Cas’s P.O.V.

I got out of the shower and got dressed into a sleeping with sirens tanktop and some black skinnies with my Batman slippers. Yes I wear slippers that a problem? No good. I walked out of my (for the time being) room and heard talking. I heard Andy’s voice and CC’s voice. ‘What’s are they talking about?’ I thought to myself. I could only hear murmurs but they were talking about something. I just didn’t know what it was. Which I found rather annoying.

I walked downstairs and that was when the talking stopped why did they stop talking? What the hell was going on.

“Hey CC” I said pretending to have a smile on my face.

“Hey Cas. What’s up?” CC asked me.

“Oh ya know nothing.” I said to him he nodded his head. “So Andy what were you and CC just talking about?” I asked him raising an eye brow.

“Oh just about BVB and some other stuff” he said. He was lying. I could tell he did the samething that mom did when she was trying to tell me that dad didn’t get me a laptop. Which my dad did.

“Uh huh” I said. I wanted to figure out what but I decided to wait till tomorrow. “So when is everyone else getting here?” I asked Andy. He just shrugged his shoulders but right as he was shrugging there were knocks on the door.

“I’ll get it” Andy said hopping off the couch. I went to sit next to CC on the couch.

“So what were you and Andy talking about?” I asked him with a sly smile.

“We were just talking about tthe band and our next step” he said to me with a shrug. Why Arnt they talking to me?

“You know secrets don’t make friends” I told him. He chuckled.

“Well what if friends make secrets” he said.

“Well then you boys aren’t nice” I said to him with a pout. He just laughed at me. Andy came back with jinxx and Sammi following close behind.

“Cas!” Sammi said coming towards me. I got up and hugged her.

“Sammi!” I said. We laughed a bit.

“So how are you?” She asked me.

“I am good” I said to her.

“Well that’s good” she said with a smile. I sat back down.

“Wait so Sammi gets a hug when she gets here but me and jinxx don’t?” CC said with fake hurt in his voice.

“Well duh of course she’s Sammi” I said to him sticking my tongue out at him. He frowned and I giggled.

“Well fine I guess that I will just have to…” right then CC tackled me and started tickling me. Everyone was laughing.

“CC stahp” I said in-between laughs.

“Not until you hug me” he said. And continued with the torture he was giving me.

“Fi-fine” I managed. He stopped tickling me and I hugged him.

“Jinxx get your ass over here so I can hug you. I do not want to be tackled again.” I said sternly. He walked over to me and I gave him a hug.

“Now if I get tickled again so help me I will murder every last one of you except for Sammi” I said with a grin.

“Well you can’t really murder us.” Andy said

“Yeah or the BVB army will come and get you” CC said with a smile.

“So there” Andy added.

“I wasnt in it so Cas will you spare my life if you do murder the idiots?” Jinxx asked.

“Of course jinxx you and Sammi are safe. Just not Andy or CC” I said smiling.

“Well then Andy” CC said. “I think its time that we teach her who she is messing with” he added.

“CC I think your right” Andy said. And with that Andy charged at me and hoisted me over his shoulder.

“Andrew Dennis Biersack you put me down right this second” I yelled Sammi was hiding her face in jinxx’s chest. She was probably laughing. Jinxx was also trying to hide a smile. But he was failing epicly.

There was someone knocking on the door.

“No I don’t think I will” he said he was probably smiling but I just wanted down. I guess that today was not my day.

“Oh hi Cas’s ass and Andy” I heard ash say.

“Ashley get Andy to put me down!” I said.

“Nah I like the view” he replied. I wanted to luck him but it wouldn’t work.

“Ash you pervert!” I said.

“Ash not funny” I heard CC say. Well at least someone had my back on this whole thing.

“That’s right CC you tell him now please get Andy to put me down.” I begged. With that I was almost being put down instead I was passed off to another shoulder.

“CC I am going to kill you!” I said as I started pounding on his back.

“Ow jeez girl” CC said putting me down and rubbing where I hit. I just stuck my tongue out at him.

“Where is Jacky?” I asked sounding like a baby.

“Well he said he was going to spend time with Ella so I don’t know when they will be here.” Andy said. I just nodded. Then there was another knock on the door.

“I’ll get it” I said skipping towards the door.

“Juliet!” I said and she hugged me.

