Arranged marriage to a Jerk (Andy Biersack love story.) (On Hold editing and whatnot)

Hey guys, Sharon here.

So i am sorry if you think this is a chapter but its not.

I will still be uploading on my usual time and what not. But As you have you witnessed my writing has become a little more depressed and i am sorry for that.

Recently some stuff happen to me.

I am busy with work and not to mention my school work and it is driving me once again to my crazy depression where i sit in a dark room and mope all the time. I have not been placed on medication cause my father thinks its just a 'phase' i am going through but i have been living or as well suffering from depression my entire life. As well i broke my promise to myself and started to cut once again and for a moment i felt myself again.

Yet again my father thinks i am a complete bitch for doing it and what-not. My mother is considering a divorce and that was well is keeping me on the bender of booze and drugs.

Even though i try to satisfy your needs in the story i sometimes pull out all my emotions in it as well. Seeing my own character Ally.

I don't have any friends, and i if i mean 'don't' i mean that literally and i just wanted to vent some place and this is the only place where i 'think' people won't judge me.

Last night my mother told me she was getting us out of here and i was so confused that i began to cry and wanted to end my life cause my father found out i was pregnant, i am still and i am keeping the baby, i am twenty years old and my mother supports me but my father does not and he said 'he wants to kill my unborn child' cause the father is non the less my high-school boyfriend who recently got send to prison; the reasons of that is unclear.

Most of all i just wanted to thank you all for staying with me through this story, i am not sure how far this story is heading but it is a book.. and a book does consists out of at least a few 100 pages, meaning for myself 100 chapters.

Yet again thank you. And i love you all.

Sharon

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