Rose's POV:

After me and Andy's little moment out at sea, he took me back to shore, remaining briefly in the shallow water to splash me. Now we were all back at our designated living places, (the guys and Sammi went home whole Chloe and I retreated back to our hotel) and agreed to meet for dinner.

I was dressed in record time, actually putting some effort into my appearance tonight, to which Chloe began questioning. I mean I usually don't wear lipstick, but my private moment with Andy earlier today have me confidence, and the feeling that I should try to impress him.

The he only problem though? I wasn't hungry, not one bit. I didn't want to come off as a anorexic and self-harming kind of person, I mean, BVB probably thought I was also suicidal at this point. But I'm the kind of person who either eats a whole pizza, or one slice. Damn my weird eating habits.

We had all decided on a Italian restaurant, since who doesn't like Italian food? I ordered a simple Caesar salad, although I probably was just going to just munch on the croutons, and a coke. Everyone looked at me strangely when I said I didn't want anything else.

Throughout dinner, everyone made small talk. Mostly the bands upcoming your with Warped was the main focus, but questions directed at Chloe and me were still present. Sammi asked what we were thinking of doing after high school, to which Chloe automatically answered for both of us.

Chloe had her heart set on law school, and had been debating on applying to Harvard University all the way in Boston. Even though Chloe's dream was across the country, her dream was stable and well, possible on happening. She had like a 95% average, the second highest in our year, with mine beating her by 3%. And what wasn't to like about her? She was perky and could hold conversation. She was approachable, friendly and just about anything any college would be looking for. A star student.

Me, I got the grades, and occasionally had the attitude. But not always. I sometimes just closed off, shutting everyone out, and wasn't always the friendliest person in the world. I used to joke that Chris and Chloe should date since they were practically the same person, other than their genders.

Unlike Chloe and Chris, i didn't have a plan. I didn't know what career I wanted to pursue, what university I wanted to go to, hell I didn't even know what to put on my pizza sometimes! For awhile acting had been my idea, then it was medicine, then writing, and secretly, dance. Juilliard has been my dream school since I could remember, but I'm not so sure how my parents would react.

Curse Chloe for knowing of my dream, and damn myself for telling her. She always says how that she's positive I would get into Juilliard, and decided to gloat about that at dinner!

Everyones eyes widened, and turned to me as I shrunk into my chair, suddenly finding rest interest in the fading scars on my wrists.

"Juilliard Ross? Damn, that's quite a goal. I hope you make it in." Jake said with admiration evident in his voice.
"Yeah that's be awesome! What'd you apply for?" CC questioned.
"It's good that you're following your dream," added Jinxx.
"See I told ya guys that she's be famous!" Ashely replied proudly.
"I hope that you make it in, hun." Sammi smiled, ignoring Ashley's comment.

Everyone congratulated me something I hadn't even done yet, all except Andy, who remained quiet throughout the conversation.

"Thanks everyone, but I haven't even applied yet and I'm not really sure if I'm going to. Now if you excuse me," I said hastily, standing up, "I'll be right back." With that said, I made a mad-dash to the ladies room, tears threatening to spill.

I gasped as I entered to the ladies room, a wave of relief washing over me at it being empty. Grabbing the paper towels, I dabbed at my watery eyes, "the one night I wear mascara! Damn makeup."

Chloe and Sammi burst through the door, and wrapped me I a hug when they noticed my teary eyes.
"Rosie what's wrong?" Sammi asked me softly.
I shook my head and forced a laugh, "nothing really, I'm just PMSing. I'm fine, really."

They shared a look, and then Chloe hesitantly added, "did something happen between you and Andy?"
My eyes widened, "no not at all! I'm fine! Promise!"

I pulled led out my mascara, and quickly fixed my ruined eye-makeup. My two best friends watched me with worried expressions. "I'm fine guys! Please drop it!" I finally snapped.

I quickly left the bathroom and forced a bright smile. Time to put my acting skills to the test.

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The rest of dinner went remotely smooth. I mostly kept to myself, picking at my salad, maintaining my isolation.

When me and Chloe finally had made if back to the hotel room, I went to wash off my makeup while Chloe stepped out in the hallway to take a call. I couldn't help but listen in, but it wasn't eavesdropping! The door was open, and and she was talking a bit loud...

"I know she acted weird at dinner... It's not my fault! Don't blame me for her running out crying, I did nothing wrong! You normally have no problem cheering her up... I don't care if she isn't answering her phone! Maybe she'll tell you what's wrong. Ugh, stop being difficult and man up! Goodbye Andy."

What the hell was that?

Notes

Hey everyone... So really terrible update there, it was a filer. A super short filler at that

im kinda sick I have to go to bed but I'll be sure to update 3 times for tomorrow!!!

love you all!!!