Arranged marriage to a Jerk (Andy Biersack love story.) (On Hold editing and whatnot)
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"I don't like this," I whisper feeling my heart doing cheer-leading moves against my rib cage, i walk into the small office that looked like a house. "Hello how can i help you?" The woman behind the desk ask with a smile.
"Yes, hi i am here for my 3:30 appointment with Dr. Howell." I say going up and down on my heel.
The girl- woman looked down and typed something on her key board, she slowly looks up and her face turned bright red. "Mr. Biersack." She breathe.
"Hello Bridget, what my wife said." He mummers pointing to me. The girl shrug and sighed. "Today Bridget."
"Don't have to mean," i say softly nudging my elbow in his stomach making him groan."Please." I gave a tight smile and a nod.
"Doctor Howell, you're 3;30 is here." She gave me a once over and return her focus on the screen of her computer. "Please go on in. I like your hair today Andy." My husband just rolled his eyes and walked to the red door.
I shrugged as well following Andy, he opened the door and old woman with grey hair stood in the middle of the room. "Andy," She whispers hugging him quickly. "And you must be Alyssa, I am Dr. Howell, please take a seat." I nod slowly strolling to the red sofa. Andy sat next to me resting his arm behind me on the sofa, he pull his leg to his knee leaning back. I sat up straight placing one foot behind another. This session has not even began yet and i am already frustrated.
"So, Andy how are you today?" Dr. Howell asks placing her note pad on her lap, a small smile formed on her face as she gaze at me. "Two sessions in one week, now that's splendid and brought Alyssa with, see you remove that stick."
Andy chuckle shaking his head side to side. "No its still there, So uh guess we need help or whatever."
"let's start, Ally- can i call you Ally?" I nod instantly. "How do you feel about Andy?"
Uh.... "He's a jerk." I bit the inside of my cheek pressing my thumb in my palm twirling it around. "I don't really know i feel about him. He is a flip flop."
"Interesting," She nodded writing something on her pad.
"A flip flop?" Andy inquire confused. His voice smooth but at the same time rigid.
"You change your personality, or your mood in a matter of seconds, happy, than sad and than pissed." Dr. Howell explained. "We all have our flip flops but you my boy change like people changed their sheets," I bit down on my lips trying not to laugh. "Andy, your feeling towards a Ally?"
He turn to me and turn back his attention to the doctor. "You told me i am emotional robot." He grinned. "So i guess i don't have any feelings."
"That stick sweetie, that stick." Dr. Howell snaps. She is taking no prisoners, "You both," she points to me and than to Andy. "Should talk, there is no communication in this relationship. Think of your marriage as a foundation, four pillars on each edge, what is that four pillars?" I shrug and so did Andy. "Honesty, trust, love, and respect. If you have that four, you can build a house that could stand for a love time, so." She push her self up crossing her legs. "Lets start with honesty. Ally tell Andy the truth, Andy you do the same."
"What truth?" Both i and Andy ask with our brow arch.
"That's the question. There are so many truths, just start, Honesty build it. Andy you start. Start of easy." I turn my body gazing at him with my eyes narrowed.
"Uh," he clear his throat. "I don't like your hair. I like it the way it was."
I slowly turn to the doctor who has a small smile. "Small start Ally, go."
I took a deep breathe and sighed. "I don't like the way you always look at me, like i was the one who planned this whole marriage, like its my fault." My orbs began to water as i feel my hands began to tremble. "Its not my fault."
"I know its not, you give me the same look cause it looks like i pulled you away from your Rick." He spat out turning to me.
"Sometimes feels like it Andy, everything changed, i mean i had to break up with the love of my life cause i am marrying you."
Andy lowered his head shaking it slowly. "Andy would you go out in the waiting room please, i need to speak with Ally in private." Wait what? for a moment i actually forgot that the doctor was in here. Without begging him to go he walked out. She stood up and sat in Andy's seat. "Ally, every time you bring up your ex, Andy dies a little." Okay what? "Even though you can't see it, but i can. I know him in and out for three years," she brush her grey hair back and smiled. "You are not bringing up your ex cause you miss him, you are bringing him up everytime cause you're hiding the fact that you are starting to fall in love Andy," Freaking therapist. "Are you falling in love with Andy?"
