’t know how I will handle stuff at school alone without her help or anything like that. She has been saving my ass for the last 2 years. And I can’t repay her for that. I don’t know how to.
But as we got to the mall we spent 4 hours of running from one store to another and again to another and again to another. We were actually ‘shopping’. We never did that before. We only went with mom if she needed anything so she had to take us with her.

Sophia had to go to check out on more place but just because she saw something before, but forgot to buy it. I couldn’t run around anymore so I told her I will wait here at the bench in front of the drug store. As I waited I kept browsing my phone for no reason so I wouldn't look dumb. Suddenly someone wrapped his arms around me and I turned around.
“Payson!” I gasped.
Payson is my boyfriend! How could I forget about those beautiful hazel eyes and beautiful blonde hair! Not to mention his muscles.
“Hey babe. You forgot to text me, remember? And I knew it was you because you always browse your phone so you don’t look dumb,” he said because he knew I was going to ask him how he recognized me.

He sat beside me and put his arm around me as I put away my phone. He’s a year older than me-he’s actually in classes with Sophia.
“So… what’re you doing tonight? I thought we could go catch a movie or something. Or you could come watch the game. The team is going to beat their ass out. And I will give my best to win the game and call you down to the court,” he whispered into my ear as he leaned in for a kiss.

Sophia came running to me and she stopped when she saw me and Payson kissing. Her hands were shaking because she hated that guy. She hit his head with her bottle and said: “Payson, get the hell out of here! Don’t even touch my sister again!”
I still don’t know why she hates him so much and yet she doesn’t let him hang with me. He got up and gave me a sign to call him later. I got mad at Sophia and yelled back at her: “Why the fuck did you do that?! You know we love eachother!”
She jumped as I yelled and she calmly said back: “You think what you guys have is love? Really? You don’t even know the real him! Do you think he was going to be all sweet and nice? I don’t get it how you can’t see that he has been fooling you for 2 weeks and trust me, it’s going to end soon!”
We didn’t say a thing for 15 minutes but then we got up and drove home.
It was 4.45 when we looked through what we bought and we rushed to the concert. It was in the outdoors and it wasn’t that bad. Although we did have problems in the crowd.
“Sophie, I’m gonna go sit down… I don’t feel good,” I mumbled into her ear because the band was playing.
She told me not to go too far and I told her I’ll be sitting at the merch stand.

I found my way out from the huge crowd as I walked to the stand which was really far from the stage and you could still hear the sound, but not that loud. I put on my earphones and started to play Bon Jovi. I might be an old school music lover, but it’s still rock music and I love it. I got lost in my mind as someone sat on the other side of the bench. I put down my earphones and my head turned to the left where someone sat down.

He looked back at me and said: “Is this spot taken?”
I got lost in the beautiful blue eyes staring at my face.
“No, not at all, feel free to sit down,” I said as I moved my face away.
“Are you here for the concert?” the voice spoke again.
My eyes found the way back to the pretty boy as my mouth opened to say something: “I came here with my sister, but I don’t really know the band. I just came to be her company, that’s all. You?”
He came closer and said: “I was just hanging around since I have nothing else to do here. By the way, my name is Andy.”
“I’m Kaycee. Are you from here?” I asked him as I sat closer to him.
“Yeah, I live just a few blocks away from here. And you?” his pink lips said.
“Also. I go to Riverview High School. It’s not too far from here, though.”
His eyes were widen as he opened his mouth to state something: “I go there too! How come we never met? Oh, right, I never go to my classes.”
I giggled and asked him: “Are you a rebel or something? That would explain why you skip classes.”
He laughed and answered my question with a cold voice: “No, I’m not a rebel. Just myself, angel.”
I blushed with a little shade of red coloring my cheeks. My head looked down at the grass as Andy searched for my face and said: “Blushing? Why? What have I done?”
“Nobody ever called me Angel…” I shyly said.
He turned to my face and asked: “Really? Nobody? Not even your boyfriend-I mean, if you have one.”
I shook my head.
“Well, you actually are a fallen angel from heaven,” he said smiling to my face.
I blushed again but this time I had a bit more color of red.

We talked for hours and hours that I forgot I was supposed to be at Payson’s football game. Andy somehow made me stay with him and there was something going on every time we looked at eachother. I felt something weird. It was 8 PM and the concert wasn’t going to end any sooner.

My ears heard someone yelling my name from afar: “Kaycee! Kaycee! Kaycee!”
Andy and I turned the directions that way as I hit my head and said: “Oh my god, Payson I am so sorry! I forgot that I was supposed to meet you at your game! I am so sorry!” I kept saying the word ‘sorry’ all the time.

Payson dragged me away from Andy. I had to leave him sitting on the bench all confused.
I was dragged behind the toilet box as Payson slapped me. I covered my cheek with my hand. Payson grabbed my hand and started yelling at me: “Do you have any idea what you did?! I was humiliated in front of everybody when I called your name and you did not show up at all! My reputation was ruined because of you! And you forgot to call me!”

