Ashley's POV

Britni fell asleep on my lap. What I supposed to do? Her head is in the most awkward place ever but it feels so right. I gently play with her hair throughout the movie and everyone keeps giving me weird looks. "Ashley it looks like you get to sleep sitting up." Sydney says as the movie ends. "Why?" I ask still not moving my eyes off Britni. "If you wake her up... Well I don't wake her up unless I'm far enough away that I have enough time to run. She'll have your ballsack Ashley... Zain woke her up once and he couldnt walk straight for a week." She says and I gulp. The guys smile weakly and move away. "Well what I am supposed to do?" I ask with a sigh as Britni turns so she's facing me. Her light breathing is killing me, her head is on my lap and right now it's making everything very complicated. "Wait I know way that won't necissarily have a bloody ending..." Sydney says getting off the couch and putting Lady and The Tramp in. She turns it up all the way and smiles as it gets really loud. "D-dad..." Britni whispers sitting up and she's almost in tears. She pulls her knees up and tucks her head behind them. "Sorry Britni... I had to wake you up." Sydney says as Britni let's light sobs course through her body. It breaks my heart to see her that way and scoot closer and wrap one arm around her. Britni does fight as I pull her into me and Sydney looks completely lost. "Shh... Britni... It's ok. I've got ya..." I whisper and she nods slowly. She wipes her tears away and uncurls from the ball she was in. Her green hazel eyes are a light blue and her smile seems to be hiding something. "Thanks Ash." She whispers and I pull her into a hug. I need to tell her how I feel. I need to tell her I love her. I know we just met but if anything happens to her I wouldn't be able to live my self. "Brit can tell you something now?" I whisper and she nods standing up and walking down the hallway. I follow and Sydney shows the guys the guest rooms. "What is it Ash?" Britni asks as I walk into her room. The blood red and black walls are covered in posters and song ideas. There's warpaint all over the mirror and dresser and combat boots line the wall. The only light is from the red and purple Christmas lights which in circle her room. "Ashley." Britni says waving a hand in front of my face. Damn I musta gotten distracted. "I wanted to tell how I felt about you..." I say quietly and she freezes. Now or never Ashley. Now or never. "I love you..." I whisper and she takes a step back. "W-what?" She yelps startled and I sigh. "I love you..." I say a little louder and she takes another step back. "No don't say that... You can't love me. No one can love. You'll get hurt. Just like everyone else..." She whispers slowly back up. I shake my head, doesn't she get it? Doesn't she get that I can't live without her. "I love you Britni." I say and she looks down in defeat. "I love you too... I just don't wanna lose you." She whispers and wrap my arms around her almost squishing her to death. "Can't breath!" She says muffled into my shirt and I let go. She gasps for air as a smile forms in her lips. "Very well Purdy..." She says falling on her bed and climb on next to her. She falls asleep with her head on my chest, it feels so right. I've never felt like this with a girl before... Ever.