Escape The Past

I smiled at the guys as they smiled at me, happy to see that I was alright. "I'm glad your okay, were all glad your okay." Andy said as CC, Jake and Jinxx agreed. It made me feel happier to know that Ashley hadn't meant what he had done and that I had such an amazing friend group as them, they were so loving and so caring and I was fortunate to have them in my life. Especially Ashley. I walked behind Ashley to the bus which was driven halfway across town to the hospital to see me, or get me. Our hands laced together as I followed him in, my hair in a messy bun and my sweatshirt comfortably set on me. I sat down next to him and soon fell asleep not realizing that I had promised him that I would cuddle with him tonight. I had remembered that we were going to be going to the next city, which I could not remember the name of and we had about three days until we got there. I felt Ashley shift to where he was beginning to get up, "Come on butterfly, lets head back to the bunk." He softly said to me as he helped me to the bunk, then climbing in after me wrapping his tattooed arms around me. "Goodnight Ash." I said sleepily as I felt his lips on my cheek and a "Goodnight Megan." Before I drifted off to sleep.

Her nightmare

I woke up and looked over at the male that was supposed to be sleeping next to me, but he wasn't there. I began to freak out as I got up and went outside the bunk room to see the tour bus totally trashed, there was broken dishes everywhere and the door was flung across the room on the floor next to the broken couch. I turned around as I looked around some more seeing the shards of the tour bus roof. "ASHLEY?!" I screamed as I began to walk around the bus, but no one was to be seen, not even CC. Before I began to freak out more, I tried to calm myself down, telling myself that it was going to be okay and that they were here somewhere. I turned around as I heard a soft voice speak my name, only to see a flash of black light rushing towards me. I put my hands in front of my face as I tried to see what could possibly be in the light. But before I could I was taken somewhere else, my hair was up in a wavy ponytail and I was wearing a pair of skinny jeans, a black t-shirt, a leather jacket and some high military boots. I looked around frantically as I then noticed that there was a gun in my hand, and before I knew it I was standing in front of Ashley, whom was tied up in a chair with tears streaming down his face, and the gun that was in my hand pointed at his head. "NO!" I screamed as my finger pulled on the trigger, the rush of black light came back once again and took me somewhere else. The thought of me killing my boyfriend ran through my head as I began to cry, I killed him and I would never see him again. How could I? What was wrong with me?

I looked down at my feet as I made sure that I wasn't changed into something different, and I wasn't. The next thing I did was look around and sure enough there was my bassist tied around a wooden, splintered pole, his feet tied together and around the bottom and his arms out in front of him tied rather tightly. I felt around my body for any weapons as I looked up and saw Amanda in her skimpy little outfit seducing my bassist, and he seemed to enjoy it. I screamed and ran towards her grabbing her by her hair and throwing her off of him, "Ill get you out of this." I told him as I pulled the knife I had found a few moments ago and began to work through the rope around his torso. But before I could get a good dent in it I was thrown away from him. I hit the ground rather hard and looked up as Jocelyn got over me, "Oh no, did you really think I would let you save him that easily?" She asked me as she leaned down and slapped me, making me groan and begin to cough up blood from the impact of my fall. I could barely move but I had to try, I got up slowly, and was thrown down again, but this time I was on my knees and my hands were behind my back held by Alli and Carly. I watched as she pulled the knife off of the ground where I had laid and played with it in her hand for a bit. "Hmm, what should we start with? Oh I know, your lips, you won't be needing those anymore." She said as she stabbed the knife into the corner of his lips and dragged it across, carving into his perfect flesh. "NO!" I screamed as tears began to fall from my eyes like a water fall, I watched him cringe and scream in pain as she continued, "Now, lets move to your ears." She said as she cut them clean in one slice.

"ASHLEY!!!" I screamed as I began to tug at the girls holding my hands, "Oh no bitch, your going to watch him die, just like you should have died." Jocelyn told me as she smirked and stabbed him multiple times in the chest before he fell over and laid motionless and dead. I pulled free and ran over to him, "Ashley! Please! Don't leave me!" I said as the scenery changed again, back to the scene with me holding the gun to his head, "Babe please don't do this, they're wrong, I would never do something like that. Please...I love you..." he began as tears began to run down my face, my finger placed over the trigger. I turned my head away as he reached out and pulled it towards me, "If your going to do this then you need to look at me." He said to me as he began to cry.

And soon he was sitting there lifeless and dead. I fell to the ground my eyes filing with tears as I pulled the gun to my head...

I screamed as I woke up tears spilling from my eyes as I sat there clutching the sheets....

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