I'm Not Afraid

Seraphine's Point of View

"Baby, it's time to wake up." Andy gently shook me as he did his best to wake me up. I flipped him off and rolled over. He grabbed my hand and bit my middle finger.

"What the hell, Andrew?" I said loudly as I sat up. He looked at me with a smirk.

"We have a plane to catch." Andy told me. I rubbed my eyes and looked at the clock. He gave me two hours to get ready. I got out of the bed and went to the bathroom with Andy following me. He was way too happy to be awake right now.

"Can you not?" I asked him. He sat down on the edge of the tub as I went to the little room that houses the toilet. I could hear him laugh as I shut the door behind me.

"I've been up for awhile because the guys are here down in the studio." Andy told me. I came out of the toilet room and washed my hands before I washed my face and brushed my teeth. After I had changed into my clothes Jake had walked in.

"The car is here." Jake said rubbing his eyes. "Morning Seraphine."

"Morning Jake." I smiled at him before he left. "I'll be right down."

"I don't mind waiting for you. I prefer it actually." Andy smiled at me. I put in my piercings and turned to Andy. He was watching me with a smile.

"Ready."

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The flight was horrible because some lady could not get her child under control and the child cried the entire time. I was in a shit mood and so was everyone else. When we got to the bus, I played The Last of Us while the guys got ready for an interview.

"See you later." Andy said as he kissed the top of my head. I smiled at him without taking my eyes of the TV. After about an hour, I was really starting to get into the game and I was starting to get freaked out thanks to the surround sound of the bus.

"Its your ass, Mr. Postman!" I yelled as one of the bloater things came towards me. I was pretty bummed that the guys had an interview to do right now but it was nice to play without having to share. "Well fuck."

"Are you fucking kidding me?!" I yelled as I stood up from where I was sitting. "That fucker killed me."

"Everything okay in here?" A stranger asked me. I turned towards the door and noticed that Austin Carlile was coming onto the bus looking quite worried
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"I'm playing The Last of Us." I told him. He nodded and came in
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"Good game." He looked at the screen. "You have gotten a lot further than I have."

"I've been playing it for a week now." I said running a hand through my hair. "Didn't mean to worry you."

"No big deal. I just was making sure nothing was going on." He laughed. "The noises didn't sound like sex noises."

"Yeah, just playing video games." I said as the door opened. Andy came on and noticed that I was in the bus with Austin. They said hello to each other before Austin left the bus.

"Pause your game." Andy smiled at me. I pointed to the black screen and he laughed. "Did a clicker get you again?"

"Yes. Those fucking things suck." I said setting the controller down. "Where are we going?"

"We, my love, are going to announce that we are a couple." Andy smiled as he held my hand. "I got a question asked about what is going to make this tour better than the last and I answered that my girlfriend is with me." Andy grabbed my hand as we started to walk towards the place where he was being interview with the guys. "Then I was asked when you would be here and I said you were on the bus."

"Alright, love. But slow down. My legs are shorter than yours." I laughed. Andy slowed down but walked a little quicker to than me, dragging me behind him.

"This is my girlfriend, Seraphine." Andy smiled as he put his arm behind my lower back.

"Hello." I smiled.

"You're that Sports Illustrated model." The interviewer guy said. I nodded with a smile.

"That I am." I said nicely.

"My brother is in love with you." He stuttered. I smiled as Andy tried to ignore that comment. I laughed and put my arms around him hugging him.

"I'm quite flattered. What is your brothers name?" I asked him.

"Danny." He said shyly.

"Do you think he will be watching this?" I asked. He nodded. "Hey Danny. It's Seraphine here. Thanks for being my biggest fan."

"I'm sure he will love that."

"Well I'm going back to the game. Love you." I said to Andy before walking away. I walked towards the door and stopped as I realized what I had just said. I just to Andy and he looked at me with wide eyes. I felt my cheeks grow red before dashing out the room and rushing to the bus.

That night Andy did not come back until well after I had gone to sleep and I was worried that I had freaked him out by accidentally saying 'I love you.' The first night of tour I had gone to sleep worried and alone.

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