I came home with laughter and joy in my heart, for the first in a long time i felt so happy... when will it end? It was about 5 in the afternoon when i enter the living area seeing Andy with a man. "Hello," i announced myself. The bearded man stood up and smiled walking up to me, i drop my bags holding out my hand. "Alyssa."

"Danny, Andy's best friend." he mummers eyeing my body up and down, looking like he is about to devour me, i cock my head to one side seeing Andy with his head lower playing with his engagement ring. "You are beautiful."

"I have been told." i tease with a grin. "Well no one said that, but yeah." shrugging at my own stupidity.

"I just said it." he laughs.

"Enough Danny that is my future wife you talking to." Andy spoke his head still lower gazing at his engagement ring. Danny just rolled his eyes crashing back on the sofa. "Where were you?" he finally looks up, anger spreading his face, looks like a volcano is about to explode in this apartment any moment.

"I am sorry but i had no idea to ask for your permission to go out, and i told you." i turn to Danny. "It was nice to meet you Danny. I am going to my room." i pick up my three large shopping bags walking up the stairs, son of a bitch, why is he always so gloomy and moody and well angry?

I step out of my flats to be barefoot, i walk to my window opening it to some fresh air, the sunny summer i always loved, i twirl around throwing everything i just bought on the bed. Three new tops with a perfect bare back, that i love so much. Two new jeans and of course a dress, the red Valentino that is over eight thousand. I hate shopping but when i do, i go all out. My hand trail down the outline of the dress as i admire its pure quality. How one dress can make you feel like a Goddess. "Your father called, we are having dinner at your parents house tonight." i look away from the silk dress in my hand to the door.

"Okay," i nod placing the Valentino neatly on the bed. "Anything else?"

"No," he whispers walking in, i did not even notice that he is wearing black suit, black tie and everything, his outfit matched his name, Andy Black. "Was it your idea or Maggie's?" he inquires gazing at my new clothes. "Seeing you hate shopping."

I am surprised he is paying attention to my existence and what i like and dislike. "Maggie."

"Did Maggie also peruse the-" he cock his head to one side and a small amuse smile spreads across his face as he push his hands in his pocket. "The newest addition to the 'no hands vibrator?"

Oh dear god, i followed his gaze seeing the box, i quickly yanked it from his eyes throwing it under the clothes. Damn it Maggie! she suggest i bought a new one seeing 'the old one will kill you' i rolled my eyes at that thought. "Its non of your-"

"Actually it is, i am your fiance." Oh dear i never seen him grin, a white teeth smile and my heart skips a beat i am not familiar with. "Why did you buy it?"

"Why do you buy apples?"

"Uh, i enjoy it." he states confused.

"That answers your question." i grumble walking to my bathroom. "i enjoy it."

Andy follows me leaning on the door frame; still a a smile on his face. "Are you blushing?"

I turn to him with my red cheeks and all. "I am not blushing, can you go away so i can pee, or do you want to watch me?"

A pout came on his face as he backs up. "We still need to keep a little mystery don't you think?" he twirls around and walked out hearing him close the door .

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I decided on my black blouse and my new skinny jeans, my hair in a high pony with my extensions out, i am not in the mood for heels so i went the other way having my white tennis shoes on. "You are here!" My mother bellows as we enter the mansion.

I turn to Andy who lowered him self shaking my dads hand, his legs is giving him now he is in a wheel-chair, is sad to see him like this. At least this will make him happy seeing me and Andy together 'a couple'

"Hey daddy," i whisper giving him a soft hug. "how are you feeling?"

"Better now, seeing my daughter in love." he chuckles. Oh dad, we so far from it.

A few minutes later we are at the table full of food, from bread to soup. The new maid named Janna came in her eyes on Andy the whole time, and his eyes on me. I hate feeling like a worm getting examine with a magnifying glass. "you ready for Friday?" My mother asks sipping on her wine.

"Yes i am." Also far from it.

"I bet your best friend is excited, knowing she will be the star of the show." she grumbles.

I rolled my eyes and shrug. "Maggie is my best friend, and she can do whatever she likes, and i prefer the spotlight on her rather than on me and Andy,"

"I agree." Andy states with a nod.

"Andy where are you taking my daughter on your honeymoon?"

Yeah where? i hope not far. "Seattle." he responded tight and quick.

Seattle? why? its my home town.... "Why?" My mother asks.

Andy looks up narrowing his eyes. "Alyssa always talk so high of her hometown and she misses it, so i am granting her wish, after all i need to fulfill her darkest fantasies and wishes.." he turns to me with a sly smile. Oh god the vibrator incident.

"I am glad." My dad mummers.

This night should go by quickly. Painless without misunderstood.

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That night i dreamed of sweet kisses around my neck down my collar bone, the feeling he gave me when we made love, My breast became heavy and the sensation of me wanting to pleasure my inner sexual frustration.

I sway my legs over my bed walking to my closet, i open it removing the top where i hid my vibrator. "Uh... i swore i put it here." i throw most of my clothes out of the wooden closet, "Ugh!" Maybe i place it somewhere else.

I shook it off walking down stairs in need of water, i stop in my tracks seeing Andy busy on his laptop. "You still awake." i whisper.

"Can't sleep. neither can you." he looks up with a small smile. "Or did your own moaning and groaning wake you?"

My eyes grew wide and reality strikes me. "You." i breathe. "Where is it?"

"I have no idea what you are talking about." he mummer gazing back at what he was doing.

"Andy this is not funny give me back my- ugh you know what never mind." i snap drinking a bit of water walking up the stairs. "i will find it myself." i walk up to his room opening it. Now... where the hell is my vibrator. i lowered myself searching under his bed.

"i can see your butt from here," i jump up pulling down my night gown. "Its not under the bed."

"Give me my damn-" i lift up my hands in defeat. "What are you trying to do huh?"

"I am just enjoying the view." he grins licking his bottom lip. "Seeing you like this."
I scold at him with my arms crossed. He sighed heavily giving up as well. he walk to his drawer opening it, he seize the box throwing it to me. "Enjoy."

I just rolled my eyes walking out. i shut my door locking it. The mood is gone, ugh.

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