Christina's P.O.V

NEXT DAY
After feeding and changing my baby girl (Aurora's Outfit), we decided it was time to go home. I smiled as I looked down at my daughter and picked her up, as she whined and I chuckled.
"What's wrong, honey?", I asked as I looked down at her and grabbed the diaper bag.
"Finally mother", Sammi said as she got in.
I smiled and nodded, "Yeah"
"She's beautiful", she said as she grabbed her hand.
"She is"
"Can I hold her?"
I nodded, "Of course"
"Hey, baby girl"
I smiled as Aurora started to whine, but then I sighed.
"What's wrong?"
"Andy wanted to leave the band"
"But why?!", she asked.
"He didn't want to leave me and Aurora...and honestly, it breaks my heart to know he's leaving"
"It's hard for me to know that Jinxx is leaving too, but we need to get use to it"
I nodded, "You're right"
"Ready to go, honey?", Andy asked he got in.
"Yes, babe", I said as I walked towards him and kissed him.
I grabbed my daughter and we all walked out the room and the hospital. The guys went home since they had things to do and they'll go tomorrow to meet Aurora. While Andy was getting our daughter buckled up for the ride, I hugged Sammi and said bye. I got on the backseat as Andy walked around and got on the driver's seat. While in the way home, Aurora wanted to cry but I tried to keep her happy.
"Is she okay?", Andy asked.
"Yeah", I said.
"Can you tell me what happened after mom pushed me out the room?"
"Nothing"
"Christina, please don't hide me stuff...I need to know, because I swear I was worried and couldn't stop crying"
"You were crying?", I asked surprised.
"Yeah, I was..."
I smiled, "That explains why your eyes were gray when I woke up"
"Are you going to tell me?"
"Andy, I don't want you to worry...so, it's better not to tell"
"I wanted to be through the whole process but I couldn't and I want to know what happened to you and our daughter"
I sighed, "Not now"
"Tell me", he said as Aurora started to cry. "Just because she cried, it's not saving you Christina Jade Biersack"
I smiled, remembering I'm married to this man, "Yeah, right"
~TIME LAPSE~
When we arrived home, I fed Aurora, burped her, and started to play with her. She was giggling and smiling a lot...she's a hyper baby. 15 minutes later, after playing she fell asleep, I picked her up and placed her in her bassinet. I don't want to take her all the way to her bedroom, since I can have an eye on her while I'm cooking dinner. I'm still sore...but I need to do a lot of stuff.
"You're going to tell me?", Andy asked as he got in.
I sighed, "I know you know...Because Mayra told me she told you"
He sighed, "Honey, I want to hear you say it...I want to know if you trust me"
"I trust you, honey"
"Tell me, because I'm sure Mayra didn't told me the whole truth"
I sighed, "She didn't..."
"Tell me", he said as he grabbed my hands.
"Aurora wasn't crying and after that, I passed out but I heard a fading beeping sound"
"Fading beeping sound?! Honey, you were about to die?!"
"Mayra said it got complicated..."
"I can't believe I almost lost you", he said as he hugged me.
"That's why Amy got you out the room..."
"I can't believe it..."
Before I could say something else, Aurora started to whine. I walked towards her and picked her up. "What's wrong, baby?", I asked as I rocked her back and forth.
"Why you didn't tell me?", he asked as he wrapped an arm around me and grabbed Aurora's hand.
"Because, I didn't want you to worry baby..."
He sighed, "That's why I don't want to leave...I want to make sure you'll be okay, and that's why I'm going to have someone looking after you"
"A babysitter?"
"Don't look up at him as a babysitter"
"Him?"
"A friend of mine...I trust him and I'm sure he's going to take good care of you and our daughter"
I sighed and nodded, "Okay"
I agreed to have a babysitter since I really need protection...I know Angie will be able to do anything to get between Andy and me, even kill me like Juliet tried.
"Hungry, my love?", Andy asked.
"Yeah"
"Chinese food?"
"I can cook", I said.
"No...you have enough with Aurora, so I'll order food", he said as he grabbed the phone.
I looked down at my daughter and smiled as I kissed her forehead.
