Too Much
Chapter Twelve
Andy POV
I walk back into the library for the second time today annoyed. Jennifer texted me asking me to pick her up around 30 minutes ago and here I am. I hope she's ready to go cause I really don't wanna be here andy(had to leave this spelling error lol) longer than I have to. Sigh. Where is that bitch? I hear her voice so I head towards that. It's over by where Alex and I had been. Thinking of that just upsets me even more. Why did Alex have to be so stupid and hard headed? I finally see her and she's with Alex. What the fuck is going on?!?! I quickly hide behind a stack of books and watch what's going on and I had to hold back my gasp. Alex had his sleaves pulled up only to reveal scars and cuts on his arms. He's looking at Jennifer with tears in his eyes. "Why Alex and how do you hide them? I've seen you in short sleaves before,"she asked him, sadness in her voice. "Alright I'll tell you. All I want is what you wanted. Don't interupt me. Let me tell you everything." She nodded. "Okay well I guess I have to tell you about my brother first. When I was 12 my brother died. He was an alcholic and it eventually killed him. I can't get really talk too much about it. It still hurts. I felt really bad about it,hell I still do, and when I was 14 when I was depressed out of my mind one day, I cut for the first time. I did it because I had heard of other people doing it, and I thought it could help me. I regret that day ever since, because yeah it did help, but it also started a four year long addiction. Oh and I use make-up to hide my scars, and I also cut on my upper thighs." I was in shock. My poor baby. How could I not have noticed the scars that line his skin? I feel awful now. "Alex you should tell Andy all of this. He could help you out. It would also probally be good if you tell your parents,"Jennifer said cautiously. "Andy would never forgive me, and how the hell am I suppose to tell me parents about this,"he said. Did he really think that I'd never forgive him? I already do. Before I can even stop myself I step out from my hiding place and say,"How could you think that I wouldn't forgive you Alex?"
I walk back into the library for the second time today annoyed. Jennifer texted me asking me to pick her up around 30 minutes ago and here I am. I hope she's ready to go cause I really don't wanna be here andy(had to leave this spelling error lol) longer than I have to. Sigh. Where is that bitch? I hear her voice so I head towards that. It's over by where Alex and I had been. Thinking of that just upsets me even more. Why did Alex have to be so stupid and hard headed? I finally see her and she's with Alex. What the fuck is going on?!?! I quickly hide behind a stack of books and watch what's going on and I had to hold back my gasp. Alex had his sleaves pulled up only to reveal scars and cuts on his arms. He's looking at Jennifer with tears in his eyes. "Why Alex and how do you hide them? I've seen you in short sleaves before,"she asked him, sadness in her voice. "Alright I'll tell you. All I want is what you wanted. Don't interupt me. Let me tell you everything." She nodded. "Okay well I guess I have to tell you about my brother first. When I was 12 my brother died. He was an alcholic and it eventually killed him. I can't get really talk too much about it. It still hurts. I felt really bad about it,hell I still do, and when I was 14 when I was depressed out of my mind one day, I cut for the first time. I did it because I had heard of other people doing it, and I thought it could help me. I regret that day ever since, because yeah it did help, but it also started a four year long addiction. Oh and I use make-up to hide my scars, and I also cut on my upper thighs." I was in shock. My poor baby. How could I not have noticed the scars that line his skin? I feel awful now. "Alex you should tell Andy all of this. He could help you out. It would also probally be good if you tell your parents,"Jennifer said cautiously. "Andy would never forgive me, and how the hell am I suppose to tell me parents about this,"he said. Did he really think that I'd never forgive him? I already do. Before I can even stop myself I step out from my hiding place and say,"How could you think that I wouldn't forgive you Alex?"
5/19/13