CC's P.O.V
I put my baby down then bent to her with a sad smile..
“Tori, baby, you still remember your mother?” she nodded her cute little head.
“Do you miss her?” Tori pouted then nodded again.
“She said she would come back but she never did.” I felt my heart break at her words. She never came back.. Why Ronnie? Why? Why did you left our baby in an orphanage? Why didn't she talk about it? I asked her for fuck sake!
“Would you want to see her again?” she thought about it bending her head to the side.
“I guess.. But if she doesn't want me I would gladly stay with Daddy, Rebie and all my new uncles!” she said cheering.. I looked at her with wide eyes. If she doesn't want me?

“Why? Why do you think she wouldn't want you?” I asked, as I took her hand and walked to her room. I really wanted to know how it was in her head..
“I mean, it has been a lot, a lot, a lot of days and she still isn't there.. Maybe she forgot about me..?” I sighed, it was so sad to think she felt it like this!
“I will never forget you baby I swear. No matter if your mother still want you or not.” she smiled at me widely and hugged me tightly. We spent the rest of the afternoon drawing.. She drawn me and her, Rebie and her, the whole BVB family.. But there was no sign of Veronica. Maybe Tori forgot her as well..

I needed to found that out.

Later that night I called Veronica. Hoping -stupidly- she would be happy to hear me. To know I was alive, even though she never came to visit me again.. I sighed, waiting for her to answer..
“What do you want?” wow. We were back to the cold and harsh Veronica? Where was the woman who begged to see me when I was half dead..? Or maybe she only wanted me dead? After all she said she didn't love me right? Maybe she hated me?
“I.. I wanted to hear from you.. And I wanted to see you again.
-Why? You want another car crash? There's no need. Leave me alone!” I sighed.
“But I need to show you something..” she sighed now. I could almost see her rolling her eyes, would she give me another chance?
“Okay.. But I don't have anything to tell you. You already know my point of view and nothing will ever change a thing!” I smiled, that was true, no thing could change her mind, she didn't say no one!

“See you tomorrow. Same hour, same place.” then I hung up on her.. Yes! My turn! I laughed at my stupid reaction.. At least I had my meeting.. And I would bring Tori with me..

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It was almost twelve, I hoped this Saturday wouldn't be too fucked up.. I prepared Tori and myself, I had explained everyone -except my daughter- my little plan.. At least, my heart was already broken so it wouldn't break again! I put a cute blue dress on Tori, making her blue eyes perfect, I brushed her hair and of course she was dying to know where we were going but I couldn't tell just yet.. Andy would drive me, then a little while later he would bring my baby. I wanted to see Veronica's reaction, we both needed to know why she just left, why?!
Whatever the reason was we would finally get over it.. Or at least try. I brushed my hair then applied a thin line of makeup on my eyes. I was myself, and it meant makeup. Before she used to say it made my eyes pop.. Before. We were so in love.. Or should I say, I was so in love.. So stupid! I sighed, feeling defeated... But I had to do it for Tori, it wasn't for me this time!

I walked to the car, Tori was jumping up and down, I couldn't help but smile at her.. I just hoped all that wasn't a big mistake.
Andy drove to the restaurant, her gray car was already there, meaning she was there too.. I looked up at Andy, feeling unsure, he smiled and nodded his head. I walked out of the car explaining Tori, that 'prince Andy' would bring her too in a short while..
I walked in the restaurant, Veronica was there already, sited at the same table. Her hair were in two braids, just like the first time I met her.. I sighed as I walked toward her.
“Can I take a sit?” she looked up with a small smile, but I faded when she saw me.
“Oh CC.. I'm so sorry.” she looked down. I sat in front of her then lifted her chin with my thumb, forcing her to look at me.

Suddenly she frowned, and in a matter of seconds all the sadness was gone. Only remained the cold and heartless Veronica I met a few weeks ago.. I sighed.
“So? What did you want?
-I wanted to see you.. And I wanted to know what made you realize you didn't love me 'anymore'..?
-I thought you wanted to show me something.. Anyway, I didn't realize it, I never loved you.” I sighed, it hurt, but I was doing it for Tori..
“There's something I want to show you.. And I want an explanation about it too.. But for now I want to know why you accepted to flirt, act like you cared and even have sex with me if you never loved me..” I asked raising an eyebrow. She looked at me, quite surprised..

“I.. I just wanted to have fun. That's all..” she lied playing with her hands.
-You're lying Veronica.. You were a virgin, you gave it to me.. You loved me. As much as I loved you!” I said, she shook her head. She opened her mouth to talk but I didn't let her. I saw tears forming in her eyes.
“You loved me, but you were to scared that I could leave you. The thing you didn't know is that I would never have left.. Because I loved you more than my own life.” I said it calmly, getting surprised myself.. She shook her head again, crying now, looking down.
“No.. You can't understand..
-Then explain me.” I put my hand on hers, she was crying so bad.. It broke me.

“I.. I was no one.. You were famous, why would you stay?!!
-You meant the world for me. And you didn't even gave me the choice. Because you left.” she laid her head on the table, crying. I squeezed her hand.
“No.. You would have leave me.. If you have known..
-If I have known what? You are perfect for me.. No secrets could have seperated us.” she looked up at me, her eye blood red.. I was getting worried!
“I cannot tell you.. If I do you will hate me.
-Nothing could make me hate you. I love you too much..” she took her hand away, it hurt. Veronica shook her head again..

“I am a monster.. What I did.. I still can't forgive myself.. How would you? No.. You should just leave already.. I hate myself.. You should hate me too.
-No Veronica.. No matters what you've done. I'm here. You are the one to choose to leave. But I was and still am here. I love you. No. Matter. What.” she shook her head, she seemed so sad, so depressed.. If only she could accept a hug from me..
“You will hate me..” at this moment Andy and Tori walked in.
“Here is what I wanted to show you Ronnie..” she turned around and her eyes grew wide..

Notes

A little happier? No?.. Okay, next chapter will be happy.. I hope.