Escape The Past

I woke up around six at night from my nice little nap, if thats what you really want to call it. I was more then awake by that point so I walked over to my clothing and threw on a BVB shirt and a pair of sweats, and then headed out to the kitchen to grab myself a nice cup of water, so that maybe I could stop being dehydrated on these tours. A smile crept on my face as I sipped the water slowly letting myself enjoy the liquid that was running up to my lips. I frowned as I heard someone moaning, "God dammit CC." I mumbled as I filled my water cup back up to the top and began to sip it more, thoughts about my bassist running through my head as I stood there, running a hand through my hair as I sipped my cool water. I missed Ashley more then I could say, and even though it had only been a few hours, it felt like a million years. I sighed and pulled out my phone from my sweatpants pocket and frowned. He hadn't texted me all day and that really made me worried, he could be at a club having sex with someone else or shoving his tongue down someone elses throat. I honestly hated those thoughts that tended to run through my head like wildfire, I was never able to put them out. I wanted them gone, but the way that Ash was scared me, because I wanted to be his forever, but the happy endings cant always happen right?

A frown came across my face as I heard someone bang on the door of the bunk that CC was in, "God Dammit." I mumbled to myself as I set my water and phone down and walked over to the door and opened it, I sighed as I rolled my eyes as the black headed male, "C, would you mind doing that when I'm not here or awake?" I asked him as I realized who it was, it wasn't CC at all, I turned around as his voice rang through my ears like sharp knives, "What? Thats not me, I'm right here M...." His voice drifted off as tears began to roll down my face, "A...ashh?" I asked slowly putting my hands down at my side as I watched him break the make-out session with a black haired girl and look at me. His hand reached out to grab me but I pulled back ending up on the floor with CC helping me up as his eyes showed shock. "Butterfly, I can explain,.." he said as I cut him off before he could start, "DON'T YOU EVER CALL ME THAT AGAIN! I'm not your butterfly!!" I screamed as he looked at me straight in my eyes as the girl next to him put her arm around him. I stood there frozen and hurt, I ran out of the room and to the bunk room that Ashley and I had shared and grabbed all of my things except the bra and panties he gave me as well as the shirts. I watched as he walked in, I shook my head and threw the articles of clothing at him and shouted, "LEAVE ME ALONE!" I screamed as he grabbed my arm, making me tug it out of his grasp. I put the bag around my shoulders and walked out to the car that had been tagging along, my car, to be exact. I slammed the door as I stomped on the gas and made my way to my friends house.


I walked up to the house with the bag slung around my arm, tears rolling down my face as I knocked. The purple haired girl answered and looked at me with worry filling her eyes, "What happened Megan?!" She said as she put an arm around me and led me into the house and over to the couch as she began to make some hot tea. I sighed as I pulled my legs onto the couch and took the cup of tea from her. "T..t.hhnaks." I stuttered as she smiled and nodded. "I saw Ashley with his tongue down another girls throat." I told her as she frowned and took me in a hug and once she let go, she began to grab my things and lead me to the guest bedroom. I smiled and thanked her as I shut the door and climbed into bed turning on the TV.

"The interview for tonight is Rockstar Ashley Purdy and his girlfriend Amanda Bostwick." I heard the person on the tv say as I sat there and bit my lip as I waited for what he was going to say next. "So how long have you and Amanda been together?" The woman asked as Amanda smiled and answered, "Three months." Shit that was the same time as Ashley and I had been together, had he seriously been dating her behind my back? What the hell? I was just a third wheel to keep Ash occupied, I sighed and threw my phone at the screen making it black out and shut off, I sat there, tears running down my face as I thought about Ash.

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