You broke me but got me back up *COMPLETED*

While waiting for the concert, I was just... writing some random things as I usually do. I write what’s on my mind and just… let it out. Here’s what I wrote and it took me ALL day because of that idiotic boyfriend, as I will call him.

Noah is being mysterious for a while now. He’s just so… distant sometimes. He makes me feel left behind and sometimes even said.

Yeah! THAT took me all day! I’m not joking. Seriously. I’m not. It’s what I wrote. I’m not kidding, alright?
My phone started to ring and guess who it was?

Noah…

“Now you’re calling me like you always do…”
I pick up and let out a sigh as I say: “Hey baby…”
“Um hey… I’m sorry I didn’t call you before… I-I was busy with work and… you know,” he shattered.

“Well, why does it sound like you want me not to believe that? This is the 3rd time already! Where and what do you do?! I know you weren’t at work because today it’s not your work day!” I yelled in the phone.

He just kept saying ‘um’ and ‘uh’ and I don’t know what else.

“Look, I don’t want to talk about this right now, Noah. I’m going to see a concert and I really don’t want to waste my time talking to you. When you get home, we’ll talk,” I madly said, hanging up the phone.

I quickly put some clothes on me. I didn’t even look what I was wearing but it did look good. Or something like that.

My phone was annoying with all those messages from Noah I just got when I hung up on him. So, the only thing left for me was to put it on silent and ignore every single message I got from him.

“Shut the hell up Noah. You have no idea what’s going to happen when we’ll both be home. You’ve got NO idea…”

I started my car and drove off to that concert.

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When I got there, people were crowded in front of the stage. This reminded me of my first concert at Sophia’s favorite band. That’s when I met the blue eyed candy.

“This is so just a concert, Kaycee. Don’t let it get you all sad and depressed… don’t.”
My mind was lost. I didn’t know what and who will I see.

I have never looked at any of their videos. I had all day but didn’t check out.

Come on, seriously? These people are so obsessed with the band.

How can you just crawl in the group of people and getting to the first row.
And it bugs me. A lot.

Even though, there is one thing that I did like.

Let’s say they didn’t miss on the time. They got on the stage exactly at 5 PM. People screaming in my ear I just crossed my arms and waited for the band to show up.
And they went one by one. Jake, Jinxx, Ashley and CC. Wait, no singer? Again?
They started to play the song called Bulletproof and I have to admit, it was pretty awesome. Badass. And when it started, their singer came on the stage.

“What the…” I said to myself.













Andy was up there. On the stage. Singing. With the band I just interviewed. Oh my fucking god no! I did not just talk with HIS friends who are going to tell HIM everything about the interview! SHIT!

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While the concert, I just stood there with my mouth half open. BUT I need to confess. They have an amazing taste for music. I love them and their music! Might as well say, I became a fan!
After the concert I wanted to drift away to my car and get out ASAP before the candy sees me.

“Excuse me, you’ve got a VIP pass, remember?” someone asked. I turned around and saw Ashley smiling at me.

“Oh! Ashley! Hi! Your concert was really great! I have to admit! Keep it up!” I said.

“Come on, the guys want to see you again! And I don’t take no for an answer so you gotta go,” he said, wrapping his arm around my shoulder.

When we got to the guys, I saw another girl sitting and talking with CC.

“Guys, she’s here!” Ash shouted through the room.

“Hi guys! You’re concert was awesome! I kinda became a fan!” I said and sat down.

“So you’re the famous interviewer they’re talking about,” the blonde girl said.
I nodded and said: “I guess they’ve already told you about me…”

“I’m Juliet.”

“Kaycee Harris. It’s nice to meet you. I think I’ve already seen you somewhere but I can’t point my finger on it…” I said.

It’s true I did see her somewhere!

“Did you watch The Voice?” she asked.
“Oh my god you’re THE Juliet Simms! It’s amazing to finally meet you!!!” I said, a bit fangirling.

