I woke up still cuddled into my sleeping angel, god he looked so cute when he was asleep. I kissed his cheek and his eyes slowly opened.
"good morning angel" i whispered

"Good morning my love" He said softly

"Is it okay if i go shower Jinxx" i asked

"Sure go ahead" he replies
I got out of bed and went into the bathroom, turn on the shower, took of my clothes and got in. I was casually washing my hair and turned around and there was jinxx standing at the doorway.

"God you're beautiful" he said under his breath but i still heard. i didnt mind that much but i turned back around to kinda cover myself up. A few minutes went by and it was still silent but all of a sudden the shower doors opened and Jinxx got in the shower with me.

"I hope you don't mind but i couldnt help myself" he whispered in my ear

"I don't mind at all" i said still trying to grasp what had just happened
Jinxx leaned into to kiss me and before i knew it i was pinned to the wall of the shower, our skin pressed against one another. i couldn't lie to myself, i loved this so much, it just felt so right. Jinxx picked me up and wrapped my legs around his waste and still pinned to the shower wall we continued to kiss more and more. i felt his tongue move like he was asking for an entance into my mouth, i smiled granting him access to explore my mouth. He did so and it was sparks, fireworks and fucking bombs exploding around us. When our lips met it was like heaven, nothing could ever beat this feeling. Jinxx put me down and by the look on his face i knew didnt want to.

"That was beautiful" i whispered

"you really enjoyed it as much as i did" he asked nervously

"Course!, it was the best feeling in the world" i said happily
His smile grew bigger. Jinxx dried off, got dressed, put on some make up and went downstairs. Meanwhile i dried my hair, put on some make up and borrowed some of jinxx's clothes. i walked downstairs and all the guys were there, even andy was up and looking slightly better. I ran over to him and gave him the biggest hug, jinxx looked jealous so i pulled away.

"what was that for" he asked looking slightly puzzled

"i missed you" i said

"Aw Lindsey, i missed you too"
He pulled me into another hug but by the look on jinxx's face he wasnt too happy with it so i ran around and gave CC, Ashley and Jake hugs too. We all sat down to watch tv but we were all startled by a loud band on the door. Jake went to answer it but as soon as he opened the door my dad burst through and jake went flying. He ran through the living room and grabbed me by the arm

"LINDSEY YOUR COMING WITH ME RIGHT NOW" he yelled
i didnt say anything i just simpled dropped my head and nodded, i grabbed my bad and went to follow him out of the door but all the guys ran after me and Jinxx grabbed my arm.

"You cant leave Lindsey, think about what he will do to you"
I turned around and looked into his eyes. tears streaming down my face and tears welling up in his eyes

"Its okay Jinxx" i said letting go of his hand, walking out of the door and towards my dads car. i got into the car and my dad shut the door behind me. Jinxx was standing at the doorway, i waved goodbye to him but he didnt return the gesture. As my dad started the car he dropped to his knees with his head in his hands, andy came out and put his hand on Jinxx's back.

"Goodbye" i whispered to myself as we drove away

The journey home was extremely awkward, no words were exchanged for the whole way home. We finally pulled up at our house and walked inside. As soon as my dad shut the door behind us he slapped me hard across the face so i fell to the floor. my face was bleeding but he continued to hurt me, he hit my face many times, kicked my stomach and squeezed my arms tightly. i lay on the floor crying but that didnt make him stop, he dragged me up the stairs by arms, pushed me into my room firmly, locked the door from the outside and shouted

"Have Fun" laughing to himself. i lay there on the floor struggling to breathe and covered in blood, it had never been this bad before and all i could think about was Jinxx, I curled up into a ball and cried myself to sleep....