I'm Not Afraid

Andy's Point of View

I rubbed the back of my neck as I finally headed to bed. I groaned as I noticed the numbers on the clock read that it was 3 a.m. I walked into the room that I was now sharing with Seraphine. I silently walked into the room to find Seraphine on the right side of the bed facing the window. She had the covers off of her body and I noticed she was wearing one of my shirts and it was hiked up to her belly button revealing that she was in her underwear.

I tore my eyes away from her and went to the bathroom to get ready for bed. I washed my face and brushed my teeth quickly so that I could get a few hours of sleep before Seraphine woke up at 7 a.m. I removed my clothes and kept myself in my briefs.

As I walked back to the room I noticed that Seraphine was now in the middle of the bed facing the bathroom door. She look so peaceful sleeping. I smiled and climbed into the bed next to her before pulling her into my arms so that I could get sleep with such a beauty in my arms.

Seraphine's Point of View

I stirred awake at the warn embrace of Andy and the sun shining in on my face. I turned my head to look away from the sun and smacked the side of my head to the front of Andy's face. He jumped back.

"Holy fuck." He said holding his nose. I sat up quickly and leaned over him. He had his eyes shut tight and he was holding his nose. I straddled him and moved his hands from his nose.

"Let me take a look at it." I whispered. He kept his eyes screwed shut as I looked at his nose. "So the good news is that you aren't bleeding and the other good news is that it isn't crooked either. But there is now bad news."

He kept his eyes shut with his arms to his sides slightly touching my legs. I examined his features as he sat there with his eyes closed. His hair was a mess. His lips were parted as he laid underneath me. I smiled at the beautiful man underneath me.

"You're so beautiful." I whispered to him. He opened his eyes and looked at me.

"I'm beautiful? So are you." He smiled. "But right now you look pretty sexy straddling me." He smirked at me before his hands found my hips. He gave them a gentle squeeze and smirked at me.

"You would say that." I smirked at him.

"So what is on your agenda today?" Andy asked me as he gently rubbed my legs. I bit my lip and looked down at him.

"Well I was going to do some lap in the pool before you woke up but you are already awake. So I'm going to go and make breakfast for you before you have to get back in the studio. Then once I'm done cleaning the kitchen I am going to get ready for this elegant dinner party that I was invited to for work." I said with a yawn. "Nothing fun. Will you be in the studio all day?"

"Sadly. I just wish I had more time to spend with you today." He smiled at me.

"Well if you want we could spend an hour or two together every morning." I raised an eyebrow at me. I smirked and let my hands land on his stomach. "Just some personal private time in bed."

"Oh really?" Andy said looking at me. I nodded as he sat up. He kissed me with such passion that I would have fallen to the ground because I was so weak in the knees. "Is this what you had in mind?"

"Yes and other stuff." I smirked as I lifted myself up and back down onto him. He put his hands on my hips again and guided me up and back down.

"Are you sure?" Andy asked me as he stared at me. I licked my bottom lip and removed his shirt that I was wearing. His eyes went to my exposed breasts before he removed his left hand from my hip and began to fondle with my breasts.

"You act like you've never seen boobs before." I laughed. He pushed me back onto the bed and grabbed the sides of my underwear. I noticed that he was fighting his briefs and the briefs were losing. He lowered his briefs with one hand and I couldn't help but to look at it.

"You act like you've never seen a dick before." He teased me.

"Are we going to do this are just stare at each other?" I teased him. He glared at me playfully before grabbing a pillow and folding it in half before put it under my hips.

"Are you ready?" He asked. Before I could answer he pushed into me causing me to gasp loudly. "Did I hurt you?"

"Fuck." I whispered. I tried to adjust to his girth as he came up with a slow and steady pace. Not only did he had girth but he has pretty big size, too. It took a while for me to adjust but when I did adjust it was such a pleasurable experience.

