Joana's P.O.V
I was so happy Onyx was awake! Even if the reasons why she was there were sad, I was extremely happy for her and Callie. If it wasn't for 'uncle Jackey' we would have been in trouble.. But happily Callie got along with Ella so it was okay. Now that Onyx was awake I had to call the guys to come. So when Jinxx hugged Onyx I went out to call Jake and ask him to bring the rest of the guys.
The last three days we managed to always have at least someone there in case she woke up. And thanks to that I avoided Andy. I didn't know how he would react to see me there..

Jinxx walked out of the room, his eyes wet. I gave him a quick hug and he walked off. Then I went in to talk to Onyx..
Later I heard a slight knock on the door.
“I guess the guys are there and want to see you Onyx. I'm going to get me something to eat want some?” she nodded and I walked out of the room just when Jake, CC and Ash walked in. I waved at them then walked to the hospital's cafeteria.

I took a coffee for Onyx with a donut and some cookies for myself. I then walk back to her room but bump into someone.. Again?
Luckily the coffee didn't fall.. But I couldn't say the same for my cookies. Too bad. I looked up to see Andy. His eyes wide open.
“Y.. You?” he asked, helping me up. I awkwardly smiled at him. Well, I didn't plan this. Not like this. Not now.. Well never!

“Oh. Uh.. Hi Andy!” I say and he smiled a bit
“Hi stranger number 1” he replied. I couldn't help but smile. Andy then looked down and said:
“Sorry for your cookies.. What are you doing here?” I shrugged.
“I'm here for a friend..” no, not 'and you?' I already knew why he was there. And he was there for the same person as me..
“Oh that's-”
“Joana! Onyx asked if you could bring her a coffee..” said Jake as he walked out of the room.

Andy's eyes widened. Then his mouth followed by dropping open. He looked at me, totally shocked. Oops?
“Jo..? Joana? Like Joana Myers? Oh my fucking God..” I nodded then walked off with a shrug. Onyx needed her coffee! But as soon as I walked in, Andy followed me. A frown on his face. I gave my friend her coffee and walked out grabbing Andy's arm.

“Yes I am Joana. And I know I changed. The guys have been saying it since we first met the other day..” he looked at me and bent his head to the side. Andy then opened and closed his mouth several times.
“What happened?” I froze. I couldn't tell him what happened. I would never talk about this!
“Nothing.” I whispered. Andy took my head in his both hands, forcing me to look up. His eyes were so blue..
“Nothing? You're not the same as before.. It's stronger than your hair and style.. Something deep inside of you-”
“I grew up.” I replied, cutting him off. I wouldn't say more.

Onyx knew. And it was already too much. Nobody else will ever know what I've been trough!

Notes

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-Shadow!