She sat beside me and we started to have a HUGE chit chat! I mean, about EVERYTHING.
Someone just had to break the best girl talk of my life…

“Juliet, I need to-” Andy started. But he froze when he saw me (A/N: imagine this in slow motion) flipping my hair and looking at his direction.

His jaw fell open and he couldn’t move. Did he recognize me? Oh fuck…

“Andy this is the famous interviewer the guys have been telling you about!” Juliet said, pointing to me.

“Um… Hi.”

Seriously Kaycee? Um… hi?!

I could’ve done better than that!

“I’m Andy Biersack. Probably know me already,” he said, reaching out his hand.
I nodded and shook his hand saying: “Yeah. I know. My name’s Kaycee Harris…”
I couldn’t lie to them. They already knew who I was.

“Did you say Kaycee? The name sounds really familiar to me!” he said, sliding his fingers through his hair.

“Yeah… I’m Kaycee. I don’t think we’ve um… m-met before.”

I lied again.

“Shame… I really think I know you from somewhere! It’s a blurry vision,” he mumbled.
“Well guys… I have to go… I have some issues at home with my boyfriend and I am going to murder him if he isn’t home right now,” I said, giggling a little.

Juliet approached me and put her hand on my shoulder telling me: “Hey, don’t worry. Boyfriends are like that. Trust me, Andy is probably the same as your boyfriend is!”
She winked at me and a smile crawled up my face.

“I’ll see you soon, right? Oh, and, Ashley, thank you for your number,” I said, blushing.
The guys said their good byes except Andy. He just stared at me and I tried to ignore it.
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I got to my car and drove back home. Memories just had to come back, didn’t they?
At home, Jess opened the door so fast as if she was waiting for me.

“Woah, sis calm down, what’s wrong?” I asked.

She just dragged me to the living room, not saying anything.

“Here she is Noah. Now sort things out!” she said, leaving us alone.

“Ok, what’s up?” Noah said with a smile on his face.

“Seriously Noah?! Are you serious?! Don’t fake smile to me! You know EXACTLY what’s going on! What the fuck is going on with you?!” I yelled.

Mom and Jess ran to the living room and just stood there.

“Babe, calm down… and Mrs. Harris, this is between me and Kaycee, I don’t want to sound rude, but could you please give us a minute?” he asked.

I rolled my eyes sitting down mad.

Noah sat beside me and tried to pull me into a hug but I pushed him away.

“What’s wrong with you? It’s normal that I have to go sometimes very early. Please forgive me, It’ll never happen again.”

He asked with puppy begging eyes but I refused him. I always forgave him but this has crossed the line.

“No, Noah. No. Never. I’ve had enough of this! And it’s gotten over the line! We promised each other we won’t keep secrets away and you keep hiding them from me! What’s really going on?!” I asked with eyes full of tears.

He didn’t say anything. He just pressed his lips on mine and I kept punching his chest, letting me go.

“Stop it! Just STOP!” I yelled.

Noah pulled away and just stared at me.

“I’m sorry, but this isn’t… this isn’t right! We can’t just fight and make it up with kissing and hugging and everything! I asked you something! Tell me right now!”

Tears continued to run down my cheeks. I felt so broken.

“Babe, please… I will tell you soon. I promise. Don’t leave me, please… I love you… just… this is the last time. I swear to god this is the last time… Forgive me? Please? It’s the last time,” he said with regret in his voice.

Kaycee, he’s really sorry, forgive him! An angel said. Kaycee, don’t listen to your little angel! Listen to me! A devil for you! Leave him! Forget about him! Ok, you two enough. I’m doing what I’m doing.

“Ok… don’t let this happen again, ok? It’s too much already.”
We hugged and this was really the LAST TIME. THE LAST TIME. I promised myself that if there will be a next time, I’ll leave him.


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At 10 PM he headed back to his house. I threw myself on my bed, dialing Sophia’s number.
“Hello?”
“Hey… It’s Kaycee… I really need to talk to you, available for Skype? Please?” I asked.
“Alright. I’ll be up in no time. You’ll tell me everything.”

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~Next day

“WAKE UP KAYCEE! You’ve got visitors!!!” Jess screamed through the house. I thought it was 6 AM.