I still don't know the kind of mother I'll be...My work just started and like every mother, I'm in love with my daughter...she depends on me just like I depend on her. I placed my finger close to her hand and she grabbed it, I smiled as she yawned.
"You know baby girl, I'm scared...I don't know which is the future I can give you but being mother is the most amazing feeling in the world and you brought that happiness to my soul"
"She also brought happiness to mine", Andy said as he got in and walked towards us. "And I'm sure that you'll be an amazing mother honey..."
"You think so?"
"I'll remind you I'm here to help you out...you're not in your own, honey"
I smiled, "Are you scared?"
"Kind of, but I want to try this out"
"Me too"
Aurora whined.
I smiled, "You want to try it too, right baby?"
Andy chuckled, "I'm sure she wants to"
3 DAYS LATER
Taking a care of newborn is not easy as I thought it'll be, but yet I love my daughter...Andy and I barely sleep and we take advantage every time Aurora is taking her nap. I'm exhausted and I need sleep, so today my mother-in-law is going to babysit her, so Andy and I can rest, but to be honest I'm going to miss her a lot and I'm sure Andy is going to miss her too. I was making sure everything was on the diaper bag: diapers, bottles, baby wipes, pacifier, blanket, a bib, a pink beanie, rattle, powder, formula in a little container and an extra outfit. I guess that's all she's going to need for today...Andy came down the stairs, with our daughter in his arms.
"I'm going to miss her so much", he said.
I walked towards him, "I'm going to miss her too"
"Why mom has to take her away?"
"Because we need to rest, Andrew"
"I'm good"
"But Amy wants to spend time with her and I'm sure she's going to take good care of her"
"Yeah...because she's her only granddaughter", he said as he kissed Aura's forehead.
I smiled, "Are we having another baby?"
He looked up at me, "You want to?"
I shrugged, "I don't know...you want to?"
"Honestly, no...I don't want to lose you, so don't even think we're having another baby"
I sighed as I grabbed my daughter.
"You want another baby, right?"
"I don't care if it's risky, baby...I just want to feel that amazing sensation of being pregnant again"
"Didn't you had enough with Aurora?"
I shook my head, "The pain I felt when I gave birth to Aurora is nothing compare to the pain I felt when I got rid of our first baby"
He sighed, "If you want another baby, then we'll have another baby"
I smiled, "But in time...Aurora is growing and I don't think she should be only child"
"What about me? I am only child..."
"But I don't want my baby girl to be alone and you had your cousins...in the other way, Aurora doesn't has cousins", I said.
"I don't know if we should have another baby...Christina, I don't want to go through the same thing I did 4 days ago"
I kissed him, "Things will be different"
He shook his head, "No, they won't..."
With that he went up the stairs...He's the one that wanted children and now he doesn't wants to and I know it's because he doesn't wants to lose me, but I want another baby. The doorbell rang and I knew it was Amy. I stood up and went to open the door.
"Hi", she said as she hugged me.
"Hey", I said.
"Where's my granddaughter?", she asked.
"Living room", I said as we walked together to the living room.
"Hi, angel", she cooed as she picked her up and grabbed the diaper bag. "Don't worry, she's in good hands"
I smiled, "I know"
"Where's Andy?"
"We kind of argue and he's upstairs"
"You argued?", she asked as she rocked Aurora back and forth.
I sighed and nodded.
"About?"
"I want another baby, Amy...but Andy doesn't wants to have more"
"You need to understand him, Christie...he was worried about you and the baby...don't make him go through it again"
I nodded.
"See you later, then...I'm taking my granddaughter for a walk"
I smiled, "Bye, baby girl", I said as I kissed my daughter's forehead.
"See ya", Amy said as she made her way out the house.
I really don't know what to do...but, I think I should let Andy calm down before we decide to have a third child.

Notes

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