"Yes."
"Yes, hi i am here for my 3:30 appointment with Dr. Howell." I say going up and down on my heel.
The girl- woman looked down and typed something on her key board, she slowly looks up and her face turned bright red. "Mr. Biersack." She breathe.
"Hello Bridget, what my wife said." He mummers pointing to me. The girl shrug and sighed. "Today Bridget."
"Don't have to mean," i say softly nudging my elbow in his stomach making him groan."Please." I gave a tight smile and a nod.
"Doctor Howell, you're 3;30 is here." She gave me a once over and return her focus on the screen of her computer. "Please go on in. I like your hair today Andy." My husband just rolled his eyes and walked to the red door.
I shrugged as well following Andy, he opened the door and old woman with grey hair stood in the middle of the room. "Andy," She whispers hugging him quickly. "And you must be Alyssa, I am Dr. Howell, please take a seat." I nod slowly strolling to the red sofa. Andy sat next to me resting his arm behind me on the sofa, he pull his leg to his knee leaning back. I sat up straight placing one foot behind another. This session has not even began yet and i am already frustrated.
"So, Andy how are you today?" Dr. Howell asks placing her note pad on her lap, a small smile formed on her face as she gaze at me. "Two sessions in one week, now that's splendid and brought Alyssa with, see you remove that stick."
Andy chuckle shaking his head side to side. "No its still there, So uh guess we need help or whatever."
"let's start, Ally- can i call you Ally?" I nod instantly. "How do you feel about Andy?"
Uh.... "He's a jerk." I bit the inside of my cheek pressing my thumb in my palm twirling it around. "I don't really know i feel about him. He is a flip flop."
"Interesting," She nodded writing something on her pad.
"A flip flop?" Andy inquire confused. His voice smooth but at the same time rigid.
"You change your personality, or your mood in a matter of seconds, happy, than sad and than pissed." Dr. Howell explained. "We all have our flip flops but you my boy change like people changed their sheets," I bit down on my lips trying not to laugh. "Andy, your feeling towards a Ally?"
He turn to me and turn back his attention to the doctor. "You told me i am emotional robot." He grinned. "So i guess i don't have any feelings."
"That stick sweetie, that stick." Dr. Howell snaps. She is taking no prisoners, "You both," she points to me and than to Andy. "Should talk, there is no communication in this relationship. Think of your marriage as a foundation, four pillars on each edge, what is that four pillars?" I shrug and so did Andy. "Honesty, trust, love, and respect. If you have that four, you can build a house that could stand for a love time, so." She push her self up crossing her legs. "Lets start with honesty. Ally tell Andy the truth, Andy you do the same."
"What truth?" Both i and Andy ask with our brow arch.
"That's the question. There are so many truths, just start, Honesty build it. Andy you start. Start of easy." I turn my body gazing at him with my eyes narrowed.
"Uh," he clear his throat. "I don't like your hair. I like it the way it was."
I slowly turn to the doctor who has a small smile. "Small start Ally, go."
I took a deep breathe and sighed. "I don't like the way you always look at me, like i was the one who planned this whole marriage, like its my fault." My orbs began to water as i feel my hands began to tremble. "Its not my fault."
"I know its not, you give me the same look cause it looks like i pulled you away from your Rick." He spat out turning to me.
"Sometimes feels like it Andy, everything changed, i mean i had to break up with the love of my life cause i am marrying you."
Andy lowered his head shaking it slowly. "Andy would you go out in the waiting room please, i need to speak with Ally in private." Wait what? for a moment i actually forgot that the doctor was in here. Without begging him to go he walked out. She stood up and sat in Andy's seat. "Ally, every time you bring up your ex, Andy dies a little." Okay what? "Even though you can't see it, but i can. I know him in and out for three years," she brush her grey hair back and smiled. "You are not bringing up your ex cause you miss him, you are bringing him up everytime cause you're hiding the fact that you are starting to fall in love Andy," Freaking therapist. "Are you falling in love with Andy?"
"Yes."
Well im obsessed
3/27/16