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I've Given You My Heart To Break..

X. Bitch mode

A few days later
Today is Friday.. Meaning no work for the next two days! That's awesome.. Even if I don't know yet what I'll do this weekend. Maybe some shopping on Saturday morning, hang out at night? I don't know, maybe I'll just take a book and read.. But for now, I still have a day before going to work for the last time until Monday!
I sat in front of my piano as almost everyday and stroke the white keys. I have been playing a lot lately. And Alex didn't complain about it. I start playing an air, not a classical one as usual, just a melody that's playing in my head..

“Angie.. Stop playing this. It's been three days since you only play this song! What is it?” I shrug. I don't even know where it's coming from! I just know it's in my head.. In my heart?
“I'm sorry Alex. I don't even know why I play this song..” she sighs while sitting on the couch next to me.
“I've heard it somewhere before.. Where?” she thinks out loud. I know she's thinking because she's talking to herself..


“I know!” she yell suddenly. I turn to her with a confused look on my face. She knows this song?
“Yes! It's from Black Veil Brides!” Dafuq? I don't even know who this is? A band? She sees my confusion and just rolls her eyes.
“Your crush band..” I raise an eyebrow. My crush? I don't have a crush!.. Or maybe she's talking about him? I avoid saying or even thinking his name.. It's unhealthy!
“Andy!! I don't remember the song's name. But I'm pretty sure it's from them!” Oh. Okay.
“Cool. So?”
“I didn't know you were listening to them.. You really have a big crush aren't you?” I blush a bit.
“I.. I don't listen to them.. He.. Well, he kinda sang something to me the other day” I say, shaking my hand as if it was nothing.. It was fucking special! I was against him and.. Calm down Angie!


“Uh oh! I told you he liked you! He always refused to sing anything to me!” I shrug.
“I kinda forced him.. He wanted a cake.” I reply, standing up. I need some air. I need Alex to leave me alone with this whole Andy thing!
“Oh. I forgot to tell you! Tomorrow I invited some friends over.. For a girly night.” I sigh..
“Who?” I just ask. The last time has been horrible. I ended up with my face plastered with makeup!
“Uh.. Jenny, Ana, Lizzy, Kate, Pam.. And I may have invited Nicky..” she say counting on her fingers. But my mind only understood 'Bitch, Bitch, Bitch, Bitch, Bitch.. And Super-Bitch.' Wait! Super-Bitch?!!! I send my friend a death glare. Super-Bitch.. I mean, Nicky is Tommy's new girlfriend. She's ten time cuter than me and sexier and oh! I forgot, twenty time bitchier than me.. 'Bitchier' don't exist? But, you got my point..


“I'm sorry.. But I promise things will be fine..” I groaned in annoyance.. Fine? It's never fine with Nicky! She's a fake ass bitch! Always saying shit on people's back! I just can't stand her! With her fake blond hair and her tons of makeup.. She's famous for fucking thousands men around! Sorry, did I say thousands? I meant hundreds!
“I know you hate her.. But you know she can help me?” I sigh. Alex and 'Nicky' both works as writers. As much as I like Alex's stories, I just can't understand what people like in Nicky's books.. They are as stupid as their author! But maybe people look more at her boobs then her books? It's just a letter in difference after all..


Sorry. I'm in my bitch mode. But it's not my fault. It's automatically activated at the mention of a certain blond's name..


“Okay Angie.. If you can keep calm and stay nice and polite to Nicky.. I will.. Uh.. I don't know.. What do you want?” I smile, what do I want? Good question..
“I want 'no Nicky' in this place!” I reply, trying my best not to yell at her.. She knows it! She fucking know!
“I know.. But something else you would like? I know! I'll bring you on shopping Saturday morning at my expense!” she said full of hope.. That could be nice.. Really nice.. But a full night with Nicky? I don't know.. Maybe I could text Andy? He'll make me forget about her? Plus a shopping time at Alex's expense is something more rare then finding gold on the floor.. If you see what I mean..
“Okay..” I sigh again.. I just sold my soul for a shopping time right?


Notes

Because we all have this bitch mode. Even the nicest persons.. x)
Thanks for the comment and love! I love you all! <3


Totally unrelated.. I have a 'ghost alert' does any one know how to get rid of it?

Comments

omg 'the first thought' this story is amazing i really need to know whats gonna happen next please update more im really enthralled in this story. What will Alex do? What will Andy do next? Is Matt coming back? What's Angie gonna do? Is she actually gonna jump off the bridge? Please, please, please update soon

MrsAndyBiersack MrsAndyBiersack
1/27/17

ugh. if she was so insanely pro-life she shouldn't have had an abortion. though i don't believe a wad of fetal tissue is a baby, she clearly does. and what a terrible friend for making her feel worse, not being supportive, and spouting the same rhetoric. if she really is so weak-willed she did something that made her want to commit suicide, that's pretty pathetic.

anathema anathema
10/28/16

@anathema
Thank you :) (I'm late sorry..)


@MrsAndyBiersack
Sorryyyyyyyyy! I'll update soon! I was... Busy af. You'll soon know everything ;)

@I am your Shadow

please update more I am dying I need to find out what happens next what Andy is gonna do to Angie and how Alex is gonna react and I need to know if Matt is coming back on the scene. This story is amazing, I need to know!!!!!!!

MrsAndyBiersack MrsAndyBiersack
9/12/16