I am In Love With -A-killer

I walk into the apartment with a sleeping Maxine in my arms, i stroll to the room placing her down next to her little brother. A sigh of relieve came between my lips thanking God they are both asleep. I need some sleep, And maybe a bottle scotch. I hope there is a certain Mr. Walker in the kitchen waiting for me.

I walk into the living room stunned to see Andy awake. He looked up from his laptop. "Looking for this?" He ask swaying the bottle of whiskey to and fro. I nod slowly removing my shoes. I took place across from him as he pour me a drink, "I read the letter over a million times."

Uh.. a million? That's a figure of speech right? or did he really read in a million times? Of course he did not you idiot. "Do you ever put your arms out and just spin and spin and spin? Well, that's what love is like. Everything inside of you tells you to stop before you fall, but you just keep going. I should've stopped when first had sex with you. But i did not."

"Andy, i want things to go back normal, you know before i kill you in your sleep." I shrug biting the bottom of my lip. "Which i thought about a million times." I admitted. I slide down to the end of the chair grabbing my drink. "Sometimes we need a second chance, because we weren't ready for the first time. You don't need someone to complete you. You only need someone to accept you completely. And we both did that, don't you think its time to move on, from the drugs, from Milo from killing each other."

"I wanted to spend the rest of my life making you smile. It's one of the things I love most about you. But instead i made you hate me,"

Oh god Andy Biersack Crying. No. No. No. I pull myself up shaking my head side to side. "Don't cry, its weird." I put my finger under his chin. "Hey look at me, come on Andy look at me. Look, I guarantee there'll be tough times. I guarantee that at some time, one or both of us is gonna want to get out of this thing. But I also guarantee that if you don't ask me to be yours, I'll regret it for the rest of my life, because I know, in my heart, you're the only one for me."

Those blue marbles shined bright tonight, it was covered in glass. I lick my lips with a small smile wiping the tears from his cheek. "I love you Andrew, I love you so much."

"Why?" Why? is he kidding with me now? "You are only witnessing a marriage that will go out in flames, like it did in the beginning."

I bend down between his legs placing his left hand on mine. "We need a witness to our lives. There's a billion people on the planet... I mean, what does any one life mean? But in a marriage, you're promising to care about everything. The good things, the bad things, the terrible things, the mundane things..... all of it, all the time, every day. You're saying your life will not go unnoticed because I will notice it. Your life will not go unwitnessed because I will be your witness. These rings," i look down. "We are bound together, we really are, i mean i have your kidney in me." i burst from giggles but quickly shook it off. "I want a new life. and we are going to have that in LA, so trust me like i trusted you a year ago,"

"You mean it?"

"Every word. You jump i jump, or more like you kill i kill."

A smile came on his face as he pulled me onto his lap. He put his lips on mine as my hand brush his hair. "Till the end." He whisper.

"Till the end."

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