The Secret Submissive

“Look at you, such a good boy. I love when you kneel in front of me. So open, so exposed. Do you enjoy this Jinxx?”
“Yes mistress.”
“Look at me and tell me.”
I raise my eyes to hers, “I love being open and exposed for you mistress.”
“Sit up on your knees.” I bring my ass of my feet, and straighten myself up for her. I am eye level with her pussy and I can smell her sweet arousal as she stands directly in front of me. “Keep looking at me.”
“Yes mistress.”
She brings herself right up to my face. My eyes nearly roll back but I know I will be punished if I do anything but blink.
“Go ahead Jinxx, taste me. I know you’ve been wanting to do this for a while, and you’ve been such a good boy. I figured I’d give you a treat. But keep looking at me.”
She brings a foot up and rests it on a stool sitting right off to the side of me, opening her up. I lean forward and run my tongue along her. A moan escapes her, and me. She is so sweet. My mouth engulfs her. Sucking, licking and even occasionally biting. Her nails run over my scalp as she tangles her fingers in my hair, holding my mouth to her. Again I moan, watching her come undone is intoxicating.
“Jinxx, you can uses your hands too, wherever you want.” I run my hands up her legs to her ass, squezzing and pulling her harder to my mouth. “That’s it Jinxx, keep going. I’m so close.”
I growl into her, taking a hand from her ass. I slam two fingers deep into her, moving them at a blinding pace. I feel the muscles in her legs trembling. “Oh Jinxx, don’t stop honey, I’m right there.” Her head rolls back, and she’s panting. I moan with her as her pussy tightens around my fingers. Then I catch her as she collapses from her orgasm.
I sit back on my feet and hold her to me with one arm. The hand I used still tightly cupping her, extending the pleasure of her orgasm. I’m panting, my heart is pounding, I need her to touch me, but I know better than to ask.
“Jinxx, that was amazing. I’ve never cum so hard. Thank you.”
I fight to find my voice, “You’re welcome mistress.”
“Oh listen to you. You’re so turned on. What shall we do about that?” She stands and I return to the submissive position, my eyes to the floor, and arms in my lap. “I have an idea.”
She walks over to my dresser, and opens the top drawer, where she keeps the toys here at my house. I can’t see what she pulls out but I hear the distinct sound of cuffs and my heart leaps. Its amazing how not having the control, and not being able to used your hands, can heighten the amount of pleasure a person feels.
“Stand Jinxx and come over to the bed.” I do as I’m told. “Back against the post honey and put your arms up.”
She adjust the cuffs on the post that would be most convenient for her idea. “Ok, now, I want you to lay across the bed, but from your hips down, hanging off, if you can reach the floor with your knees you can kneel. Reach as far forward as you can, and grab the sheets, and no matter what, do not let go.”
“Yes mistress.” Again I do as I’m told. Oddly enough, even though I’m not that tall, I can still reach the floor. I grab as much of the sheets as I can. I breathe deep, centering myself for what’s to come. I already have a feeling.
She kneels behind me, running her hands along my back and down over my ass. I hear the pop from the cap of the lube bottle, and shortly after the cool liquid is running down the crack of my ass. I jump at the sensation but I don’t let go of the sheets.
“You need to stay relaxed honey, deep breaths. ok? This will only be uncomfortable for a few seconds.”
“Yes mistress.”
She goes back to rubbing my ass in circles. It’s relaxing, but every so often I feel her thumbs inch forward and no matter how relaxed I am, I tense a bit, waiting for the inevitable. Deep inside, there is a part of me that’s wanting it, badly.
Finally her thumbs run down my crack right over that sensitive spot. She does not enter me, but instead runs firm circles over it. I grip the sheets hard and gasp into the bed.
With her other hand she drips more lube over me, as she preps me. Slowly I feel her well-manicured finger press in. “Ah.” I tense up.
“Relax Jinxx, breathe.” I take a deep breath and will my body to relax. Again she starts her intrusion, pressing firmly but not forcefully. Within seconds she has her thumb buried in me. “Good, honey. I’m going to start moving. Let me know when it starts to feel good.”
I breathe in deep, noticing how shakily the air enters my lungs. As she moves her thumb my breath comes out in a rush. I do everything I can not to tense up. Slowly she pulls it out then pushes it back into me. When I realize it’s not hurting I relax completely and let the feeling take over. Eventually I open to her, and she pulls her thumb all the way out, only to enter me with two longer fingers. With her palm down, she’s able to curl her fingers forward, pressing into the bundle of nerves
“Oh, yes. Right there. Please keep going.”
More lube, more movement. Her hands move at a faster pace, scissoring open. Her other hand wraps around my cock, which at the moment is flaccid, but at her touch instantly starts to harden. She finds her rhythm, stroking me as she pumps her fingers into my ass.
“Oh god, you’re going to make me cum.”
I claw at the sheets, holding on for dear life. Every move of both of her hands overwhelms my senses, bringing me higher and higher. She stops the assault on my cock, stopping the climb to my orgasm. “Oh mistress, please.”
