Madi's POV
I hate being sad. I hate it because everytime I am sad I want to cut. Not like one scratch, and I'm done. I want to cut to the point where I blackout.

I'm sitting on the edge of my bed, contemplating whether or not to cut. Andy had passed out from drinking about an hour ago. God, since my miscarriage, everytime I'm near Andy I can't stand to look at him. Everytime I do, I think of her. I blamed him & God for taking my daughter away. I know it's not Andy's fault.

I decided on my final decision.

Jinxx now lives down the street. I got my phone out and called him. I knew CC was back in the studio, tracking drums. Jake was with Ella on vacation. Micah was at her dad's for the week. And Ashley... I can't handle being around him right now. I'm sick of him trying to say it will be alright, when I don't feel like it will be.

I wait for Jinxx to answer.

Hey, Madi. Is everything OK? He asks finally picking up after six rings.

“Hi, Jinxx. I'm just calling to say that this will be the last time you hear from me. Tell Andy & the guys I Love Them.”

I hung up the phone, and go to my bathroom. I lock the door.

I search behind my mirror for my spare razor.

I grab a towel and bit down on it. I bring the cold piece of metal down to my wrist and wince in pain. Last thing I remember before passing out, two shadows hovering over me. I could only make one of them out. It was Jinxx.
Jinxx POV
I was tracking guitar parts at my house, when my phone rung.

It was Madi. That's strange, she usually talks to Andy, CC, or her brother.

“Hey, Madi. Is everything OK?” I ask.

Hi, Jinxx. I'm just calling to say that this will be the last time you hear from me. Tell Andy & the guys I Love Them.

The line went dead.

Shit!

I put my shoes on as fast I could, and ran down the street to her & Andy's house.

I pounded on the door, until Andy answered. Jeez, he reeked of alcohol.
“Hey, Jinxxy. What brings you by?” He asked.

“I think Madi's in trouble.”

He had a sudden burst of worrisomeness, as we ran to Madi's room. She wasn't in there. We checked her bathroom, the door was locked. I kept throwing myself at it, until the lock broke. She was lying on the floor, blood was coming from her wrists.

Notes

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