“Damn it let me sleep… it’s 6 AM right?” Then I looked at my clock and well… it was 10 AM.
“Alright, alright, I’m coming!” I said putting on a pair of sweat pants.

I slept with a shirt and only panties.

“Alright, who is it, Jess?” I asked.

Nothing. She didn’t answer.

“Jessica? Jess honey where are you?”

Still nothing.

I got to the living room and look who’s here!



“Ashley? What-How did you get in my house?” I asked confused.
“Your nice sister invited me in when she recognized who I was. Nice to see you again… but you’re in pajamas.”

“Obviously I am because I just woke up. Why’d you come here? Is there anything you need?” I asked kindly, giving him a warm smile.

“Actually I do need something. YOU. Get ready and I’m taking you out for ‘breakfast’ with the guys.”

I chocked when I heard what he said.

“Excuse me? Me? Having breakfast with Black Veil Brides? My favorite band in the whole world? Seriously?!” I fangirled.

“Yeah, now get ready. I’m not going to wait the whole day!”
I ran upstairs quickly putting on some hot clothes. Kidding. I put on a Jack Daniels shirt and some short black jeans. Of course, I put on my make up extra fast!

“I’m ready!” I said.

“Great. You took exactly 15 minutes.”



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We drove off and when we got there, I started becoming scared. What if Andy recognizes me? What then?

“Hey guys, she’s here…”

They welcomed me and I sat down beside… you know who… don’t know? Here’s a clue.
Blue eyed candy.


“So… do you guys always come here?” I asked.
They nodded.

We ordered and well… my phone rang.

I got 10 messages from Noah.

Babe, we need to talk.
Kaycee, are you here?
Honey are you ok?
Kay where are you?
Anyways, I hope you’re not kidnapped!!! L
I need to talk to you. It’s important! VERY!
BABE! SEND ME A TEXT!!!
KAYCEE!!! ARE YOU ALIVE?!
Alright, if you don’t answer me in the next 10 minutes I’m calling you.
10 minutes are up.

“Fuck…” I said quietly.

The phone started to ring and my ringtone is one of Black Veil Brides’ song, called Rebel Yell.

“Excuse me guys… I’ll be right back,” I said getting up and answering.

“Hey.”
“Thank god you’re alive! You’ve got me worried sick! YOU DIDN’T ANSWER ME AT ALL!!!”
“Babe, calm down. I am having breakfast with Black Veil Brides. Don’t get upset, I’ll go with you one day,” I said, smiling.

“Alright… as soon as you come home, call me. It’s important, but not THAT important. It’s just important.”

“Alright. Love you hon.”

“Bye,” he said, hanging up.

Wait, he just said ‘Bye.’ He actually says ‘Love you too’. Something’s going on.

I sit back with the guys and letting out a heavy sigh.

“What’s wrong? Boyfriend problems?” Andy asked.

“Kinda… something like that,” I answered.

“I know how it is with girlfriends… I had some kind of a problem like that,” Andy mumbled.

Is he implying to me?!

I tried to be as nice as possible although I wanted to ask Andy if he was implying to me.

"Kay, we have to go... except Andy of course," Ashley said.

My eyes grew wide out of fear and next thing that happened, was Andy and I sitting alone.

"Um, how long have you and Juliet been together? I don't want to be rude or something, but I just... wanna know," I said.

Andy turned his attention to me and looked me in the eyes. I couldn't do anything else but look back. Um, will you start talking? I said in my head.

"It's been a long time. A really long time. If I can say, your eyes are so familiar. And your voice. the whole you looks so familiar to me!"

I started to shatter and I couldn't do anything at all. I just wanted to spit it out. I wanted him to know, it's me. Kaycee Maywood, now Kaycee Harris.

"Um, maybe I'm just reminding you of someone from your past. I am sure we haven't met yet. I'm sure."

Lying again... Kayce, Kayce... you better not tell him. He'll be running after you and giving you hugs and apologizes and everything else in the world!