Her free hand comes down on my ass. My head comes off the bed as I groan, the sting making me want more.
“I’m going to use a vibrating plug on you, but its obvious the ball cage will be necessary.” She removes her fingers and enters me with the plug. I can feel the bulge on the side of the plug pressing hard against my prostate. “Stand Jinxx.”
“Yes mistress.” As I move to stand I am even more aware of that distinct bulge. Every movement I makes rubs it against the nerves there, sending waves of intense pleasure through me. My cock twitches at it.
“Stand back against the bedpost again. Arms up.”
I press my back into the wood and lift my arms over my head. She cuffs my wrists and I’m stuck there. I watch as she wraps the leather cage around my balls, adding weight to keep them down. She walks back over to the drawer of toys and pulls out the fleshlight and a leather strap with a hole in the center of the leather. She slides the end of the fleshlight through the hole of it. Adding a bit of lube to the inner rubber of the toy, as she walks over to me.
She slides it over my length. “Ah, fuck.”
“Oh Jinxx, I’m going to enjoy watching this so much.” She kisses my cheek then my neck, sucking and biting the soft flesh under my ear as she straps the fleshlight to me. Her hand slides down my crack to turn on the vibrating plug. My head rolls back and I moan, deep and long. The bulge in the plug is exactly where its vibrating.
She steps back a bit and twist the dial on the fleshlight, and it too starts to vibrate.
“Holy Fuck!” Its intense. I fight against the cuffs. Throwing my head back against the post, I slam my eyes shut, “ahhhh, shit!”
“Absorb it baby, feel the vibrations.” Her hands run over my chest and abs, complete sensory overload. My knees want to give out but the cuffs cut into my wrist, enough pain to keep me standing.
I feel like I’m going to implode, but I don’t want it to stop. “It feels so good.” My screams escalate to a point that I’m sure the neighbors can hear.
“Open your eyes Jinxx.”
I look at her, my eyes not able to open fully, half lidded from pure ecstasy. She’s leaning against the wall, watching me. Her eyes full of lust. Her hand finger running circles over her clit.
“Oooohhhhh mistress.”
“Are you enjoying yourself Jinxx.”
I scream out a ‘yes’ as I watch her, every noise that comes from me, makes her tremble. She stops and walks back up to me. She covers my mouth with her hand and leans down kiss my chest.
“Do you know how sexy you look to me right now? Tied up and at my mercy. Every muscle in your body is straining and shaking. Your balls so sensitive and so full, waiting to be released.” I whimper against her hand as her fingertips play lightly over my balls. She removes her hand from my mouth. “Do you want to cum Jinxx?”
“Yes mistress.”
“Then beg.”
The seductive tone in her voice makes my head roll back. I try not to scream, “Please mistress, let me cum.”
“No.” She steps back from me and I growl. “Are you testing me?”
“YES!”
Her eyes widen in shock, then an evil grin plays across her red lips. Out comes the riding crop. She rushes me, grabbing the cuffs and spinning them with me so she doesn’t hurt me. The crop comes down across my ass. Aimed perfectly to bump the plug. I cry out.
“Apologize.”
I hesitate and the crop comes down again.
“I’m sorry mistress.”
And again.
“Ahh fuck, I’m sorry.”
“Now beg!”
“Please, mistress, let me cum. I need to cum! Please!!”
She undoes the ballcage in one quick motion, then the crop comes down, bumping the plug again, and again.
“Cum for me then.”
Again, the crop comes down, hitting the plug even harder and I burst.
“AH FUCK YES!!!”
She is quick to turn off both the vibrators as I empty myself into the fleshlight. She removes the cuffs and I collapse to the floor. She kneels and holds me close, until my shaking body calms itself. That’s when I notice I’m crying.
“Jinxx, baby, lets consider the session over, now talk to me. Whats wrong?”
I laugh through the tears, “I’m not sure.”
“Was I too rough?”
“No, it was beyond amazing.”
“Then what is it?”
“I don’t know how to explain it. I feel lighter, I feel relief.”
“This is what you were looking for, all along. Honey, I’ve shattered the hard outer exterior you put up around yourself.”
“I think you’re right.” I don’t know what came over me but I kiss her, hard. Her fingers tangle into my hair as she holds my lips to hers. I move so I can pull her onto my lap. I find I am hard again, and I slide into her with ease. Slowly I thrust up into her, and I use my hands to rock her hips.
“Oh Jinxx, don’t stop.”
“Fuck, Nessa. You feel so good.”
Wrapping her arms around the back of my head, she pulls my face into her neck and just holds me. I move slowly within her. Panting, moaning, both of us becoming a sweaty mess. I feel my orgasm building deep in my core and her walls just start to tighten around me. I wrap my arms around her back and as I thrust up, I pull her down, hard, grinding myself into her.
“Jinxx, I’m gunna cum.”
“Cum with me Nessa. Now baby, let go.”
She throws her head back as she cums.
“Oh, Nessa.” Her name comes from my lips, a moan, against her neck. I lift her so I can slide out of her. Her eyes come back into focus and she kisses me.
“Come on Jinxx. Let’s take a bath.”

Notes

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