“Hey Cas it feels like forever” she said with a smile.

“Dragonfly” Andy said smiling like an idiot.

“White rabbit” Juliet said walking towards Andy and giving him a quick kiss.

“Awe now Arnt you two just adorable right next to Sammi and jinxx cause I mean look at those two” I said. And Sammi had a slight blush and so did Juliet.

“Well what about you and-” Sammi said before I cut her off.

“Don’t talk!” I said to Sammi.

“Okay then well now that almost everyone is here since Jake and Ella decided to have some together time I will go make food for everyone since Andy is horrible at planning obviously and don’t even get drinks or snacks out” I said walking into the kitchen.

“Oh and there better not be bad mouthing while I am in here” I said.

“Wait I wanna help” ash said.

“Well how about Cas does this on her own since dinner clean up did not go so well” I said with a smile.

“Awe okay” ash responded I smiled. ‘Finally some Cas alone time cooking’ I thought.

~~~~~~~~~

Andy’s P.O.V.

“well how about Cas does this on her own since dinner clean up did not go so well” Cas said with a smile. ‘Did she always have to talk in third person? Oh well’ I thought to my self.

“awe okay” ash responded she smiled and left for the kitchen to make snacks.

I waited a few minutes before I started talking.

“so where is jake and Ella really?” sammi asked.

“their getting the cake” I simply stated. “okay everyone time to start the business of operation birthday party for Cas” I said.

“CC would you like to tell everyone your little thing?” I asked him.

“yeah well you all know that I like Cas right? So what I am going to do is ask her out at the party” he said with a smile.

“oh CC that’s adorable” Juliet said.

“and she is going to say yes cc” sammi said.

“well I hope so” CC said

“oh no me and sammi know that she will” Juliet said.

“wait wait wait let’s back up a bit.” ash said. “how do you two know or sure that she will?” he asked them.

“because” Juliet said

“you boys are clueless” sammi said. Juliet nodded in agreement.

“well thats helpful” jinxx said.

“okay well we still need to get other stuff done” sammi said.

“okay well sammi do you and jinxx have the decorations?” I asked them.

“Yes we do. They are in the car right now” Jinxx replied.

“Great” Ash said

“so we are meeting at jakes tomorrow to help him and Ella prepare and CC your going to keep her busy right?” I said.

“yeah I will take care of her” cc replied

“epic so all of us except for CC will meet a Jakes place” I said.

“I brought food and who is going to Jake’s place?” Cas said holding a plate full of these snacks

“um no one” ash said

“uh-huh you know secrets don’t make friends they’ll leave you alone in the end” Cas said.

“what the fuck” was all I could say.

“exactly” was what Cas said setting down the food

“Ooo” CC said staring At the food. I honestly didn’t know that the plate was so beautifully laid out it was this really awesome.

“Cas this is amazing” sammi said.

“this is eve better than dinner” ash said. Cc,Jinxx,and I nodded in agreement it was really delicious.

“thanks guys” Cas said with a shy smile. There was another knock on the door.

“I’ll get it” I said getting up.

“hey Jake hello Ella” I said to them.

“Hello Andy” Ella replied with a smile. Jake nodded

“well come on in” I said to them moving out of the way

“Cas” Ella said with a smile Cas got up and they hugged

“Well Cas is just getting alot of hugs today isn’t she” Ash said with a smirk.

“oh shut up” Cas said hitting him playfully on the arm.

“Ow” Ash said fake hurt dripping from his voice. Cas just stuck her tongue out at him.

“well everyone is here so should I go make some lunch?” Cas asked everyone.

“well why can’t we just hang out? We can ply I never” CC said.

“okay but we arnt playing with shots” Cas said.

“daw” was all Juliet said.

“so are we playing I never?” Sammi asked

“Sure” everyone said.

“who will start?” Jake asked

“oo I will” cas said with a sly smile “I never got wasted” she said. Everyone put a finger down.

“Cheap shot” CC yelled Cas just stuck out her tongue. It was CC’s turn

“I never went skinny dipping” he said. Ash, Juliet, Sammi, Cas, Jake and Ella put a finger down It was jinxx’s turn

“I never gave a blow job” Jinxx said ash was the only one who put their finger down

“Cheap shot” ash said.

“no it’s not. You are the only one who put their finger down” I said.

“Ha ha you and Juliet should have put their finger down I know what you two do in the dark” he replied

“I never did drugs” sammi said quickly. No one put their finger down.

“I never harmed my self” Ella said. No one noticed. But I did and now I was going to née to talk to her. But Cas put her finger down.

