Christina's P.O.V

2 WEEKS LATER
I don't know how to feel right now...My husband is leaving for tour and I'm going to miss him a lot, not only me but our daughter too. While Andy was in the shower, I was at the nursery looking down at Aurora, since she can keep my mine from thinking I won't have Andy around for 3 months. It kills me to know we're going to be so far away from each other.
"I'm going to miss your daddy so much, honey"
"I'm going to miss you too", Andy said as he got in, walked towards me and hugged me.
I sighed, "I'm already missing you"
"Missing you too, my love"
"I hope you have fun"
"I won't be able to enjoy my work, when you and my baby are so far away from me"
"We'll be okay..."
"I'm sure about that, since Max will be taking care of you and our daughter", he said as he kissed my forehead.
"I'm already starting to worry about you"
"I can take care of myself, honey"
"I didn't mean that", I said as I walked to our room, which is connected to the nursery.
"What you meant?", he asked as he followed me.
"Nothing", I said as I got in bed.
"Tell me", he said as he sat opposite me and grabbed my hand.
"I know you'll think I'm a bad wife for thinking what I'm thinking"
"What are you thinking?", he asked.
"Forget about it, Andy"
"Christie, I swear I'm not leaving if you don't tell me"
"Then, don't leave"
"Honey, tell me"
I sighed, "I'm afraid you might cheat on me"
"You think that?"
I bit my bottom lip and nodded.
"How come? Haven't I showed you how much I love you? I can't believe you think that of me, sometimes I wish I could had married Juliet because I'm sure she wouldn't be doubting on me, like you are now"
Tears went down my cheeks and when he realized what he said he hugged me, but I pushed him away from me, "Don't you ever dare to place a hand on me ever again, Andrew Biersack! If you love her so much, then let's divorce, wait until she gets out of prison if she ever does and marry her, because I really don't give a fuck about what you do with your damn life"
I stood up and walked out the room...I don't want him to touch me ever again! I don't want to! I went down the stairs and once I got to the living room, I broke into tears...I can't believe he said that. If he loves her so much, then why the fuck he married me? He sat next to me, but I didn't turn to look at him.
"Honey?", he said as he grabbed my hand.
I pulled it away from him, "Don't touch me"
"Baby, I'm sorry...I love you more than anything and you know that. I just can't believe you doubt on me"
"Leave, Andrew", I said.
"Not until you listen...I'm sorry for what I said, baby. I love you, I want the best for you and I don't know what made me say that...but you know there's no way I meant what I said and you know there's no woman I want in my life but you"
"You could have think about that before telling me you wished you could had marry Juliet", I said as I stood up, went up the stairs and into my daughter's room.
I just want to be alone and cry my eyeballs out...He dares to say he wants to marry the woman that almost kills me! I'm in my right of doubting on him...he cheated on me before and he can still do it if he wants to and I bet he doesn't even cares if we're married or not. He got in as I was feeding Aurora and all I want is to focus on my daughter and I want him gone!
"Honey, let's talk...", he said as he got out.
I threw Aurora over my shoulder and patted her back lightly, "Andy, just leave"
"Forgive me", he said.
"I said, leave"
He sighed, "At least, let me say bye to my daughter"
"Say bye to daddy, honey"
Aurora rubbed her eyes and groaned.
"Bye, Andy"
"Bye, baby", he said as he tried to kiss me, but I pushed him away.
He sighed, "I'll call you, later"
"Yeah"
~TIME LAPSE~
I placed Aurora in her bassinet and turned on the tv...All I want is to watch Batman and relax, but every time I watch it, Andy is the first one that comes to my mind. I sighed as I looked down at my daughter and smiled. Andy and I love each other and Aurora is the living proof of that...He's right when he said I shouldn't doubt on him and this just makes me the worst wife ever! I grabbed my laptop which was on the coffee table and logged into Skype, to see if Andy is on. Luckily he was on and called me, a single tear went down my cheek as I answered.
"I thought you weren't going to answer..." , he said.
"I have to, you're my husband", I said as I a few tears went down my cheeks.
"Honey, what's wrong?"
I shook my head and wiped my tears away, "Nothing"
"Don't lie to me"
"Andy, can I ask you something?"
"Tell me"
"How can you love me after all the things I've made you go through?"
"What you mean?"
"I mean, I'm not a good wife...and you're still with me"
"Stop saying that"
"Our daughter is the living proof of our love and I'm really sorry, honey"
He shook his head and smiled, "I'm the one who should apologize, I'm your husband and I need to understand you. After all, I'm the one who's a terrible husband...I can't believe I said such thing. That woman or if I can call her that almost kills you and I don't know what will had been of me if Aurora and you weren't in my life"
I smiled, "I'm already missing you, honey"
"Missing you more and I wish I could be home right now"
"Wishing the same"
"What you're doing?"
"Watching Batman", I said.
He smiled, "Really?"
I nodded, "Really"
"Always Batman and Robin?"
"Always Batman and Robin"
"Where's our baby girl?", he asked.
"Sleeping"
"Lazy baby"
"She's a baby, she needs to sleep"
"4 times a day?"
I chuckled and nodded.
"Honey, I got to go but I'll call you tomorrow morning"
"See ya", I said.
"I love you"
"And I love you too"
"I love you more"
"But I love you more...", I said as I logged out.
I smiled as I looked at my daughter, grabbed her hand and kissed it. I want Andy to be back as soon as possible. I want to hug, kiss him and tell him how much I love him.

Notes

Andy has to be out of his mind...

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