I tried to remove my underwear that was left hanging off my foot because Andy failed to get it off my foot. He began to quicken his pace which caused me to give up on the underwear on my foot and focus more on Andy and his movements.

The second he hit my G-spot my back arched and I was feeling all the pleasure that he was giving me. A long string of profanities escaped my lips as he pushed his full length into me. I griped the sheets above my head as the pleasure inside me built.

I squirmed out of his grip and pushed him back against the bed. He looked at me with wide eyes before I positioned myself on top of him. He raised his eyebrow at me again.

"I'm taking over." I said before I lowered myself onto his length this time making him gasp.

**

I laid in bed with Andy as we both smoked a cigarette. We had spent the last hour and a half in bed; most of the time was spent having sex while the last ten minutes were spent catching our breaths. I watched the fan above us twirl as Andy held me against his side.

"I feel like we should have done this a long time ago." He laughed. I nodded against his shoulder. "I really don't want to leave this bed."

"I don't either." I groaned. "But I have to get ready for that party now since we missed the window for breakfast."

"I'll ask CC to grab food before he heads over." Andy smiled at me. I nodded and got out of bed. "Where are you going?"

"Shower. I can't go to the party smelling like sex." I smiled. "Care to join me?"

"Yes. I will call CC and then I will be in." I walked over to Andy and gave him a kiss. I nodded and went to go shower. Moments later Andy joined me and he enjoyed the nice and hot shower together.

"That was nice." I gave Andy a kiss before I started to get ready.

"Hello?" CC called through the house. Andy wrapped a towel around his lower half to go and greet CC. He came back in and set a white take-out box on the bathroom counter.

"Have a good day, beautiful. Let me know when you head out. I want to see what you look like." He smiled at me before giving me a kiss and heading out. I left my hair natural and did one of my typical make-up styles because I did not want to change anything up. I put in my piercings and spritzed myself with some perfume.

I put on a black crop top tank top and a light emerald high waist skirt. I slipped into my high heels and put on some black jewelry. I grabbed my cell phone and my pack of smokes before heading down to the studio where Andy was working. I noticed that the door was opened so I walked in and silently approached him and the guys.

"I'm heading out." I said causing Andy to jump along with CC, Jinxx and Ashley who were standing around the mix board with him. I noticed that Jake was tuning his guitar in the booth.
"Holy shit. You scared me."

"Who knew that high heels could be so quiet." Ashley laughed looking at my shoes. Andy stood up and approached me.

"You look beautiful." Andy smiled at me.

"You should be on our next album cover." Jake suggested as he joined us and took in my appearance. Andy nodded.

"And on the album singing. Leave the modeling business." Andy told me. The guys stopped and looked at me.

"And then do what? Sit on my ass all day?" I asked him.

"No. You can find a hobby or something. Learn to play an instrument. Take up piano lessons again. Do something." Andy said placing his hands on my sides. "Just not modeling because you always do some type of shoot where you are nude or topless."

"That happens when you are a swimsuit model for Sports Illustrated." I said shrugging my shoulders. "I will consider your offer but not any time soon."

"And why not?"Andy asked me. I flipped him off with my left hand ring finger and pointed at it. Andy smirked at me. "So you are saying that once we are engaged to be wed, you will quit this job at Sports Illustrated to be a housewife?"

"Sure." I smiled at him knowing that it would take him years to ask me. "Well I must get going. I'd hate to be late to the party of the season."

"What party?" CC asked me.

"I am going to the Playboy Bunny Summer Nights party. Just one of the perks of my job." I smirked as they guys stopped to stare at me. "I can't help it. I love my job."

"You get to do all the fun stuff." Jinxx pouted.

"Yes, yes I do." I smiled before giving Andy a kiss and leaving the house to go to the party. I smiled at the view in my rear view as I watched Andy watch me from the door. I rolled down my window and turned up the radio as Rebel Love Song came on. I could see the smile on his face and just seeing that goofy smile of his, made me smile.

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