I started to cry because of the pain he was giving to me: “S-Stop, please… I’m really sorry… I-It will never happen again… just let go of my arm… you’re hurting me, Payson… please...”
My eyes started to cry even more. I looked into his eyes and I saw anger and hate. No spark that could soften him down. I was so scared like as if I was going to pass out sooner or later. And before I knew it, Payson pulled me closer but he wasn’t going to kiss me with love. He covered my mouth was his hand and his other hand found his way to my lower parts.

I gasped and bit him in the hand trying to escape. I started to shout ‘help’. But I couldn’t see anyone there. Payson got me again and I thought it was over. Then I closed my eyes wishing this never happened. Suddenly, I heard someone yell at Payson as they got in a fight. Gladly, my sister came to help. Payson got scared off and ran away.

“Are you ok?” asked Andy.
I was shaking and shivering and kept crying over and over. Sophia was still scaring Payson off. Andy helped me up and hugged me first, then took me with Sophia to the car.
“I’ll go get her some water,” my sister said. Andy looked at me and sat really close to him so I could cry in his arms and put my head on his chest. I was crying so damn hard. Andy kept hugging me and patting my head and saying that Payson is a douche, a jerk a jock… and that he doesn’t even deserve me.

“Stop crying… just… stop. It doesn’t suit you. You look too beautiful for that. Don’t cry… please? For me?” he asked with such a beautiful deep voice.
I started to sob instead of crying. It was hard for me to stop crying but it was the only way to make Andy happy…
Sophia came back with a glass of water as she said to Andy: “Thank you for coming to my sister and helping her. Thank you.”
He answered back with his hands hugging me while crying: “It’s ok. I had a sense something was wrong with that guy. Is he someone you know, Kaycee?”
Sophia told him Payson was my boyfriend. Andy was surprised and he couldn’t believe it. “Why would he do that to you? He didn’t deserve you Kaycee. You deserve better than him. I swear to god you do,” his lips said before kissing my forehead.

Andy drove all three of us back home. He stayed over in case that jock came here again.
My room was the only place where I wanted to be. I was on my bed hugging a stuffed animal and sadly looking at Andy. My eyes just kept scanning him all the time. There was something about him that was special. Something really special. Something that kept me looking at him all the time.

“What are you staring at?” he asked me. I jumped because he distracted me from my daydreaming and my thoughts about why is he so special.
“Nothing… Just nothing,” I mumbled.
He tapped my hand and squeezed it saying: “hey, don’t be sad. If you want, we can go out tomorrow. But I have to ask you this. Did you ever get in bed with that jerk?”
I giggled and said: “Of course not. I didn’t lose my-“ I gasped, “nothing… just forget it…”
Andy kissed me on the forehead saying: “get some rest, okay? I’ll see you tomorrow.”
He left my room and closed the door. I could not stop thinking about him that night. I looked out on the sky and thought about Andy. I smiled and lightly giggled. Something made me shiver and made my stomach go crazy. It made me feel weird.
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Next morning I ran downstairs in my pajamas and when I got to the living room, I saw Andy on the couch sleeping. I didn’t want to wake him up so I sat down on the other sofa and turned on the TV putting the sound low.
After a few minutes Andy woke up and looked at me. I didn’t realize it until he rubbed my hand and I felt my skin get all chilly.
“Hey… did you sleep well?” he asked.
I nodded and turned off the TV.
He saw something wasn’t ok with me so he asked: “Is everything alright?”
I turned to him and said: “Yes! Everything is perfect! I mean, it was perfect… Forget it. Do you want to go grab something to eat? Sophia probably left to finish something because she told me yesterday she was going to. And I have nothing to make for breakfast.”
“Alright,” Andy mumbled.

I got changed and we drove somewhere where the small café was. We were quiet for a few minutes until I said something I had in my mind out loud: “Is this a date?”
Andy looked at me and asked: “You tell me.”
“Did I just say that? Out loud? To you? Right now?” my mouth blabbed.
He smiled and nicely said: “Hey, if you want, call it a date. I don’t mind.”
I was surprised. I thought he was going to say something stupid. But no, he was so sweet.
My mind thought we were going back to the house, but he drove somewhere else. He drove me to a small park. Nobody seemed to be there though. I was scared to go for a walk there because I had my first date with Payson here.

Andy stepped back to me and slowly took my hand in his and I let him guide me through the park. I felt something again. Something sweet and cute and so beautiful.
His hand was warm and I couldn’t let go. Then I saw someone from the school who I suppose was Payson’s mate. He ran to me and gave me a letter without me noticing it.
It said:

Hey pretty girl! Payson just announced on twitter that you guys broke up ;) wanna hook up sometimes? I know he won’t bother. And yeah, he showed us the pictures of you and him not having sex but just teasing around on the bed. Nice round ass and a really beautiful pair of boobs you have there. Hook up one time? ;)
And the same guy walked behind my back and then I winced. I felt someone grabbing my ass while walking.
“What’s wrong? What happened?” asked Andy.
“I-I-It’s nothing… I don’t know. Let’s just walk on.”
Andy was hanging around a lot. And we became close. Sophia even started to like that kid.


So that’s how it happened. It all started with a little talk on a concert with me later saying: “I’m Kaycee.”

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