Arranged marriage to a Jerk (Andy Biersack love story.) (On Hold editing and whatnot)
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The heart is a muscle, it tightens and than it looses, mine was tighten to my ribcage, i was struggling to breath led lone speak. "Can i come in?" He still looked the same, his dirty blonde hair cascading down his shoulders; wearing a blue plaid shirt, jeans and biker books. "Guess not." He chuckled.
Without hesitation i opened the door wide waiving him, he gave a nod and walked in. I lowered myself grabbing my cup on the floor. What was he doing here, in LA? I could not contain my nerve and neither my excitement. Say something. "Would you like something to drink?" I asked, my voice shaky.
"No thanks." He smiled sitting on the sofa with one leg crossed over the other. At a turtle pace i strolled towards him sitting across on the single red leather sofa. "You look good."
"So-so do you." I uttered, my palms sweating. "What- what are you doing here?"
"I wanted to see you," His eyes narrowed. "After the way you broke up with me, god i had to come see you and demand an explanation, you left me cold, broken and sad what else am i supposed to do?"
What was i supposed to do. "My father- he uh i had to marry you know- i had..." I could not find my words, it was stuck in my throat.
"Screw your father, you are a young woman and you can make your own decisions, you just made the fucking wrong one."
"Please, i had to it was not my intention to hurt you," Tears forming on my cheeks as i utter those words. "I am sorry."
"I love you Al, i love you so much, i went out on sea trying to clear my head but i can't. You are my dream, my reality my everything, and you murdered me and became my nightmare." A single tear drop from his eye. "But i still love you and i will to fight for you." I can see him dying and i am feeling so so guilty. "Leave Andy, be with me, we can still travel, go explore. You always want to go Paris we can go there."
"I have been there," I shrugged.
"Did Andy take you?" He asked. One thing about Rick was that he became silent and than he burst from anger. He would never hurt me, but what i have done to him, i deserve a damn beat down. "Do you still love me?"
"What the hell are you doing in my house?" I turned my head seeing Andy, and oh does he have an anger expression. My heart beat stopped and so did my breathing. "And talking to my wife."
Rick stood up and cocked his head to one side. "Andy, so nice to finally meet you. I was expecting a wrestler body type."
"I can still kick your ass." He said softly with a smile. Oh i know that smile, no. no. "Get the hell out of my house, and out of my wives life,"
"She's mine Andy, always have been always will be," he turned his head to me and smirk. "You know you can't stay away from me, you always come back. I know it and so do you."
"Rick please i-"
"What she wants to say is Go Rick, before my husband kick your teeth in." Andy said waiving at the door. "Now."
He sighed and nodded. "See you soon Al." He walked out and i was left alone with Andy.
"I come home, god damn happy. I was planning to spend the day with you, talk to you about us and i walk in the living room expecting a kiss or a hug and i find your ex in the my house!" He bellowed. "have you seen me mad?"
"I did." I nodded. "But he came to me, i was not just going slam the door in his face." I said softly lowering my head.
"That's exactly what you should've done Ally!" He threw his suitcase on the floor startling me. "Not invite him in for tea and fucking cookies!"
"I am sorry okay!" I cried. "I am so fucking sorry. I had no idea he would coming knocking on our door saying 'hey Al, leave Andy and run away with me' i was just as shocked as you."
"Noticing the coffee stain on the floor?" He inquired pointing to the floor. "Shocked? I am not shocked i am fucking angry."
"And why are you so fucking angry Andrew, why are you so mad that my ex came to me, you don't feel anything for me!"
"Who said i don't feel anything? You, Maggie, fucking Rick! No you don't know how i feel!"
"Right, right!" i laughed throwing the vase from the table smashing it hard on the wall. "You are terminator who still needs to devolved them!!"
The fruit basket flew from the dining table as he brushed his finger tips to his roots. "You are taking all of my energy." He whispered.
"And why is that?"
"Cause i am in love with you Ally."
Without hesitation i opened the door wide waiving him, he gave a nod and walked in. I lowered myself grabbing my cup on the floor. What was he doing here, in LA? I could not contain my nerve and neither my excitement. Say something. "Would you like something to drink?" I asked, my voice shaky.
"No thanks." He smiled sitting on the sofa with one leg crossed over the other. At a turtle pace i strolled towards him sitting across on the single red leather sofa. "You look good."
"So-so do you." I uttered, my palms sweating. "What- what are you doing here?"
"I wanted to see you," His eyes narrowed. "After the way you broke up with me, god i had to come see you and demand an explanation, you left me cold, broken and sad what else am i supposed to do?"
What was i supposed to do. "My father- he uh i had to marry you know- i had..." I could not find my words, it was stuck in my throat.
"Screw your father, you are a young woman and you can make your own decisions, you just made the fucking wrong one."
"Please, i had to it was not my intention to hurt you," Tears forming on my cheeks as i utter those words. "I am sorry."
"I love you Al, i love you so much, i went out on sea trying to clear my head but i can't. You are my dream, my reality my everything, and you murdered me and became my nightmare." A single tear drop from his eye. "But i still love you and i will to fight for you." I can see him dying and i am feeling so so guilty. "Leave Andy, be with me, we can still travel, go explore. You always want to go Paris we can go there."
"I have been there," I shrugged.
"Did Andy take you?" He asked. One thing about Rick was that he became silent and than he burst from anger. He would never hurt me, but what i have done to him, i deserve a damn beat down. "Do you still love me?"
"What the hell are you doing in my house?" I turned my head seeing Andy, and oh does he have an anger expression. My heart beat stopped and so did my breathing. "And talking to my wife."
Rick stood up and cocked his head to one side. "Andy, so nice to finally meet you. I was expecting a wrestler body type."
"I can still kick your ass." He said softly with a smile. Oh i know that smile, no. no. "Get the hell out of my house, and out of my wives life,"
"She's mine Andy, always have been always will be," he turned his head to me and smirk. "You know you can't stay away from me, you always come back. I know it and so do you."
"Rick please i-"
"What she wants to say is Go Rick, before my husband kick your teeth in." Andy said waiving at the door. "Now."
He sighed and nodded. "See you soon Al." He walked out and i was left alone with Andy.
"I come home, god damn happy. I was planning to spend the day with you, talk to you about us and i walk in the living room expecting a kiss or a hug and i find your ex in the my house!" He bellowed. "have you seen me mad?"
"I did." I nodded. "But he came to me, i was not just going slam the door in his face." I said softly lowering my head.
"That's exactly what you should've done Ally!" He threw his suitcase on the floor startling me. "Not invite him in for tea and fucking cookies!"
"I am sorry okay!" I cried. "I am so fucking sorry. I had no idea he would coming knocking on our door saying 'hey Al, leave Andy and run away with me' i was just as shocked as you."
"Noticing the coffee stain on the floor?" He inquired pointing to the floor. "Shocked? I am not shocked i am fucking angry."
"And why are you so fucking angry Andrew, why are you so mad that my ex came to me, you don't feel anything for me!"
"Who said i don't feel anything? You, Maggie, fucking Rick! No you don't know how i feel!"
"Right, right!" i laughed throwing the vase from the table smashing it hard on the wall. "You are terminator who still needs to devolved them!!"
The fruit basket flew from the dining table as he brushed his finger tips to his roots. "You are taking all of my energy." He whispered.
"And why is that?"
"Cause i am in love with you Ally."
Notes
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3/27/16