I cut myself with knives and pens

"Oh my god, like he is such a major prick, I got to dump him."
"Yep, he doesn't deserve you in the slightest"
"You can do so much better babe"
I could here them all talking, but I couldn't hear them saying anything. All I could hear was words, words, words and more words.
"What about you Rhian?" Emily asks
"What?" I say confused
"Are you coming out clubbing tonight?" I really didn't feel like it, but I need to see more of my friends before they get really pissed of with me.
"Of course I'm coming"
Later that night, we where dancing at the club, or should I say they were dancing. Yet I still seemed to be having a good time. I was still sober and just watching them dance brought a smile to my face. You know I probably would've started dancing if some proper music came on. Oh yeah did I mention? I'm saving up big time to buy my own strip club, that will only play remixs of GOOD music. This was actually a great night, nothing could ruin this, or so I thought.
Suddenly Ke$ha came on, and I thought why not? it's not the worst music that's come on. So I danced. While dancing, I lost myself in my thoughts. This was the first time I had properly smiled in ages, it was like I was walking on air. Then I tripped over my laces and fell into someone, that someone was James, my boyfriend.
"RHIAN?!" He yelled, shocked look on his face.
"James, hey baby what you doing here?"
"Nothing, look babe, you need to go"
"What why? Anyway where have you been? I haven't seen you all week and you promised to phone when you were back in town, why didn't you call?" James had told me he was away at work for the past 6 days, and I hadn't heard from him since. Then this is how he acts when he see's me again? Good mood, gone.
"Who the fucks this slut?" Came a voice from behind.
"Who the fuck you calling a slut you fucking tramp!" I yelled back "James, who the fuck is this?"
"Rhian, Megan. Megan, Rhian." He replied, trying to look as innocent as possible.
"Are you fucking her? Are you cheating on me?" I yelled.
"Wait what? Your his girlfriend? No, I am" The tramp murmured.
"I'm his girlfriend! I'm about to move in with him." I called, eyes starting to tear. "You bastard James, no your not a bastard, your a fucking UNHOLY CUNT!"
James POV
"No your not a bastard, your a fucking UNHOLY CUNT!" Unholy cunt, the word she ALWAYS uses when someone's REALLY pissed her off. Shit I did it this time. She pushed me away and ran off out of my arms into the crowd. What have I done? I'm such an idiot. The problem is Rhian, I love her more then anything, but she's all depressed nowadays. It's no fun, that's when I met Megan. She loves to party and she's a great kisser. She's even better in bed though. To be honest, I do love Rhian, but I've only been staying with her to support her.
Rhian's POV
He's cheating on me, I loved him and he broke my heart. I gave him my everything, love is evil.
I ran to the bathroom, pulled my razor out of my back pocket and slit all over my arms, legs, stomach, back, anywhere I could fine a space without a cut there already. I sobbed into my bloody hands and repeated my death wishes.
"If there's no point in living, so why aren't I dead already? If I can't hold..."
I stopped in the middle of my sentence. What am I doing? My boyfriend who I loved more than anything cheated on me, my whole body is bleeding, and I want to die. But my friends are out there. I'm still sober, that's going to have to change. I reached into my other back pocket and pulled out my pills, I swallowed a hand full. God, I felt dizzy, but I went outside and ordered a pint of whiskey. After that it all went blurry. I was grinding on some guy, I got into a massive bitch fight and I remember my friends all crowded around me trying to calm me down, as I was punching walls and if anyone got near me, I would kick at them.
I woke up the next day and suddenly remembered everything that happened last night. Oh my GOD! My friends must be well pissed of with me. I grabbed my phone and checked the time. 11:35. I over slept. I got in the shower, brushed my teeth, got dressed, combed my hair and put a bit of make up on. I walked down the stairs and heard a familiar sound coming from the TV. I went downstairs to see Emily watching Freddie vs Jason. I stood behind the couch and noticed Storm in the corner reading a book. Then suddenly Beth came out of the kitchen holding a slice of pie. She caught eye of me and through her pie onto the table and pounced on me for a hug. Suddenly everyone had noticed I was here and they all came over and squeezed me till I couldn't breathe.
"What's going on?" I asked, confused by all the hugging
"We were so worried?"
"Are you okay?"
"Do you even remember last night?"
The last one came from Emily, being a bitch.
"Yes I remember last night, and I'm so sorry" I pleaded
"Don't be stupid, it's not your fault"
"It wasn't that bad"
"You really need to keep hold of your anger" Last one from Emily again.
"We need to tell you something Riri" Storm said nervously staring into my eyes.

Notes

Okay, sorry for the long chapter and the late update, but I've been going through a lot these past few days. Been very busy. But like promised, these are my favourite stories:
*Accidents happen
*What if your hero was evil
*I am in love with my teacher
*I am in love with a sadist (sequel to I Am In love With My Teacher)
*She hates love.....he loves hate
*In the end, we all fall in love
These are the best ones