What If We Changed?
Maybe we will be happy..
As I walked back from Callie's school, I couldn't stop thinking about Jinxx.. He kissed me. It has been so long since it last happened! But his lips were still so soft and perfect on mine.. And of course I didn't resist enough.. Was I a slut for that?
But he said himself he wanted to divorce right? So he'll be single? So I won't be a bitch..?
I remembered when he said he loved me.. Who would think that so much time after he would still care for me? Even if I was now a mother, and it wasn't his child.. But he still loved me.
This could work after all. Maybe the divorce will go right and we will be back together? Maybe we will be happy?
I walked in our building and instantly thought about Joana.. Andy was in her bed this morning. And even if she kept saying nothing happened, even if she said she didn't believe in love anymore.. I can see she still have feeling toward this guy!
I knew they hadn't done anything -they were both dressed, and really, who bother getting dressed after this?- and I also knew Andy wasn't sleeping.. But they were so cute together in this bed.. Cuddling with each other. I could easily imagine them as a couple, and I have the idea Andy did too..
That would be good. Andy with Joana. And Jinxx with me.. But was it even possible for life to be that great?
Notes
Shadow!
Sorry I that's all I got..
And sorry for the late update. School have been crazy for both DarksideKeys and I..
IT dude/dudette you just made me think of the scariest and bestest movie of all time IT and what do you bestest isn't a word yeah it is I made it one *runs around with tongue out for absolutely no reason* @DarksideKeys
9/16/14