Onyx's Point of View.

I have been really sleepy since I woke up the other day, mainly because of the medication I was on. I still couldn't leave yet though. Due to the amount of blood I lost at the time of the accident, and because I sustained a serious head injury. Apparently!

I do believe that I had an bash to the head as I had headaches and migraines everyday. My shoulder was wrapped up and I would have to have a sling for a few days and change the dressing every day. I had already missed my training day for work, meaning I probably wouldn't have a job there at all. And I missed taking Callie to school for her first week there. I felt so bad.

Without my permission either one of the guys or the girls (Joana and Ella) would come and make sure I wasn't alone. Mostly Joana though, I think she felt guilty for not telling me sooner so I had time to prepare myself. But really, I think this would have happened either way.

Jinxx came in to see me. I was kind of happy to see him, but he would always leave to soon to go and see his wife or something like that. Anyway it was nice to see him. He came to see me everyday.

"Hiya Onyx. How you feeling today?" He asked. I smiled and answered with a shrug and a wave.

"Not talking? That's not like you at all!" he said smiling. I just nodded again. I was too tired to even think let alone talk.

"Onyx, please talk." He said looking down, like he was upset.

"Fine, I'm feeling shit and super tired. No I don't particularly want to talk and i'm sorry for upsetting you." I said now biting at the skin on my fingers. Like I do when I'm nervous or trying not to say something.

"Are you nervous? Is it me making you uncomfortable?" He asked moving ever so slightly closer to me.

"No. I'm not n-nervous. I'm just... never-mind." I said going back to biting the skin.

"Oh. Okay. Urm I have to tell you something." He trailed of towards the end but I could still here every word.

"Go ahead. I'm listening." I said beckoning him over to me, he did as I asked and moved to the chair closest to me where Joana usually sits when she is visiting me.

"Well urn. What I said the day you woke up. About me urh l-loving you too. It's true, I wasn't just saying it." He said shifting in the chair a few times.

"I know. I could see it in your eyes. But I chose not to say or do anything about it. Jinxx your married. You have a wife and you can start a family. You don't need me." I said even though it hurt to say the last four words of that sentence..

"But. But listen I do need you. I love you." I sighed as he said that, I could hear the raw emotion in his voice. Jinxx was about to cry.

There was silence for about two minutes and as I was about to say something Jinxx got up and left the room. I saw Joana outside but I really just could not talk to anyone.

"Hiya hun. You okay?" Joana asked me. I shook my head and burst into tears again.

"Shh Shh its okay. Whats wrong?"

"Jinxx loves me but I told him he didn't need me." I said wiping the tears from my eyes.

"Oh Nyx you poor thing." She hugged me then sat down.

"I think I might have a sleep. I'm shattered." I said lying back and resting me head into the pillow.

"You have every right to be tired." Jo said leaning back on her chair looking down at her phone.

I started to drift off when someone started knocking the door. Joana said something about food so I just nodded and she and left the room. CC, Ash and Jake walked in and each took a seat and started to talk to me but I was falling asleep.

I woke up about three four minutes later maybe I don't know but Jake had mentioned something about Joana taking her time with coffee.

"Urh Jake, is Joana getting me a coffee?" I asked sounding sleepy

"Yeah Nyx. Want me to ask her to hurry up?" Jake replied. I nodded smiling.

Jake got up and left the room. Soon after Joana came in followed by... ANDY! Shit. This is NOT good at all.

I sipped my coffee and soon fell asleep.

Notes

DarksideKeys.

Sorry its short. Had no ideas... All i got sadly