Saturday night, 6PM
It's done. I made my choice. Today has been one of the worse day of my life. I know I'm going to do something wrong. But I made my choice. It's too late. No, I want it to get over with.
I walk to the bathroom. Then undress myself and take a hot shower. I shampoo my hair then apply my conditioner. I walk out of the shower and wrap myself in a white towel. I dry my hair and look at my reflection in the mirror. I seem so tired. I am so tired. But this hell will soon be over.

I walk to my room, in my towel as usual. I put on some underwear.. Matching of course. I don't want to impress Andy, but I want to be at least presentable. I then put on my high waisted short along with a short top, a pair of black boots and I'm ready. I brush my hair and apply some blush to my cheeks to look better. Well, this will be over.. Then I'll try my best to forget about Andy. About all of this. I'll move on with my life.

I grab my phone and bag and walk out of my room.. To meet a shocked Alex.
“Damn girl! Where are you going?” Shit! What can I tell her? I just can't say the truth! But I already lied once to my best friend! This can't.. Oh la la!
“Uh.. I met someone.. I'm going to see him tonight.” I lie, blushing. Alex smile widely.
“That's good! I'm glad you got rid of Andy so fast! Have fun!” she say happily. I smile back at her, but deep inside I feel like crying. I'm not better than Andy, I'm a liar! She's happy when I just lied to her.. I'm such an horrible person!

I walk out of the apartment to my car. I feel so bad. But I have to do it. I want to do it. Even if it means I'm an horrible person. I'm just a bitch. A cheap one.

I drive to the address Andy gave me. It's a huge building. I look at my phone and realize I'm late. 7:10. So I park my car and walk to the front door, shaking. I walk in and go to the reception.
“Uh.. Hello..”
“Good night Miss. Are you Miss. Murphy? Mr. Biersack is waiting for you in his room. Room 408.” says the woman after I nod to her first question. I thank her and walk to the elevator. I go in, still shaking like a leaf. It feels like it's going slower than normally... I'm stressed!

When the doors open and I walk out, feeling like a robot. I walk to the room 408. I catch my breath then slightly knock on the door. Hello hell! I'm here, take me!
The door open and I see Andy. Topless. Looking down at me with a small smile.
“I'm glad you came.” he says, his voice low and sexy, then push himself to let me in. I walk in feeling like I'm going to black out. I only had sex once. And it wasn't with a man who could burn me with a touch..

He invites me to sit on the bed. I look around and really this room is beautiful. The bed is red, the wall in a cream color. There's a nightstand in wood and a mini fridge in a corner..
“Do you want to drink something?” asks Andy while opening the mini-fridge. I shook my head, unable to speak. Why the fuck is he shirtless? He takes a beer and a bottle of water then turns to me.
“Here. Drink that.” he gives me the bottle and I take it without looking up.
Suddenly his burning hands are on my shoulders and he massages them softly.. It burns yet feels good.

“You need to calm down Angel.. It's just sex. It's physical..” he whispers to my ear. Maybe for him.. Not for me, it's not 'just sex'. But his hands on me help me calm down.
“It feels good princess?” I nod, feeling my breath getting heavier. What's going to happen to me?
His hand get lower, still massaging me. Then suddenly he turns me around and his lips are on mine. Softly. When I kissed back I knew I wouldn't be able to stop anymore..

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