~~~~~~~~~

Cas’s P.O.V

“I never harmed myself” Ella said. I started to think about last night and all the things that happened to me when I started high school all the bullying and abuse from Matt. I harmed myself. I don’t think any one noticed I put my pinky down.

“Well it’s already noon I should start lunch” I said to them.

“uh I’ll help you” CC said getting up to follow.

“okay” was all I said. We were in the kitchen and I was fishing through the fridge to find the left overs.

“Cas” cc said. ‘oh god did her know? Or see?’ I thought

“yes cc” I replied finding the left overs. And getting them out I was happy that I made alot.

“well I saw back there.” he said. ‘oh god he did’

“you don’t have to talk about it but I think no one else saw it’s just that I want you to know that you can talk to me” he said. My back was still turned away from him. I felt my eyes get watery I wiped them quickly.

“Cas?” cc said questioning. I turned around and I think he saw because once I turned around he was standing right in front of me and he hugged me. I started crying and I couldn’t stop. He started stroking my hair trying to calm me down.

“Cas it’s okay I am right here sh” he said. Trying his best to get me to stop crying. Once I calmed down I pulled away from the hug. CC looked at me with worry written all over his face.

“We can talk later if you want” he said to me I just nodded. And I started to make lunch.

Lunch came and went. Then everyone decided that it was time to leave

“awe do you guys have to leave?” I asked them they all nodded

“Cas thanks for lunch it was amazing” Juliet said

“thanks” I said smiling

“I’ll see you later white rabbit” she said kissing Andy they really were adorable in fact all three couples were adorable well one was a married couple the other was a couple who were getting married the other couple was just that a dating couple.

“bye dragonfly” Andy said hugging Juliet.

“bye sammi” I said with a smile.

“bye sweetheart and tell that brother of yours to come over and bring you along” she said.

“will do” I said she laughed

“bye Cas” CC said

“bye CC” I said back then everyone left. I closed the door and saw Andy taking a seat on the couch.

“Cas I kind of I don’t know how to explain this” was all Andy said breaking the silence.

“you kind of what?” I asked him I was starting to go to my room.

“well I..saw you do something please don’t walk upstairs” he said. His face filled with concern.

“then what Andy what did you see me do?” I questioned heading back to the living room.

“Cas you know you can talk to me I mean were family” he said I nodded taking a seat on the couch.

“Cas I saw you put your pinky down in the I never that ella said What did you not tell me last night?” Andy said.

“Andy I just didn’t want you to be freaked out that your younger sister did some stuff and I didn’t want you mad at me” I said to him.

“Cas your my sister if anything I would have tried to help you” he said to me. “Cas what else did this Matt do.” he stated.

“Andy what did he not do” I said.

“Cas I am sorry” he said.”God I am the worlds worst older brother” he added

“Andy you never knew about me it’s fine you are not the worst I am sure there are older brothers who are out there that are horrible” I said to him

“no Cas that’s not it I am not them I am your older brother I should have protected you and I should have cane home alot more often on the holidays and we should have been a whole family” he said.

“Andy no one knew what matt did only my friend did and he only knew because he also knew Matt” I said to him.

“still I should have remembered you. I should have been there to make sure you didn’t hurt yourself I should have helped you I should have been you brother and your best friend” he said

“Andy I didn’t even tell my friend back in Ohio everything he found out on his own” I said to him

“and why didn’t you tell your friend?” he asked me.

“because I was scared that’s why i hurt myself instead Matt sometimes added to it to I couldn’t tell anyone what matt did if i told I could be dead right now” I said to him.

“Cas I I’m sorry can you show me where you hurt yourself?” he asked me I nodded I started rolling up my pant leg and pulled up my shirt so only my stomach was showing. There were scars on my legs and my stomach because it was easy to hide and it hurt more.

“Cas” was all he said before he hugged me.

“why did you cut your stomach though?” he asked me

“well it hurt more on my stomach than my legs and well there was something else Matt did” I said

“what else did he do?” he asked me.

“he raped me” I said.