Vacation was about to end, and i have been feeling nausea for some time, maybe i should call the doctor and maybe take a test to see i f im pregnant, that would make the nausea sense in many ways.. but if i was pregnant how would i tell it to Andy? i knew he wanted to make a family with me but it was far to soon to make one right now, i was done with school and i was trying to make a band with my best friends right now..

All i wanted right now was making my dream come true, but the dream would also make my lifew more busy and i would not see Andy so often, and to think i would have a baby would only make it more complicated. i walk back and forth garthering my thoughts, should i call the docter or not, but i did call him.

I took my phone up and dialed the number " Hello this is Sabi, can i make an appointment " i said. he asked for the reason and my cpr number, after i got an appointment the same day, i walked to the hall in Tennas apartment and found my jacket, and i also got my shoes on i just wanted to take that test fast and then, i would decide to get an abortion or telling Andy it?

i wanted a family with him but, i was confused right now, not sure to have a baby or not. i took my phone again but this time i called Tenna " Heey beautiful, can i ask you something? " " Sure what's on your mind? " i was a bit scared to tell he the truth but i did after a while " Well i might be pregnant.. and i don't know what to do " i was crying, i wanted i..

but not sure i could handle it right now " Sweetie if you are ready to have a baby then keep it, but if your not sure then don't " i would talk to Andy before doing anything " Thanks sweetie i will tell you about the test later.. then bye " i hung up and began to walk down to the docter

On the way to the doctor i so my ex he looked at me and i got scared i ran so fast i could, i finally reached the doctor ,hoping that my ex stopped chasing me. i sat down " Sabi come on in " i shaked his hand and then i walked his room, sitting there feelling scared, " i would like you to get the test done in the bathroom, you need to pee in a cup, and then give it to me afterwards " i nodd and took the cup, finding my way to the bathroom felt long.

But i did fin it and i did pee in the cup, i walked out and found my doctor " here you go.. how long will it take before i can get an answere? " he said " well i think it will take max 10 minutes, we have to be sure right " i nodd he walked in to another room and i heard a macine start making noise. i waited for 10 minutes, then the doctor looked at me nad said " Well you are pregnant and you are about 7-8 weeks pregnant "

what i was already 7-8 weeks pregnant that was fast, i felt a little happy.. i really wanted the baby now, i said goodbye to the doctor and then i walked to the parkinglot i wanted to call Tenna right away " Tenna im pregnatn!.. and i want to keep the baby " i heard her saying yes in the other end og the phone " congrats sweetie, im so happy for you.. hurry and call Andy, he needs to know " i was happy even though i was scared to tell it to Andy.

after i hung up i was about to call Andy when my ex was standing right in front of me " Well well who have we here, i heard you were dating a famous rock star, but where is he " he said " what do you want.. just leave me alone " i began to walk away but he graped my arm and pulled me to him, i tried to break free but then he hit me in the stomach and i collapsed on the ground. it hurt and he kept on hitting me in the head and all over my body, i felt a strong pain through my entire body.

the last thing i remember was the words he said before i blacked out " im gonna get you again.. i will kill you next time you slut.. you will never be free from me, i will make your life a hell "he laughed and then left, i heard the ambulance.. But then i blacked out from the pain.

Now laying in the hospital again, and i was unconscious still not waking up from the beating. but i woke up shortly and the only think i heard was the macines beeping and the doctors trying to stop the bleeding from my stomach and from my chest, his beating had only made weak and the doctors was afraid that i would die if they could not stop the bleeding..

I didn't wanna die not yet, i want to live.. i was fighting to survive i wanted to see Andy and all of my friend again, but could i win? could i survive i was fighting my body for long time. and then i heard the doctors say " Yes we stopped the bleeding now.. she will have to rest and hopefully she will awake soon " i heard Tenna cry in the background, i wanted to wake up and stop her from crying.. i didn't die i was alive! i would wake up soon i knew that..