Escape The Past

I looked over at Ashley as I began to think that he wasn't there, tears began to stream down from my eyes, I had actually killed him, and now I was going to go to jail for murder and killing a super star. I closed my eyes as I thought about the fact that I had really shot him, I had! Me! I could barely breathe at that moment, someones hands were on my shoulders and telling me to open my eyes, I shook my head as the voice told me that I needed too. I opened my eyes and saw Ashley with a worried look on his face, I jumped into a hug with him and held him close as I began to calm down because he was alive, not dead, and that meant that I hadn't killed him. "Meg? Whats wrong?" He asked me as he kissed my cheek lightly, "The nightmare came back, and It was worse, this time she didn't kill you. I....." I began as I stopped and felt about a trillion tears spilling down my cheeks, "You what baby?" Ash asked me as I sobbed out, "I killed you!" He looked at me and pulled me back into a hug, "Well I'm still alive baby, its okay, its okay, I won't let anyone get to you. And I won't let you go that easily, or let you let me go. Alright?" He asked me as I nodded and laid down with him, my head on his chest. I heard a knock on the door as Ashley whispered in my ear, "Pretend your asleep we have nothing going on today." He told me as I nodded and closed my eyes, snuggling up to my bassist.

"Oh sorry guys, keep sleeping." Jinxx said to us as he bent down and kissed my forehead, "I'm glad to be an older Brother figure for you Megan." He told me as I forced myself to not smile, because then he would know that we were faking it, I sighed as he walked out and woke up smiling at his comment, he was happy to be part of my life as someone who was like an older Brother to me. I smiled as Ashley woke up and smirked, "So Jinxx is like an Older Brother to you?" He asked me as I nodded, earning a chuckle from the male. "Well good, he sure knows how to be one." He told me as he got up and stretched then laying back in the bunk with me. He smiled as he kissed me lightly on the lips, which I returned with a harder kiss. After a few moments he broke the kiss and smiled, "God I love you."

Notes