My Fallen Angel
Chapter one: Living on the last hope of a desperate man
The birds were chirping a happy tune as i just lay in my bed gazing upon the white ceiling. First day of school. First day of punches, slaps and getting my head in the bathroom toilet once again. So is just like another day; minus the fact that i am a Junior now.
"Clarity?" The door cracks open as i see my big brother with a warm smile. "You need a ride?" Andy is- was always protective over me, i still don't know why he is.
"No, i will just walk. Thank you."
He licked his lips and close the door behind him; my heart was aching from the inside, as my mind did the pushing. "I am not ready for this." i pull myself from the bed swaying my legs over till my feet crash on the wooden floor, my hands formed into two fist as i lift myself up from bed.
'what to wear?' what does it matter, no one is going to notice what i am wearing when they punch me. Like always i went to the dark side grabbing a black long sleeve shirt and ripped denim skinny jeans.
-ten minutes later-
I apply my last brush of mascara and went out the door. Not even saying goodbye to my mother or father because they don't care if i live or die, or in fact get hit over by a Skittles truck.
I stroll down the side walk seeing groups walking across laughing and enjoying each other's company, unlike me who was just staring at my shadow. "I need friends." i whisper to myself trying not to walk on the cracks.
"And i am not?" i look up seeing my best friend with a small pout.
"I need friends, you are my best friend Christian Coma."
"Its CC." he laughs rapping his thin arm around my neck. "First day, you nervous?"
"Nah," i giggle. "I got you."
"You got me." he states planting a soft kiss on my dark set of hair. "I want you to meet someone,"
"Who might that be?" i look up to my best friend seeing his he so tall.
"Name; Jake Pitts senior."
"Jake Pitts Senior?" i ask confused.
"No!" CC laughs. "Jake Pitts his name and he is a senior."
"Right...." i drift off shaking my head side to side. "You mind if i not meet him, i am kind of shy around boys."
"He is shy as well!" CC exclaimed. "You will get along perfectly."
"I hate you."
"Aw," he pouts. "I love you too, we gotta get a move on."
I laugh with glee as CC pulls me along with him. The only person who could make me laugh is this man; he was and is always here for me i don't know what i will do without him. Maybe crash and burn.
"Clarity?" The door cracks open as i see my big brother with a warm smile. "You need a ride?" Andy is- was always protective over me, i still don't know why he is.
"No, i will just walk. Thank you."
He licked his lips and close the door behind him; my heart was aching from the inside, as my mind did the pushing. "I am not ready for this." i pull myself from the bed swaying my legs over till my feet crash on the wooden floor, my hands formed into two fist as i lift myself up from bed.
'what to wear?' what does it matter, no one is going to notice what i am wearing when they punch me. Like always i went to the dark side grabbing a black long sleeve shirt and ripped denim skinny jeans.
-ten minutes later-
I apply my last brush of mascara and went out the door. Not even saying goodbye to my mother or father because they don't care if i live or die, or in fact get hit over by a Skittles truck.
I stroll down the side walk seeing groups walking across laughing and enjoying each other's company, unlike me who was just staring at my shadow. "I need friends." i whisper to myself trying not to walk on the cracks.
"And i am not?" i look up seeing my best friend with a small pout.
"I need friends, you are my best friend Christian Coma."
"Its CC." he laughs rapping his thin arm around my neck. "First day, you nervous?"
"Nah," i giggle. "I got you."
"You got me." he states planting a soft kiss on my dark set of hair. "I want you to meet someone,"
"Who might that be?" i look up to my best friend seeing his he so tall.
"Name; Jake Pitts senior."
"Jake Pitts Senior?" i ask confused.
"No!" CC laughs. "Jake Pitts his name and he is a senior."
"Right...." i drift off shaking my head side to side. "You mind if i not meet him, i am kind of shy around boys."
"He is shy as well!" CC exclaimed. "You will get along perfectly."
"I hate you."
"Aw," he pouts. "I love you too, we gotta get a move on."
I laugh with glee as CC pulls me along with him. The only person who could make me laugh is this man; he was and is always here for me i don't know what i will do without him. Maybe crash and burn.
Oh my... What if she got in a relationship with with Jake and Andy but in secret... Don't stop
11/25/14