We Don't Belong

Rose's POV:

I was losing. Dying. Fading. Disappearing.

I needed him. To see his smile, his blue eyes.

I missed him. I've been in darkness for so long.

I wonder if I'll ever see the light.


I'm Sorry

I'm sorry that I'm not as pretty as her
I'm sorry that I'm not the smartest
I'm sorry I broke

I'm upset that you grew up
I'm upset that you left me behind
I'm upset that you abandoned me in the claws of my demons
I'm upset that you didn't try to save me

Tonight I'll go
And slit my wrists
I'll slice my veins open
And hope to die
Because I know I'm not good enough for you
But one day I hope I can be

Notes

This chapter is dedicated to my brother
I know he'll never read this, but i still want to say that.