Misunderstood

Raven's P.O.V

I'm now out if the hospital. I'm all recovered. Thank goodness my mom got all my stuff the Biersack's house while I was still in the hospital. I can't bare to look at Andy. Or any guy for that matter. Not even Skyler. He only visited me that once. And I found out that he cheated in me while I was in the hospital. Well is it cheating? We weren't even formally dating. It's whatever. I have my mom and Em, and that's all I need.

I was sitting on my bed with my new notebook drawing while my old messed up purple notebook sat next to me. I was drawing Snow White, when she was about to bite into the apple. I then heard a knock on my door. I looked up and saw my mom poke her head into my room. She smiled at me. I smiled back but the smile didn't reach my eyes.

"Someone is here to see you, sweetie."

"Em?"

"Umm, no sweetie. Someone else. They said they needed to talk to you and that it was important."

"Ok, send them in."

I looked back down and continued my drawing until I heard a deep rough voice say hi. I refused to look up. I stopped drawing but kept looking down.

"Raven? Can you please look at me?" The voice said.

"No." I said still looking down at my unfinished drawing.

"Please... I have to see your face."

"That's not what you were thinking when you repeatedly punched my in the face."

It was complete silence. He didn't say anything. I slowly looked up and saw Andy standing right in front if me with tears in his eyes. He lunged towards me and hugged me tightly. I didn't dare hug back. He finally let go if me and I couldn't hold this question back anymore.

"Andy.... Are you bipolar?...."

"No. Why?"

"Well for one, o e second you ounce me in the face and then the next you are hugging me like you are my best friend. And also my notebook..."

"You made me angry when I saw you kissing that-that piece of shit."

"Well you dint have to worry about him anymore..."

"He cheated didn't he." It was more of a statement then a question.

"Yeah... How did you know?"

"I can tell by the look in your eyes."

"And about the notebook?"

"I had mixed feelings.... I really do like you, but I'm meant to hate you. I thought I could put how I really feel, but then I remembered that you would read it and- I just... I'm so confused. I haven't even talked to the guys. You're so beautiful and perfect. But I'm told to hate you and that you're ugly. I'm supposed to say those horrible things. I'm a full on liar when I say those things. Do you believe me, Raven?"

"I'm not sure." I said looking back down. I grabbed my old purple notebook and handed it to him.

"Andy, I want you to take this. I want you to leave and to never ever talk to me, touch me, or even think about me for that matter. Just take this and leave me alone.... Forever."

"But Raven-"

"No!"

"I just told you my feelings and you want me to leave?"

"Yes! Now please just go away!!!"

"But-"

"NO ANDY! LEAVE!"

He just looked at me and nodded with a tear falling down his face. He left without another word. As soon as I heard the front door close and his car start up and leave, I played Die, Die Darling as loud as I could and started bawling. My mom left me be cause she knew that I just needed time to get all of my tears out and that's when I can move on..... I hope.

Notes

Hey there my little weirdos! I hope this ties up loose ends. Tell me what you think! I'm sorry my chapters have been short and very far apart lately. I have been busy with stuff and my mind has been everywhere lately. But I promise to be a better author to you guys! I love you all!!! And also thank you for all the comments, I seriously appreciate it and makes my day better.