Escape The Past

I fell asleep a few hours later, and after many tears and avoiding answering my phone. The interview made my heart drop and I hated it, I hated everything I did with him and I hated myself most of all, because I let myself get involved with the guy that watched me go into depression from his girlfriend, it looked as if the past was catching up to me. I got up slowly and took off my sweat shirt and looked at my lower back in the mirror, the words outlaw were surrounded by a star, I couldn't believe I was stupid enough to get that all those years ago, he didn't even love me and now I had this thing on me for the rest of my life. How stupid was I? There was a reason why he was an outlaw and I realized that now. He was just another player who had taken my heart along with him when he left. I sighed and watched as my makeup from last night began to run down my face, god damn it! Why did I have to cry like this?


"Meg?" I heard a voice through the door, I guessed it was Alex, since my purple haired friend had been checking on me every five minutes, it seemed, to see if I was okay. I quickly wiped my tears and grabbed my makeup remover, taking off the makeup that had ran down my face from crying. I opened the door to see a certain bassist with black hair, "Get away from me!" I screamed as he walked closer, "Please, give me time to explain..." He started as I backed away and fell backwards making him run up to me and try to help me up, "Get the fuck away from me! Did you even love me?!" I screamed as I heard footsteps walking towards my room, "Did you even care? Or was I just another sex toy for you to play with?! Oh wait, no, I was just a distraction for when Amanda wasn't here?!" I screamed as Alex walked in and ran over to me getting in front of me as I continued to scream at him, "Megan please calm down." He said as he walked towards me making me slap him, "Get away from me and stay away! If you truly love me then you shouldn't have done what you did!" I screamed as I grabbed my jacket and ran to my car slamming the door behind me as I drove on the highway not seeing the drunk driver coming towards me at top speed, "SHIT." I screamed as watched the car crash into mine and the airbags go off, as well as my own vision blacking out.

"Megan!" I could hear the voice but I knew myself that I was unconscious, "Butterfly, please don't give out on me!" I heard, I had no clue who it was and I wanted to know who. The voices went further and further away as I slipped more into being unconious, I was more then scared but I couldn't open my eyes, it was as if they were glued shut with super glue and I was never to wake up.

There was nothing I could do, but maybe this time I could forget about everything Ashley had done to me...

Notes

Oh man! Whats going to happen to Megan? Has she lost all those precious memories of Ashley and herself? Or is she going to die?