When we're done cleaning, Andy turns to me with this smile that make me melt.
“When is the cake ready?” he asks in a five years old voice. I smile widely and walk past him, I bent to the oven..
“Hmm.. About fifteen more minutes?” I stood up and he's looking at me.. Again? What's his problem? Why is he always looking at me like that? What's wrong with me?
I look at my phone to see it's already 4PM.. One more hour and Alex will finally be back! I wonder why I agreed to see this man, alone, in my small apartment!

To be honest, I both want to run away to Japan and to jump on this man and do things I never felt like doing before.. But I couldn't do neither of them. Running to Japan would be hard, plus it would mean to leave everything and everyone I love. Jumping on him would mean to be rejected by this handsome man.. And to have to run to Japan to avoid shame.. Too much 'to' in this sentence!
“What are you thinking about?” what? Shit! I forgot he was still here.. You forgot? And how would you jump on him if he was gone? I have to get rid of my demon!
“Uh.. Nothing in particular..” I lie, avoiding eye contact. Suddenly I'm pulled to him. His hand on the back of my neck and his face a few inches from mine..
“I wish I was in this head of yours..” he whispers. I don't know why, but now I could do anything to have his lips against mine.. But I'm only dreaming!

He releases me and walks to the living room.. I'm glad there's a little distance between us. This man is strange, he attracts me yet kinda scares me. I've never felt like this before. Never.
“Angie? What do you want me to sing?” I turn around to see his tall figure laying against the door frame. When did he get back to here? Why did he get back to here?
“Uh.. I don't know.. Something from your band?” he smiles and walks to me.. Weren't he close enough? He has to get closer? But you like it tho.. I'm going to kill my little demon soon.. And where's my little angel? Did she die when I met Andy? I could understand.. I felt a part of me dying too.. No, you felt a part of you dying to have him!!

When he is just in front of me, a smile spreads on his face and he lifts me to the table. He sat me on it and wraps his arms around me. I feel my heart going crazy, what's happening to me? Am I sick?
He lays his head on my thighs, his arms all around me.. Would he mind if I touch his hair?
I shyly put my hand on his head, going up and down.. They are so soft.. I tangle my finger in his dark hair, pulling them slightly.. I earn a soft groan.. he likes it? Good. Because I do too.
Yeah, then lead him to your bed? No!
“Hmm.. Don't stop.. It's amazing..” he murmurs against my thigh. I keep massaging and softly pulling his hair during awhile until I smell like our cake is ready.
“Andy.. The cake is ready.” his head pop up and he looks at me confused. I point at my nose and he grins.

We walk to the oven and I open it, I take a knife and put it in quickly.
“What are you doing?” I smile at him and show him the knife.
“I'm verifying if the cake is perfect. When the knife is dry, it's ready.” his smile go wide, what? It's your first cake?
“I feel proud! It's my first cake.” my bad.. It's my.. Well I can't count anymore!
“We have to let it cool down first.. Time to sing.” he nod and we walk to the living room. We sat on the large couch and I pull my legs under me, waiting. He sighs.. I guess he really doesn't want to sing now? He closes his eyes.

'One look and I am sold
You got me on my knees
You steal all my innocence
A love sick melody

Take me…

You always want the one that you can’t have
Cuz’ Love Isn’t Always Fair
You are the best romance I’ve never had
Cuz’ Love Isn’t Always Fair

Your kiss a withered rose
Your lips have buried me
Hearts race the moments gone
We shared this fantasy

Take me…

You always want the one that you can’t have
Cuz’ Love Isn’t Always Fair
You are the best romance I’ve never had
Cuz’ Love Isn’t Always Fair

He sing, then suddenly pull me against him.

Kneel and pray for closure baby
This is the ride that we’re on, oh
And I’m taking what you give to me
Never want it to stop,
I want it all'

'In this temporary love

You always want the one that you can’t have
Cuz’ Love Isn’t Always Fair
You are the best romance I’ve never had
Cuz’ Love Isn’t Always Fair'

Wow. Just wow. His voice is low yet melodic. It send shiver to my spine, I feel weird.. And those lyrics... Were they meant to me?

Notes

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