The Wild One (On Hold)
Happy feelings
Waking up in Andy's arms are one of the things i love the most, it make me feel happy and in the same time i do really feel safe, when im with him, i don't have to worry about my ex anymore, i'm in LA now and i konow my ex wont go that far to get me, or so i hope. but anyway i have to tell the hole story today, and i really hope he can accept it, and i want to hear if Andy would like to have a child, not now but maybe later on.
" goodmorning babe " Andy said quitly, he was not all awake yet, i placed my hand on his face and stroke it, i love to feel his skin it's so soft and warm, " Im going to gets some breakfast up her " Andy nodd and he raised himself up in the bed, he stroke his hair a couple of times, damn he looks hot when i do that
" the food will be her in minutes, do you want something else? " i said smiling at him while he looked with his beautiful blue eye, they look like the sea and i just feel traped in them sometimes. " no not now babe, but i would like to hear what happend, i want to hear it all " feeling sad about it i opened my mouth and then began to tell him " Well i found out a week or 2 after you left that i was pregnant.. and i did not want the baby, or so i thought.. but then i wanted it and i would call you but before i could my ex attacked me and i when to the hospital and found out that i lost the baby, i really wanted to tell you.. but i was afraid you didn't want it, and you would leave me " i had tears falling down my cheeks.
I was about to break down when Andy grapped me and hold me tight into his chest " Well it was a little bit early to have a baby ... but i would have said yes to have it now, and i would never leave you for such a thing, and i still want to have a baby with you, but i think we should wait until we are married or at least to that ex of yours are gone "
I looked up at him, he had a scary face, almost like he just wanted my ex to die, and i can't blame him.. i want my ex gone to, but i don't want to think about that yet, at least for a while, now i have my band and i have Andy besides me. " But babe i'm here for you, and now you have to focus on your band and try to get more fans, and i will support you all the way... and besides Daniella, Tenna and Sabrina are already dating the guys " he said with a big smile, it cheered me up and i began to smile to, what would i do without Andy.
- 6 hours later -
Time to head out and hold a concert for our new fans and Andy and the guys would be with us all day, and they wanted us to feel home, we would look at the house the buys bought a month ago, we would be living together with them from now on.
" Are you guys ready to rock with us today! " All the fans screamed loud, we smiled and began to play our songs, while i was singing i looked over at Andy.. he was standing there backstage watching us preform, he smile all the time, but when we played - My sweet lord - he began to cry, and the song was sad, i was about losing you dearest and falling more and more down into a hole. but the concert was great we got more than 200 new fans, and i had never been this happy in my hole life.
Now we would tour with BVB later on, i think in about 6 month we will be touring with them and in the meantime our band would do alot of concerts..
" goodmorning babe " Andy said quitly, he was not all awake yet, i placed my hand on his face and stroke it, i love to feel his skin it's so soft and warm, " Im going to gets some breakfast up her " Andy nodd and he raised himself up in the bed, he stroke his hair a couple of times, damn he looks hot when i do that
" the food will be her in minutes, do you want something else? " i said smiling at him while he looked with his beautiful blue eye, they look like the sea and i just feel traped in them sometimes. " no not now babe, but i would like to hear what happend, i want to hear it all " feeling sad about it i opened my mouth and then began to tell him " Well i found out a week or 2 after you left that i was pregnant.. and i did not want the baby, or so i thought.. but then i wanted it and i would call you but before i could my ex attacked me and i when to the hospital and found out that i lost the baby, i really wanted to tell you.. but i was afraid you didn't want it, and you would leave me " i had tears falling down my cheeks.
I was about to break down when Andy grapped me and hold me tight into his chest " Well it was a little bit early to have a baby ... but i would have said yes to have it now, and i would never leave you for such a thing, and i still want to have a baby with you, but i think we should wait until we are married or at least to that ex of yours are gone "
I looked up at him, he had a scary face, almost like he just wanted my ex to die, and i can't blame him.. i want my ex gone to, but i don't want to think about that yet, at least for a while, now i have my band and i have Andy besides me. " But babe i'm here for you, and now you have to focus on your band and try to get more fans, and i will support you all the way... and besides Daniella, Tenna and Sabrina are already dating the guys " he said with a big smile, it cheered me up and i began to smile to, what would i do without Andy.
- 6 hours later -
Time to head out and hold a concert for our new fans and Andy and the guys would be with us all day, and they wanted us to feel home, we would look at the house the buys bought a month ago, we would be living together with them from now on.
" Are you guys ready to rock with us today! " All the fans screamed loud, we smiled and began to play our songs, while i was singing i looked over at Andy.. he was standing there backstage watching us preform, he smile all the time, but when we played - My sweet lord - he began to cry, and the song was sad, i was about losing you dearest and falling more and more down into a hole. but the concert was great we got more than 200 new fans, and i had never been this happy in my hole life.
Now we would tour with BVB later on, i think in about 6 month we will be touring with them and in the meantime our band would do alot of concerts..
5/20/13