I Am Bulletproof

Jade's P.O.V
I woke up and rolled over looking at the time 3:42 I rolled back over and looked at Andy who had his eyes closed and his arms wrapped around me, I stared at him for a second while my heart stopped for a moment, I looked away and laughed at myself trying to get up quietly so I wouldn't wake him up, he grabbed me tighter and brought me back to his chest " I wasn't sleeping " He said opening his eyes and smiling looking into mine. I looked away and laughed " We should get up Andy " he looked at me with puppy dog eyes " But Jadeee i'm comfy " I laughed and messed up his hair. "C'mon Andrew" I said walking towards my bathroom "HEY!" I got scared from the anger in his tone, it sounded like my dads. I let a few tears roll down my face trying to blink back the others " What did I say about calling me Andrew "He laughed, I looked at him quickly and smiled but he saw I was crying. He ran up to me and hugged me " hey, hey, hey i'm sorry Jade I didn't mean to scare you " I hugged him tighter trying to stop my tears and said " It's okay andy, I need to use the bathroom, I'll meet you down in a few " He looked at me and kissed my forehead " Okay Kiddo " he said hugging me one more time. I walked into the bathroom and sat on the side of the bathtub, I looked over at the drawers with all of my make-up.. ' I need it ' I thought to myself, I walked over and opened the drawer grabbing my make up bag and emptying it on the counter, I found my blade and held it in my hand. I tried to tell myself no but I held it to my arm, ' I can't do it on my arm it's way too hot for long sleeves ' I thought. I pulled off my pants and sat on the floor looking at all the scars and very recent cuts on my legs. I started crying holding the blade to my leg, thinking about the conversation I had with my father. I sliced my leg and shivered in pain, I had never cut that deep before, I did another countless amount on both legs and sat there and cried, after a few minutes I decided to get up and clean off just as I was finishing I heard someone yelling my name which I could now make out was Ashley. I quickly put my pants back on, wiped my eyes, put water on my face, brushed my hair and ran into the hall when I bumped into Ash. " hey kiddo " he said pulling me into a tight hug " Hey " I said smiling hugging him back tighter. " Ella wants you downstairs " he said letting go and walking down the stairs. I followed behind until I saw Ella and walked up to her " Hey sweetheart, it's almost 4:00 we gotta start getting ready " she said pulling me back upstairs. She walked into my room first and when I got in a saw a beautiful black and red dress sitting on the bed.

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