Daddy's Little Girl

I woke up to the first rays of sunshine hitting my face. I got out of bed, stretched and walked to the bathroom to get ready for today. Today, I'm spending the whole day with CC since I don't have any friends and I have nothing to do at all. I actually miss Seth, a lot...and I really want to talk with him but at the same time I don't want to feel worthless. I changed quickly and looked myself in the mirror (My Outfit). I know CC doesn't cares if I look good or not because he's my best friend and he doesn't cares about my looks. I grabbed my stuff and went down the stairs, for some reason I felt happy, but once I got in the kitchen that happiness fade...there was sitted no one else but the ghost I knew as Seth Martinez...I took a seat at the bar, next to him...
"Good morning, granny", I said.
"No good morning for me too?", Seth asked.
"What the fuck are you doing here?"
"Christina Jade..", grandpa said.
"Tell him to get out of here, and I'll keep my language moderated"
"Christie, we need to talk.."
"We're not talking..I already told you I'm not going to get in your way anymore and I don't want you to make me feel worthless after all this time...I thought you were my friend, Sethy but I was wrong"
Before he could say anything, the bell rang. I knew it was CC and he was going to save me from this. I opened the door, hugged him and tried to stay calm.
He chuckled, "Nice to see you too"
"Let's get out of here", I said as I went to living room for my stuff and got out the house.
I don't want to talk with Seth...and all I want to do is spend time with CC and I know he'll make me feel better. We started to walk and I had no idea of what were we going to do but as long as I'm away from home, I'll be good...
"Are you okay?", CC asked as he grabbed my hand.
I shrugged, "I don't know.."
"You know you can count on me"
"My ex-best friend.."
"Ex?"
"When I arrived he told me he was dating Lola, who's my other best friend...with those words I understood that I was getting in his way, all this time..because he said it happened after I left and to think he was going to miss me but I'm sure none of them did"
"Hey, don't get it twisted...maybe he wants to talk to explain himself.."
"But I don't want to hear him and I don't want to know a thing about him"
"You're going back to L.A to escape?", he asked.
"No..."
"You won't get to anything by escaping, Christie.."
"I know but I want to go back for another reason.."
"You want to talk with Jinxx?"
"Not really..."
"With Andy?"
"Yes"
"Okay..."
"So, what do you want to do?", I asked.
"Anything.."
"Well, I can take you to fun places"
"Like?"
"What about if we go for something to eat first?"
"You haven't eat anything?", he asked.
"Nope..Seth was in our kitchen and I couldn't stand it anymore"
"Let's go for something to eat, then.."
We went to a cafe, that wasn't so far away from home. I wasn't that hungry but that doesn't means I'm not going to eat, though..after all I have to take care of myself and not get back to my old problems...my dad doesn't knows a thing about what I've been through and neither my grandparents, just my friends or at least they used to be. I was going through depression, anorexia and worst yet bulimia..and I don't want to go through it again and let's not talk about the self harming.
"What you usually like to do?", CC asked.
"I spend most of the day playing the guitar, singing but at the same time I love dancing, basically everything that has to do with art.."
"Do you play drums?"
I shool my head, "No, I don't.."
"I'm going to teach you", he said as he took a sip from his coffee.
"I hope you don't hit my forhead with your drumsticks..", I pouted.
"I will never do that", he said as he leaned over and kissed my forehead.
"Love you so much, Christian.."
"And I love you too"
We kept talking and I laughed more than once and it's hard not to, though...My suddenly my moment of happiness was taken away by Seth and Lola who weren't so far away from us. I sighed and looked out the window.
"Are you okay?", CC asked as he grabbed my hands.
"Yeah..", I said.
He looked behind him and gave me a serious look, "Really?"
"CC, I just can't get over it.."
"I understand.."
I made eye contact with Lola, who standed up and walked towards us.
"Hey, Christie.."
"Hi.."
"Christian Coma?", she asked.
CC smiled and nodded, "Yeah?"
"I'm a big fan..can I talk with Christie?"
"I'll be waiting for you outside, okay?", he said as he kissed my hand.
I nodded and watched him leave, "Okay..."
"Christie, we need to talk..", she said as she sat in CC's place.
"About what, exactly?", I asked.
"I'm not dating Seth, okay? This is a whole plan Edward planned and Seth decided to follow..Edward gave him the advice to make you jealous and that way you'll tell him you love him, because he loves you too and since long time ago, I know you love him too but you're just denying it"
"I'm never going to forgive you guys for what you did, he could had talk to me...you could had tell me the truth and honestly, I don't know if I want you or Seth back in my life...but you guys are my best friends and I love you...and I love Seth too", I said as I standed up and walked to where he was sitted.
He looked miserable and I can't believe I did this to him. I hugged him and kissed his cheek to let him know I forgive him, here and now.
"What was that for?", he asked as he looked up at me.
"I forgive you.."
"You do?", he asked as he standed up.
I smiled and nodded, "But, you could had talk with me...but we can't be together"
"Why?"
"Because, I'm leaving"
"What?! Again?!"
I nodded, "But I love you and at the same time I don't want to break your heart..so we can't be together"
"I rather get my heart break into pieces, than losing you..."
I shook my head, "I can't do this to you.."
"I don't care as long as you're by my side"
"We can't be together...I'm going to be far away and I don't want to cheat you and neither be away"
"I don't care.."
"I don't want you to get hurt.."
"Then, stay..."
"But my dad.."
He sighed, "I shouldn't even be forcing you into this.."
I shook my head, "You shouldn't...but I'll be coming back but you're not not my toy and I don't want to play with you, so this is goodbye Seth..", I said as I got out the cafe.
I couldn't be there anymore...I told CC I wanted to leave tomorrow and he didn't need any explications...I just went home to pack, I can't be here and make Seth miserable for the rest of his days, somehow I know he'll get over me or at least that's what I'm waiting for...

Notes

Does someone wants me to write a sequel to this?