Arranged marriage to a Jerk (Andy Biersack love story.) (On Hold editing and whatnot)
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"Do you love me with your or your heart?" I asked batting my lashes. "Gosh you are showing it so well. Welcome home Andrew." I gave a wave and walked up to my room.
"I just said i loved and you walk away from me!" He bellowed at the end of the stairs.
I twirled around and crossed my arms. "Now you know how i felt when you walked out of the bus when i said i loved you. What am i supposed to do? Give you a hug and scream on the top of my lungs saying 'Yes i love you to, take me now' No," i shook my head. "I am not in a movie. neither or you." I turned back around and walked to my room shutting the door.
I slide down the wall breathing heavily. "Does he tell you he loves you when you least expect it?" i asked myself leaning back gazing at the ceiling. Closing my eyes i bit down on my lip trying not to laugh nor to cry.
I love him. I really do. But when Rick came to me my feelings began to rose again. I don't know what to do? What should i? I shook it off and pushed myself up walking to the door. i sighed heavily and climbed down the stairs seeing Andy with a shock expression on his face, his phone in one hand and the other in his jean pocket. "Andrew, i am sorry i stormed off i-"
He turned to me and it looked like he was about to suffocate. "Ally," he breathed. "Uh," his eyes began to water. "I just got a phone call from Lucy, she said she could not get a hold of you."
"What does she want?" i asked with a small smile. "She coming back to LA for a few days?"
"You can say that yeah," he lowered his head. "Your father, uh he passed away a few minutes ago."
There my whole world stopped. "Don't talk shit Andrew, my dad is not dead, i just spoke to him an hour ago, we were making plans; don't say that please." I chocked out trying to hold in my tears. "Please don't say that."
He walked up to me brushing my hair back. "I am so sorry." i pushed him back shaking my head to and fro. "Ally, don't push me away, okay i need you."
"No!" i could not hold in anymore. I burst into tears. "We were going on his boat, me and you. He was so happy when i said i was pregnant. I can't,"
"You are pregnant?" He asked looking up to me with his eyes wide. "I thought you had your period."
"i lied." i said absentmindedly. "I was not lying about me not feeling good, i was not feeling good. I just- my dad he is dead, screw me, screw you, my dad is fucking dead!"
"Shh," he pulled me in for a strong hug. "Let it out."
Pushing him back i shook my head. "Take me to my father Andy."
"Ally, he is dead. I am sorry but-"
"Take me to my fucking father Andrew." I whispered. "Or i will drive myself."
"Okay." He nodded.
Our house was full. Everyone was there, but i did care. So was the funeral people ready to take my father. No. Not now. I climbed the stairs with Andy following me bursting into the master bedroom seeing him in bed. "He is just sleeping okay." i smile turning to Andy. "He was just tired."
"Sweetie." My mother breathed coming in for a hug. "I know you were-"
"He is just sleeping!" I bellowed walking up to him grabbing his cold hand. "He is cold, mom get a blanket please, dad is cold he needs his blanket." i cried brushing my hand on his cheek. "Dad, please don't leave me."
"We are ready." I turned my head seeing two man in white uniforms.
"You are not touching him!" i bellowed. "Leave him!"
"Andrew dear." I hear my mother mumbled. I feel my husbands arms around me dragging me away from my father.
"no leave me alone!" i cried. "no!" The men came pulling my father on a stretcher. "no, please he is cold. He needs me to sing him something, he always likes when i sing!"
"Ally, shh baby." Andy whispered as i try to tug his grip from me. "He is dead baby, he is gone, please just relax."
"No!"
"Give her something, now!" Andy commanded to someone. A man came up to me with a needle and i instantly freaked out again. Andy grabbed my neck cocking it to one side. "Easy."
"My dad." I cried softly feeling the needle came in to me. My legs became weak and so did everything.
"I got you Al, i got you." Last thing i saw was Andy's blue eyes.
"I just said i loved and you walk away from me!" He bellowed at the end of the stairs.
I twirled around and crossed my arms. "Now you know how i felt when you walked out of the bus when i said i loved you. What am i supposed to do? Give you a hug and scream on the top of my lungs saying 'Yes i love you to, take me now' No," i shook my head. "I am not in a movie. neither or you." I turned back around and walked to my room shutting the door.
I slide down the wall breathing heavily. "Does he tell you he loves you when you least expect it?" i asked myself leaning back gazing at the ceiling. Closing my eyes i bit down on my lip trying not to laugh nor to cry.
I love him. I really do. But when Rick came to me my feelings began to rose again. I don't know what to do? What should i? I shook it off and pushed myself up walking to the door. i sighed heavily and climbed down the stairs seeing Andy with a shock expression on his face, his phone in one hand and the other in his jean pocket. "Andrew, i am sorry i stormed off i-"
He turned to me and it looked like he was about to suffocate. "Ally," he breathed. "Uh," his eyes began to water. "I just got a phone call from Lucy, she said she could not get a hold of you."
"What does she want?" i asked with a small smile. "She coming back to LA for a few days?"
"You can say that yeah," he lowered his head. "Your father, uh he passed away a few minutes ago."
There my whole world stopped. "Don't talk shit Andrew, my dad is not dead, i just spoke to him an hour ago, we were making plans; don't say that please." I chocked out trying to hold in my tears. "Please don't say that."
He walked up to me brushing my hair back. "I am so sorry." i pushed him back shaking my head to and fro. "Ally, don't push me away, okay i need you."
"No!" i could not hold in anymore. I burst into tears. "We were going on his boat, me and you. He was so happy when i said i was pregnant. I can't,"
"You are pregnant?" He asked looking up to me with his eyes wide. "I thought you had your period."
"i lied." i said absentmindedly. "I was not lying about me not feeling good, i was not feeling good. I just- my dad he is dead, screw me, screw you, my dad is fucking dead!"
"Shh," he pulled me in for a strong hug. "Let it out."
Pushing him back i shook my head. "Take me to my father Andy."
"Ally, he is dead. I am sorry but-"
"Take me to my fucking father Andrew." I whispered. "Or i will drive myself."
"Okay." He nodded.
Our house was full. Everyone was there, but i did care. So was the funeral people ready to take my father. No. Not now. I climbed the stairs with Andy following me bursting into the master bedroom seeing him in bed. "He is just sleeping okay." i smile turning to Andy. "He was just tired."
"Sweetie." My mother breathed coming in for a hug. "I know you were-"
"He is just sleeping!" I bellowed walking up to him grabbing his cold hand. "He is cold, mom get a blanket please, dad is cold he needs his blanket." i cried brushing my hand on his cheek. "Dad, please don't leave me."
"We are ready." I turned my head seeing two man in white uniforms.
"You are not touching him!" i bellowed. "Leave him!"
"Andrew dear." I hear my mother mumbled. I feel my husbands arms around me dragging me away from my father.
"no leave me alone!" i cried. "no!" The men came pulling my father on a stretcher. "no, please he is cold. He needs me to sing him something, he always likes when i sing!"
"Ally, shh baby." Andy whispered as i try to tug his grip from me. "He is dead baby, he is gone, please just relax."
"No!"
"Give her something, now!" Andy commanded to someone. A man came up to me with a needle and i instantly freaked out again. Andy grabbed my neck cocking it to one side. "Easy."
"My dad." I cried softly feeling the needle came in to me. My legs became weak and so did everything.
"I got you Al, i got you." Last thing i saw was Andy's blue eyes.
Notes
I know how it feels to lose a loved on and i put my emotion in my character Ally, the same emotion and the same actions.
Well im obsessed
3/27/16