Our pain will shine our light to, those who understand

"For flip sake Austin do you not understand me!"
"Look i understand that you are upset and that stuff may be happening in your family but it dosen't give you the reason to be a bitch to me!"
"Oh so i'm the bitch! What's wrong with you, you normally support me through thick and thin! You know what fuck you!"
"Oh so you don't want to date me anymore is that what you're saying!"
"No..i..i just want you gone right now you're making things worst just LEAVE!" My voice cracking as i did so. Turning on his heels he stomped out the house being sure to slam the door as he did so. Falling to my knees i wept into my sleeve by back up against the wall. This is all too much. I bet you want to know what happened. Well we where at court today and Veronicka's parent's where there and they won custody, to make matters worst Dad is being questioned for kidnapping i mean they aren't even listening to what Veronicka was saying! Even when she told the judge what they did to her they still won, with lack of proof and apparent 'brainwashing' from CC. I'm not giving up, she may be away from here but i will get her back! Just believe me. Walking out my room in aid for a glass of water to calm my emotions i walked past Veronicka's room, the bare walls and lack of personality made my heart break, another flood of tears cascading down my face and i began to sob, my nose running as i held my hands to my face.
"Oh bambi come here." Jake whispered from beside me, where he crouched to my level on the floor. Moving into his arms i wept into the shoulder as he rubbed my back. "Is it Nicky?" Nodding my head not being able to form words as my tears racked my body. Pulling me back to arms length he wiped his thumb under my eyes catching all my escaping tears before the fell. "Should i call Austin maybe you could talk to him about this." Shaking my head vigorously a single tear fell from my swollen eyes. "Cass...what happened?"
"N..oth..ing..promise." i struggled out causing a concerned look to flash into Jake's eyes.
"Okay i believe you, well why don't we go get some juice and watch a film or something until everyone else gets home?" Jake questioned as he helped me back to my feet, guiding me down the stairs.


Veronicka POV

They seem different, changed even as if it was like old times. Maybe me being away for so long knocked some sense back into my mother and step-father. Once the court case finished i was sent packing, my emotions got the best of me when i left the house i had called a home for 6 months. I cried for hours, as we travelled from state to state i was still crying, horrible sobs that racked my body from the back of the car i had spent so many hours in terrified to go face my step-dad who i knew was a drunken mess waiting for my return so he could 'punish' me. They took my phone once we had left LA, claiming that i wouldn't need it but apart from that nothing bad has happened i mean we even stopped for KFC and they where kind i suppose. I'm not stupid though, i left a box under my bed filled with my most valuable possessions so that when i go back, which i will, i won't need to bring much but clothes and maybe posters/ Cd's. The address for my old home i will be soon returning to is in there too and a small letter which i hope they find in case anything bad happens that they can help me.

I'm here! The house look so much well kept i mean no glass bottles and cigarette butts littering the floor. "Veronicka you can put your stuff back where it belongs then we can begin our family again, rid of all them bad men back there who took you." My mother spoke venom hidden in her voice. Nodding quickly scared to speak i wandered up the stairs back to my old room which was as if it wasn't even untouched. Placing my suitcase on my bed i scanned the walls filled with posters and quotes i had scribbled there over the years. Stepping over to the window i began to pull at it finding it not opening. "What are you doing Veronicka?" was questioned from behind me. Spinning around i came face to face with Robert, my step Dad,
"Um..it's too hot in here so i was going to open the window but it seems like it's stuck." i mumbled still afraid of the man which haunted my nightmare causing me to wake up screaming. "Yes, well since you escaped to go to your death cult festival we me decided that we would bar your windows so that wouldn't replay it's self when we got you back. So you can't escape again, cause we all know that was a silly silly move now don't we Veronicka?" he replied coming closer which every word causing me to gulp as he towered in front of me. "Oh and the lock is off your door, we must have a catch up i've been missing my toy. You better not misbehave or you will be punished." With that he left a beer clutched in his grasp leaving me alone and terrified knowing what would be coming to me in a few hours. I was wrong, i'm doomed. They haven't changed, and now, now i can't escape. Cassara you better find that box!

Notes

Will Cassara find the box?
What has brought one Austin's behaviour?
More to come soon!
- Em xx