"I have to go... sorry..." I said.
As I sat up, he grabbed my hand softly and asked: "Can I drive you home? Please? I know you're a fan and every single fan of ours would want a ride home from me. So, don't say no. Please?"

I nodded and got in his car. When we drove, he turned up his radio and his band was playing.
I couldn't help but sing along.

"You have a beautiful voice!" Andy implied.

I blushed crimson and stared out of the window. When we got to my house I... um... I invited him in.

"You wanna come in?" I mumbled shyly.
"What else do you think I offered you a ride home?" he said with a little laugh escaping his perfectly shaped lips. I missed those so much!

No Kaycee, stop thinking like that! You have a boyfriend! Don't do anything with your first 'real' boyfriend! Stop!

"Alright, get in..."

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Just as I hoped Jessica wasn't home, I was wrong. And so was Mom. GREAT. Now I won't have any secrets anymore. They'll tell him my life story and voila, he'll recognize me.

"Kaycee! You're here! Oh, and who is this?' mom said.
"Oh, mom this is my boyf-I mean, this is Andy Biersack. The singer of Black Veil Brides.The band that Jessica is crazy about, remember?"
I was so close to saying 'boyfriend'! SO CLOSE!

Andy later sat down on the couch and saw an open laptop. MY laptop. And you don't wanna know what was on it.

"Oh, um, do you want something to drink?" I asked politely.

He shook his head, "No thanks... I'm ok."

I sat down beside him and realized he was reading some prive posts from my laptop which were describing how it was with Andy. I hope he didn't find out.

"Um, that's just a post about my feelings... It's nothing big," I lied again.

I'm getting better and better at lying... goooooood

"Kaycee is this Andy Biersack, from Black Veil Brides?!"
Jess is here, how wondeful! She will tell Andy everything about me, I know she will.



"Uh, Kaycee mind if I steal Andy for a minute??? Andy, can you please sign a poster that's on the wall in my room? PLEASSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?" Jess begged.

"Okay! Sure!" Andy replied.

I hope she won't tell him about who I am... Please don't....

Jessica's POV~

"Ok, this one! It's my favorite!" I said pointing to the poster.

Andy signed it and I was happy as hell! Hold on a second, is his name Andy? Like Andy Biersack? My sister's ex boyfriend?


"Uh, can I tell you something?" I shyly asked.

"I'm all ears!"

"Well, you remind me of my sister's ex boyfriend. She told me about a guy with the same name like yours and she said he left her because of an abortion. I just think that you look a lot like him! She has pictures of them on her laptop!" I said with a happy voice. It could be her Andy. Maybe she knows it but doesn't want him to know. I'm doing this for her. I'm going to help them get back together and now we'll all be happy! TBH I never liked Noah for some reason. He is very mysterious...

"Wait, did you say abortion?" he asked.


Andy's POV~

"Wait, did you say abortion?" I asked.

"Yeah, she was 17 back then. She was even more broken than she was before. Her only love left her. I'm sorry if I'm wrong, I just think you're the guy..." she softly said.

My mind was messed up. I didn't know what to think about. Let me put the pieces together first... she had an abortion at 17, had a boyfriend who left her... Kaycee Maywood and now Kaycee Harris... Oh little fucking shit! It's my Kaycee!

"KAYCEE!" I shouted through the whole house.

It was her. I know it.

Kaycee's POV~

"KAYCEE!" I heard a shout through the whole house and it sounded like Andy. He still didn't change his way... he's still the same Andy... I think and guess...

"Oh shit... Jessica..."

"Kaycee?! Is it really you? Kaycee? My little Kaycee?" he asked.

Oh Jess, I'm going to kill you later...

I nodded and started to cry. He found out. What will he do and say? Will he slap me?

"Don't cry...I'm here... It's me, your Andy."

I covered my face with my hands and he pulled me into a hug.





"I'm sorry I left you, Kaycee..." he mumbled in my ear.

Notes

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Will Kaycee forgive him?
What will happen in the next chapter?
Is Jess guilty or is she innocent for putting them back together?
How will Noah react?

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