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Here's to us...

Ouch....

I sighed and looked at my clock. I couldent sleep at all, and everytime I did drift off I just had dreams about Lzzy screaming my name and crying as her dad hit her hard. I grabbed my phone, and looked at it. I wanted to text her, to explain everything, but I knew what she as like. She wouldent text me back and would ignore me even more. I sighed, and looked down at my feather tattoo. That tattoo was my favorite one, and ment the world to me. Ever since I left Ohio, I would look at it from time to time and remember the way she smiled at me, the way we hugged, the we I scooped her up and carried her around, our wierd nicknames for eachother, the time when the power went out and we cuddled for warth, the way she was different to everyone else, and actually gave me a chance to be myself and not be the Emo kid.

I sighed and slid out of my bunk, and went to have a shower. I had a quick shower and quickly dried and bushed my hair. I put on a pair of black ripped skinny jeans, and a ripped up motley crue vest top. I walked out into the main part of the bus and Ashley sped past me into the bathroom. I sat down on the sofa, and watched TV while the guys got dressed. Sammi came in and sat beside me, waiting for Jinxx to come out. "You Ok Andy?"
"As good as I can be." I said, and she sighed, looking at me. "Hey listen, she'll come around soon, just let her be mad fir a while longer." She said, and I smiled. She went off to see Jinxx, and I left the bus to have a walk before we had to get ready for our set.

I walked around for a while, and I saw Jayy, Dahvie and Lzzy standing there. Lzzy was looking at her phone. I sighed and looked down at the floor. She looked even more beautiful the longer I looked at her if that was even possible. Her hair was amazing, her tattoo's were colourful and original, but I didn't like the way she covered up her eyes with contacts. I remembered her old eyes, and how they sparkled when she laughed. I looked back up at her, and I noticted that Dahvie had gone, and her and Jayy were standing there talking. "Andy..." I heard someone behind me say. I spun around and saw Dahvie standing there.

"Listen I know that Lzzy means alot to you, but he's been through alot these last 5 years, and even though she acts all though she's only really small and fragile."
"No she's not. She's been through so much and she so much stronger than any girl I've ever met."
"See, she means alot to you because you just stuck up for her, and I could tell that everything that came out of your mouth was true."
"I know...but she won't even talk to me."
"Yeah. She's mad at you at the moment. Let her be mad a little bit longer, she'll come around soon."
"Hopefully. Can you talk to her for me?"
"Sorry, can't do. It's all up to you mate. But She'll come around soon, you mean to much to her for her not to have you in her life."
"I kno-wait....she cares about me?"
"Oh course she dose. You mean the world to her, she just dosen't want to let it on. But if you got hurt in any way she'd deifnatly come running."
"Wow...well shes always ment the world to me. Thanks Dahvie."
"No problem mate." He said, walking back over to Jayy and Lzzy. I sighed, and went back to the bus to get ready for our set.

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I ran out of stage and shouted at the audience. We began to sing 'fallen angels'. I saw Jayy, Dahvie and Lzzy standing backstage, watching. I smiled at Lzzy, but she ignored me. I looked back at the fans, and tired to ignore it, and continued to sing. I noticed a platform nearer to the fans, and I climbed up it, smiling as the fan girls screamed in the front row, reaching out to me. I smiled, and saw a shorter platform just beneath me. I sat down, and shoved myself off the platform. I misjudged the jump, and whacked my ribs off the side. I felt something crack, and I fell to the floor, screaming in pain.